the alkahest-第5章
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like the sensation caused by an electric spark; shook the woman seated
in the armchair; then a soft smile brightened her lips; and her face;
moved by the expectation of a pleasure; shone like that of an Italian
Madonna。 She suddenly gained strength to drive her terrors back into
the depths of her heart。 Then she turned her face to the panel of the
wall which she knew was about to open; and which in fact was now
pushed in with such brusque violence that the poor woman herself
seemed jarred by the shock。
Balthazar Claes suddenly appeared; made a few steps forward; did not
look at the woman; or if he looked at her did not see her; and stood
erect in the middle of the parlor; leaning his half…bowed head on his
right hand。 A sharp pang to which the woman could not accustom
herself; although it was daily renewed; wrung her heart; dispelled her
smile; contracted the sallow forehead between the eyebrows; indenting
that line which the frequent expression of excessive feeling scores so
deeply; her eyes filled with tears; but she wiped them quickly as she
looked at Balthazar。
It was impossible not to be deeply impressed by this head of the
family of Claes。 When young; he must have resembled the noble family
martyr who had threatened to be another Artevelde to Charles V。; but
as he stood there at this moment; he seemed over sixty years of age;
though he was only fifty; and this premature old age had destroyed the
honorable likeness。 His tall figure was slightly bent;either because
his labors; whatever they were; obliged him to stoop; or that the
spinal column was curved by the weight of his head。 He had a broad
chest and square shoulders; but the lower parts of his body were lank
and wasted; though nervous; and this discrepancy in a physical
organization evidently once perfect puzzled the mind which endeavored
to explain this anomalous figure by some possible singularities of the
man's life。
His thick blond hair; ill cared…for; fell over his shoulders in the
Dutch fashion; and its very disorder was in keeping with the general
eccentricity of his person。 His broad brow showed certain
protuberances which Gall identifies with poetic genius。 His clear and
full blue eyes had the brusque vivacity which may be noticed in
searchers for occult causes。 The nose; probably perfect in early life;
was now elongated; and the nostrils seemed to have gradually opened
wider from an involuntary tension of the olfactory muscles。 The cheek…
bones were very prominent; which made the cheeks themselves; already
withered; seem more sunken; his mouth; full of sweetness; was squeezed
in between the nose and a short chin; which projected sharply。 The
shape of the face; however; was long rather than oval; and the
scientific doctrine which sees in every human face a likeness to an
animal would have found its confirmation in that of Balthazar Claes;
which bore a strong resemblance to a horse's head。 The skin clung
closely to the bones; as though some inward fire were incessantly
drying its juices。 Sometimes; when he gazed into space; as if to see
the realization of his hopes; it almost seemed as though the flames
that devoured his soul were issuing from his nostrils。
The inspired feelings that animate great men shone forth on the pale
face furrowed with wrinkles; on the brow haggard with care like that
of an old monarch; but above all they gleamed in the sparkling eye;
whose fires were fed by chastity imposed by the tyranny of ideas and
by the inward consecration of a great intellect。 The cavernous eyes
seemed to have sunk in their orbits through midnight vigils and the
terrible reaction of hopes destroyed; yet ceaselessly reborn。 The
zealous fanaticism inspired by an art or a science was evident in this
man; it betrayed itself in the strange; persistent abstraction of his
mind expressed by his dress and bearing; which were in keeping with
the anomalous peculiarities of his person。
His large; hairy hands were dirty; and the nails; which were very
long; had deep black lines at their extremities。 His shoes were not
cleaned and the shoe…strings were missing。 Of all that Flemish
household; the master alone took the strange liberty of being
slovenly。 His black cloth trousers were covered with stains; his
waistcoat was unbuttoned; his cravat awry; his greenish coat ripped at
the seams;completing an array of signs; great and small; which in
any other man would have betokened a poverty begotten of vice; but
which in Balthazar Claes was the negligence of genius。
Vice and Genius too often produce the same effects; and this misleads
the common mind。 What is genius but a long excess which squanders time
and wealth and physical powers; and leads more rapidly to a hospital
than the worst of passions? Men even seem to have more respect for
vices than for genius; since to the latter they refuse credit。 The
profits accruing from the hidden labors of the brain are so remote
that the social world fears to square accounts with the man of
learning in his lifetime; preferring to get rid of its obligations by
not forgiving his misfortunes or his poverty。
If; in spite of this inveterate forgetfulness of the present;
Balthazar Claes had abandoned his mysterious abstractions; if some
sweet and companionable meaning had revisited that thoughtful
countenance; if the fixed eyes had lost their rigid strain and shone
with feeling; if he had ever looked humanly about him and returned to
the real life of common things; it would indeed have been difficult
not to do involuntary homage to the winning beauty of his face and the
gracious soul that would then have shone from it。 As it was; all who
looked at him regretted that the man belonged no more to the world at
large; and said to one another: 〃He must have been very handsome in
his youth。〃 A vulgar error! Never was Balthazar Claes's appearance
more poetic than at this moment。 Lavater; had he seen him; would fain
have studied that head so full of patience; of Flemish loyalty; and
pure morality;where all was broad and noble; and passion seemed calm
because it was strong。
The conduct of this man could not be otherwise than pure; his word was
sacred; his friendships seemed undeviating; his self…devotedness
complete: and yet the will to employ those qualities in patriotic
service; for the world or for the family; was directed; fatally;
elsewhere。 This citizen; bound to guard the welfare of a household; to
manage property; to guide his children towards a noble future; was
living outside the line of his duty and his affections; in communion
with an attendant spirit。 A priest might have thought him inspired by
the word of God; an artist would have hailed him as a great master; an
enthusiast would have taken him for a seer of the Swedenborgian faith。
At the present moment; the dilapidated; uncouth; and ruined clothes
that he wore contrasted strangely with the graceful elegance of the
woman who was sadly admiring him。 Deformed persons who have intellect;
or nobility of soul; show an exquisite taste in their apparel。 Either
they dress simply; convinced that their charm is wholly moral; or they
make others forget their imperfections by an elegance of detail which
diverts the eye and occupies the mind。 Not only did this woman possess
a noble soul; but she loved Balthazar Claes with that instinct of the
woman which gives a foretaste of the communion of angels。 Brought up
in one of the most illustrious families of Belgium; she would have
learned good taste had she not possessed it; and now; taught by the
desire of constantly pleasing the man she loved; she knew how to
clothe herself admirably; and without producing incongruity between
her elegance and the defects of her conformation。 The bust; however;
was defective in the shoulders only; one of which was noticeably much
larger than the other。
She looked out of the window into the court…yard; then towards the
garden; as if to make