the alkahest-第17章
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see the tears of happiness that filled her eyes: then she rested her
forehead against his shoulder and let little Jean slide to the floor。
〃Let us go back into the parlor;〃 she said; after a pause。
Balthazar was exuberantly gay throughout the evening。 He invented
games for the children; and played with such zest himself that he did
not notice two or three short absences made by his wife。 About half…
past nine; when Jean had gone to bed; Marguerite returned to the
parlor after helping her sister Felicie to undress; and found her
mother seated in the deep armchair; and her father holding his wife's
hand as he talked to her。 The young girl feared to disturb them; and
was about to retire without speaking; when Madame Claes caught sight
of her; and said:
〃Come in; Marguerite; come here; dear child。〃 She drew her down;
kissed her tenderly on the forehead; and said; 〃Carry your book into
your own room; but do not sit up too late。〃
〃Good…night; my darling daughter;〃 said Balthazar。
Marguerite kissed her father and mother and went away。 Husband and
wife remained alone for some minutes without speaking; watching the
last glimmer of the twilight as it faded from the trees in the garden;
whose outlines were scarcely discernible through the gathering
darkness。 When night had almost fallen; Balthazar said to his wife in
a voice of emotion;
〃Let us go upstairs。〃
Long before English manners and customs had consecrated the wife's
chamber as a sacred spot; that of a Flemish woman was impenetrable。
The good housewives of the Low Countries did not make it a symbol of
virtue。 It was to them a habit contracted from childhood; a domestic
superstition; rendering the bedroom a delightful sanctuary of tender
feelings; where simplicity blended with all that was most sweet and
sacred in social life。 Any woman in Madame Claes's position would have
wished to gather about her the elegances of life; but Josephine had
done so with exquisite taste; knowing well how great an influence the
aspect of our surroundings exerts upon the feelings of others。 To a
pretty creature it would have been mere luxury; to her it was a
necessity。 No one better understood the meaning of the saying; 〃A
pretty woman is self…created;〃a maxim which guided every action of
Napoleon's first wife; and often made her false; whereas Madame Claes
was ever natural and true。
Though Balthazar knew his wife's chamber well; his forgetfulness of
material things had lately been so complete that he felt a thrill of
soft emotion when he entered it; as though he saw it for the first
time。 The proud gaiety of a triumphant woman glowed in the splendid
colors of the tulips which rose from the long throats of Chinese vases
judiciously placed about the room; and sparkled in the profusion of
lights whose effect can only be compared to a joyous burst of martial
music。 The gleam of the wax candles cast a mellow sheen on the
coverings of pearl…gray silk; whose monotony was relieved by touches
of gold; soberly distributed here and there on a few ornaments; and by
the varied colors of the tulips; which were like sheaves of precious
stones。 The secret of this choice arrangementit was he; ever he!
Josephine could not tell him in words more eloquent that he was now
and ever the mainspring of her joys and woes。
The aspect of that chamber put the soul deliciously at ease; cast out
sad thoughts; and left a sense of pure and equable happiness。 The
silken coverings; brought from China; gave forth a soothing perfume
that penetrated the system without fatiguing it。 The curtains;
carefully drawn; betrayed a desire for solitude; a jealous intention
of guarding the sound of every word; of hiding every look of the
reconquered husband。 Madame Claes; wearing a dressing…robe of muslin;
which was trimmed by a long pelerine with falls of lace that came
about her throat; and adorned with her beautiful black hair; which was
exquisitely glossy and fell on either side of her forehead like a
raven's wing; went to draw the tapestry portiere that hung before the
door and allowed no sound to penetrate the chamber from without。
CHAPTER VI
At the doorway Josephine turned; and threw to her husband; who was
sitting near the chimney; one of those gay smiles with which a
sensitive woman whose soul comes at moments into her face; rendering
it beautiful; gives expression to irresistible hopes。 Woman's greatest
charm lies in her constant appeal to the generosity of man by the
admission of a weakness which stirs his pride and wakens him to the
nobler sentiments。 Is not such an avowal of weakness full of magical
seduction? When the rings of the portiere had slipped with a muffled
sound along the wooden rod; she turned towards Claes; and made as
though she would hide her physical defects by resting her hand upon a
chair and drawing herself gracefully forward。 It was calling him to
help her。 Balthazar; sunk for a moment in contemplation of the olive…
tinted head; which attracted and satisfied the eye as it stood out in
relief against the soft gray background; rose to take his wife in his
arms and carry her to her sofa。 This was what she wanted。
〃You promised me;〃 she said; taking his hand which she held between
her own magnetic palms; 〃to tell me the secret of your researches。
Admit; dear friend; that I am worthy to know it; since I have had the
courage to study a science condemned by the Church that I might be
able to understand you。 I am curious; hide nothing from me。 Tell me
first how it happened; that you rose one morning anxious and
oppressed; when over night I had left you happy。〃
〃Is it to hear me talk of chemistry that you have made yourself so
coquettishly delightful?〃
〃Dear friend; a confidence which puts me in your inner heart is the
greatest of all pleasures for me; is it not a communion of souls which
gives birth to the highest happiness of earth? Your love comes back to
me not lessened; pure; I long to know what dream has had the power to
keep it from me so long。 Yes; I am more jealous of a thought than of
all the women in the world。 Love is vast; but it is not infinite;
while Science has depths unfathomed; to which I will not let you go
alone。 I hate all that comes between us。 If you win the glory for
which you strive; I must be unhappy; it will bring you joy; while II
aloneshould be the giver of your happiness。〃
〃No; my angel; it was not an idea; not a thought; it was a man that
first led me into this glorious path。〃
〃A man!〃 she cried in terror。
〃Do you remember; Pepita; the Polish officer who stayed with us in
1809?〃
〃Do I remember him!〃 she exclaimed; 〃I am often annoyed because my
memory still recalls those eyes; like tongues of fire darting from
coals of hell; those hollows above the eyebrows; that broad skull
stripped of hair; the upturned moustache; the angular; worn face!
What awful impassiveness in his bearing! Ah! surely if there had been
a room in any inn I would never have allowed him to sleep here。〃
〃That Polish gentleman;〃 resumed Balthazar; 〃was named Adam de
Wierzchownia。 When you left us alone that evening in the parlor; we
happened by chance to speak of chemistry。 Compelled by poverty to give
up the study of that science; he had become a soldier。 It was; I
think; by means of a glass of sugared water that we recognized each
other as adepts。 When I ordered Mulquinier to bring the sugar in
pieces; the captain gave a start of surprise。 'Have you studied
chemistry?' he asked。 'With Lavoisier;' I answered。 'You are happy in
being rich and free;' he cried; then from the depths of his bosom came
the sigh of a man;one of those sighs which reveal a hell of anguish
hidden in the brain or in the heart; a something ardent; concentrated;
not to be expressed in words。 He ended his sentence with a look that
startled me。 After a pause; he told me that Poland being at her last
gasp he had taken r