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interests of this life? Why is their faith given only to religious

ideas of a future existence? Why do they so ably foresee the

catastrophes of fortune and the crises of fate? Perhaps the sentiment

which unites them to the men they love gives them a sense by which

they weigh force; measure faculties; understand tastes; passions;

vices; virtues。 The perpetual study of these causes in the midst of

which they live gives them; no doubt; the fatal power of foreseeing

effects in all possible relations of earthly life。 What they see of

the present enables them to judge of the future with an intuitive

ability explained by the perfection of their nervous system; which

allows them to seize the lightest indications of thought and feeling。

Their whole being vibrates in communion with great moral convulsions。

Either they feel; or they see。



Now; although separated from her husband for over two years; Madame

Claes foresaw the loss of their property。 She fully understood the

deliberate ardor; the well…considered; inalterable steadfastness of

Balthazar; if it were indeed true that he was seeking to make gold; he

was capable of throwing his last crust into the crucible with absolute

indifference。 But what was he really seeking? Up to this time maternal

feeling and conjugal love had been so mingled in the heart of this

woman that the children; equally beloved by husband and wife; had

never come between them。 Suddenly she found herself at times more

mother than wife; though hitherto she had been more wife than mother。

However ready she had been to sacrifice her fortune and even her

children to the man who had chosen her; loved her; adored her; and to

whom she was still the only woman in the world; the remorse she felt

for the weakness of her maternal love threw her into terrible

alternations of feeling。 As a wife; she suffered in heart; as a

mother; through her children; as a Christian; for all。



She kept silence; and hid the cruel struggle in her soul。 Her husband;

sole arbiter of the family fate; was the master by whose will it must

be guided; he was responsible to God only。 Besides; could she reproach

him for the use he now made of his fortune; after the

disinterestedness he had shown to her for many happy years? Was she to

judge his purposes? And yet her conscience; in keeping with the spirit

of the law; told her that parents were the depositaries and guardians

of property; and possessed no right to alienate the material welfare

of the children。 To escape replying to such stern questions she

preferred to shut her eyes; like one who refuses to see the abyss into

whose depths he knows he is about to fall。



For more than six months her husband had given her no money for the

household expenses。 She sold secretly; in Paris; the handsome diamond

ornaments her brother had given her on her marriage; and placed the

family on a footing of the strictest economy。 She sent away the

governess of her children; and even the nurse of little Jean。 Formerly

the luxury of carriages and horses was unknown among the burgher

families; so simple were they in their habits; so proud in their

feelings; no provision for that modern innovation had therefore been

made at the House of Claes; and Balthazar was obliged to have his

stable and coach…house in a building opposite to his own house: his

present occupations allowed him no time to superintend that portion of

his establishment; which belongs exclusively to men。 Madame Claes

suppressed the whole expense of equipages and servants; which her

present isolation from the world rendered unnecessary; and she did so

without pretending to conceal the retrenchment under any pretext。 So

far; facts had contradicted her assertions; and silence for the future

was more becoming: indeed the change in the family mode of living

called for no explanation in a country where; as in Flanders; any one

who lives up to his income is considered a madman。



And yet; as her eldest daughter; Marguerite; approached her sixteenth

birthday; Madame Claes longed to procure for her a good marriage; and

to place her in society in a manner suitable to a daughter of the

Molinas; the Van Ostron…Temnincks; and the Casa…Reals。 A few days

before the one on which this story opens; the money derived from the

sale of the diamonds had been exhausted。 On the very day; at three

o'clock in the afternoon; as Madame Claes was taking her children to

vespers; she met Pierquin; who was on his way to see her; and who

turned and accompanied her to the church; talking in a low voice of

her situation。



〃My dear cousin;〃 he said; 〃unless I fail in the friendship which

binds me to your family; I cannot conceal from you the peril of your

position; nor refrain from begging you to speak to your husband。 Who

but you can hold him back from the gulf into which he is plunging? The

rents from the mortgaged estates are not enough to pay the interest on

the sums he has borrowed。 If he cuts the wood on them he destroys your

last chance of safety in the future。 My cousin Balthazar owes at this

moment thirty thousand francs to the house of Protez and Chiffreville。

How can you pay them? What will you live on? If Claes persists in

sending for reagents; retorts; voltaic batteries; and other such

playthings; what will become of you? Your whole property; except the

house and furniture; has been dissipated in gas and carbon; yesterday

he talked of mortgaging the house; and in answer to a remark of mine;

he cried out; 'The devil!' It was the first sign of reason I have

known him show for three years。〃



Madame Claes pressed the notary's arm; and said in a tone of

suffering; 〃Keep it secret。〃



Overwhelmed by these plain words of startling clearness; the poor

woman; pious as she was; could not pray; she sat still on her chair

between her children; with her prayer…book open; but not turning its

leaves; her mind was sunk in meditations as absorbing as those of her

husband。 The Spanish sense of honor; the Flemish integrity; resounded

in her soul with a peal louder than any organ。 The ruin of her

children was accomplished! Between them and their father's honor she

must no longer hesitate。 The necessity of a coming struggle with her

husband terrified her; in her eyes he was so great; so majestic; that

the mere prospect of his anger made her tremble as at a vision of the

divine wrath。 She must now depart from the submission she had sacredly

practised as a wife。 The interests of her children compelled her to

oppose; in his most cherished tastes; the man she idolized。 Must she

not daily force him back to common matters from the higher realms of

Science; drag him forcibly from a smiling future and plunge him into a

materialism hideous to artists and great men? To her; Balthazar Claes

was a Titan of science; a man big with glory; he could only have

forgotten her for the riches of a mighty hope。 Then too; was he not

profoundly wise? she had heard him talk with such good sense on every

subject that he must be sincere when he declared he worked for the

glory and prosperity of his family。 His love for his wife and family

was not only vast; it was infinite。 That feeling could not be extinct;

it was magnified; and reproduced in another form。



Noble; generous; timid as she was; she prepared herself to ring into

the ears of this noble man the word and the sound of money; to show

him the sores of poverty; and force him to hear cries of distress when

he was listening only for the melodious voice of Fame。 Perhaps his

love for her would lessen! If she had had no children; she would

bravely and joyously have welcomed the new destiny her husband was

making for her。 Women who are brought up in opulence are quick to feel

the emptiness of material enjoyments; and when their hearts; more

wearied than withered; have once learned the happiness of a constant

interchange of real feelings; they feel no shrinking from reduced

outward circumstances; provided they ar

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