lizzie leigh-第4章

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companion　through　the　long　evenings；　noticed　his　increasing　languor；

his　restless　irritability；　with　perplexed　anxiety；　and　at　last

resolved　to　call　his　mother's　attention　to　his　brother's　haggard；

careworn　looks。　　She　listened　with　a　startled　recollection　of　Will's

claims　upon　her　love。　　She　noticed　his　decreasing　appetite　and　half…

checked　sighs。



〃Will；　lad！　what's　come　o'er　thee？〃　said　she　to　him；　as　he　sat

listlessly　gazing　into　the　fire。



〃There's　nought　the　matter　with　me；〃　said　he；　as　if　annoyed　at　her

remark。



〃Nay；　lad；　but　there　is。〃　　He　did　not　speak　again　to　contradict　her；

indeed；　she　did　not　know　if　he　had　heard　her；　so　unmoved　did　he　look。



〃Wouldst　like　to　go　to　Upclose　Farm？〃　asked　she；　sorrowfully。



〃It's　just　blackberrying　time；〃　said　Tom。



Will　shook　his　head。　　She　looked　at　him　awhile；　as　if　trying　to　read

that　expression　of　despondency；　and　trace　it　back　to　its　source。



〃Will　and　Tom　could　go；〃　said　she；　〃I　must　stay　here　till　I've　found

her；　thou　knowest；〃　continued　she；　dropping　her　voice。



He　turned　quickly　round；　and　with　the　authority　he　at　all　times

exercised　over　Tom；　bade　him　begone　to　bed。



When　Tom　had　left　the　room；　he　prepared　to　speak。







CHAPTER　II。







〃Mother；〃　then　said　Will；　〃why　will　you　keep　on　thinking　she's　alive？

If　she　were　but　dead；　we　need　never　name　her　name　again。　　We've　never

heard　nought　on　her　since　father　wrote　her　that　letter；　we　never　knew

whether　she　got　it　or　not。　　She'd　left　her　place　before　then。　　Many　a

one　dies　in〃



〃Oh；　my　lad！　dunnot　speak　so　to　me；　or　my　heart　will　break　outright；〃

said　his　mother；　with　a　sort　of　cry。　　Then　she　calmed　herself；　for

she　yearned　to　persuade　him　to　her　own　belief。　　〃Thou　never　asked；

and　thou'rt　too　like　thy　father　for　me　to　tell　without　askingbut　it

were　all　to　be　near　Lizzie's　old　place　that　I　settled　down　on　this

side　o'　Manchester；　and　the　very　day　at　after　we　came；　I　went　to　her

old　missus；　and　asked　to　speak　a　word　wi'　her。　　I　had　a　strong　mind

to　cast　it　up　to　her；　that　she　should　ha'　sent　my　poor　lass　away；

without　telling　on　it　to　us　first；　but　she　were　in　black；　and　looked

so　sad　I　could　na'　find　in　my　heart　to　threep　it　up。　　But　I　did　ask

her　a　bit　about　our　Lizzie。　　The　master　would　have　turned　her　away　at

a　day's　warning　（he's　gone　to　t'other　place；　I　hope　he'll　meet　wi'

more　mercy　there　than　he　showed　our　LizzieI　do）；　and　when　the

missus　asked　her　should　she　write　to　us；　she　says　Lizzie　shook　her

head；　and　when　she　speered　at　her　again；　the　poor　lass　went　down　on

her　knees；　and　begged　her　not；　for　she　said　it　would　break　my　heart

（as　it　has　done；　WillGod　knows　it　has）；〃　said　the　poor　mother；

choking　with　her　struggle　to　keep　down　her　hard　overmastering　grief；

〃and　her　father　would　curse　herOh；　God；　teach　me　to　be　patient。〃

She　could　not　speak　for　a　few　minutes〃and　the　lass　threatened；　and

said　she'd　go　drown　herself　in　the　canal；　if　the　missus　wrote　home

and　so　…



〃Well！　　I'd　got　a　trace　of　my　childthe　missus　thought　she'd　gone　to

th'　workhouse　to　be　nursed；　and　there　I　wentand　there；　sure　enough；

she　had　beenand　they'd　turned　her　out　as　she　were　strong；　and　told

her　she　were　young　enough　to　workbut　whatten　kind　o'　work　would　be

open　to　her；　lad；　and　her　baby　to　keep？〃



Will　listened　to　his　mother's　tale　with　deep　sympathy；　not　unmixed

with　the　old　bitter　shame。　　But　the　opening　of　her　heart　had　unlocked

his；　and　after　awhile　he　spoke　…



〃Mother！　　I　think　I'd　e'en　better　go　home。　　Tom　can　stay　wi'　thee。　　I

know　I　should　stay　too；　but　I　cannot　stay　in　peace　so　nearher

without　craving　to　see　herSusan　Palmer；　I　mean。〃



〃Has　the　old　Mr。　Palmer　thou　telled　me　on　a　daughter？〃　asked　Mrs。

Leigh。



〃Ay；　he　has。　　And　I　love　her　above　a　bit。　　And　it's　because　I　love

her　I　want　to　leave　Manchester。　　That's　all。〃



Mrs。　Leigh　tried　to　understand　this　speech　for　some　time；　but　found

it　difficult　of　interpretation。



〃Why　shouldst　thou　not　tell　her　thou　lov'st　her？　　Thou'rt　a　likely

lad；　and　sure　o'　work。　　Thou'lt　have　Upclose　at　my　death；　and　as　for

that；　I　could　let　thee　have　it　now；　and　keep　mysel'　by　doing　a　bit　of

charring。　　It　seems　to　me　a　very　backwards　sort　o'　way　of　winning　her

to　think　of　leaving　Manchester。〃



〃Oh；　mother；　she's　so　gentle　and　so　goodshe's　downright　holy。

She's　never　known　a　touch　of　sin；　and　can　I　ask　her　to　marry　me；

knowing　what　we　do　about　Lizzie；　and　fearing　worse？　　I　doubt　if　one

like　her　could　ever　care　for　me；　but　if　she　knew　about　my　sister；　it

would　put　a　gulf　between　us；　and　she'd　shudder　up　at　the　thought　of

crossing　it。　　You　don't　know　how　good　she　is；　mother！〃



〃Will；　Will！　if　she's　so　good　as　thou　say'st；　she'll　have　pity　on

such　as　my　Lizzie。　　If　she　has　no　pity　for　such；　she's　a　cruel

Pharisee；　and　thou'rt　best　without　her。〃



But　he　only　shook　his　head；　and　sighed；　and　for　the　time　the

conversation　dropped。



But　a　new　idea　sprang　up　in　Mrs。　Leigh's　head。　　She　thought　that　she

would　go　and　see　Susan　Palmer；　and　speak　up　for　Will；　and　tell　her

the　truth　about　Lizzie；　and　according　to　her　pity　for　the　poor

sinner；　would　she　be　worthy　or　unworthy　of　him。　　She　resolved　to　go

the　very　next　afternoon；　but　without　telling　any　one　of　her　plan。

Accordingly　she　looked　out　the　Sunday　clothes　she　had　never　before

had　the　heart　to　unpack　since　she　came　to　Manchester；　but　which　she

now　desired　to　appear　in；　in　order　to　do　credit　to　Will。　　She　put　on

her　old…fashioned　black　mode　bonnet；　trimmed　with　real　lace；　her

scarlet　cloth　cloak；　which　she　had　had　ever　since　she　was　married；

and；　always　spotlessly　clean；　she　set　forth　on　her　unauthorised

embassy。　　She　knew　the　Palmers　lived　in　Crown　Street；　though　where

she　had　heard　it　she　could　not　tell；　and　modestly　asking　her　way；　she

arrived　in　the　street　about　a　quarter　to　four　o'clock。　　She　stopped

to　enquire　the　exact　number；　and　the　woman　whom　she　addressed　told

her　that　Susan　Palmer's　school　would　not　be　loosed　till　four；　and

asked　her　to　step　in　and　wait　until　then　at　her　house。



〃For；〃　said　she；　smiling；　〃them　that　wants　Susan　Palmer　wants　a　kind

friend　of　ours；　so　we；　in　a　manner；　call　cousins。　　Sit　down；　missus；

sit　down。　　I'll　wipe　the　chair；　so　that　it　shanna　dirty　your　cloak。

My　mother　used　to　wear　them　bright　cloaks；　and　they're　right　gradely

things　again　a　green　field。〃



〃Han　ye　known　Susan　Palmer　long？〃　asked　Mrs。　Leigh；　pleased　with　the

admiration　of　her　cloak。



〃Ever　since　they　comed　to　live　in　our　street。　　Our　Sally　goes　to　her

school。〃



〃Whatten　sort　of　a　lass　is　she；　for　I　ha'　never　seen　her？〃



〃Well；　as　for　looks；　I　cannot　say。　　It's　so　long　since　I　first　knowed

her；　that　I've　clean　forgotten　what　I　thought　of　her　then。　　My　master

says　he　never　saw　such　a　smile　for　gladdening　the　heart。　　But　maybe

it's　not　looks　you're　asking　about。　　The　best　thing　I　can　say　of　her

looks　is；　that　she's　just　one　a　stranger　would　stop　in　the　street　to

ask　help　from　if　he　needed　it。　　All　the　little　childer　creeps　as

close　as　they　can　to　her；　she'll　have　as　many　as　three　or　four

hanging　to　her　apron　all　at　once。〃



〃Is　she　cocket　at　all？〃



〃Cocket；　bless　you！　you　never　saw　a　creature　less　set　up　in　all　your

life。　　Her　father's　cocket　enough。　　No！　she's　not　cocket　any　way。

You've　not　heard　much　of　Susan　Palmer；　I　reckon；　if　you　think　she's

cocket。　　She's　just　one　to　come　quietly　in；　and　do　the　very　thing

most　wanted；　little　things；　maybe；　that　any　one　could　do；　but　that

few　would　think　on；　for　another。　　She'll　bring　her　thimble　wi'　her；

and　mend　up　after　the　childer　o'　nights；　and　she　writes　all　Betty

Harker's　letters　to　her　grandchild　out　at　service；　and　she's　in

nobody's　way；　and　that's　a　great　matter；　I　take　it。　　Here's　the

childer　running　past！　　School　is　loosed。　　You'll　find　her　now；

missus；　ready　to　hear　and　to　help。　　But　we　none　on　us　frab　her　by

going　near　her　in　school…time。〃



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