lizzie leigh-第2章

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Samuel　looked；　and　pondered；　but　did　not　speak　for　some　time。　　At

last　he　said　…



〃If　thou　hast　made　up　thy　mind；　there's　no　speaking　again　it；　and

thou　must　e'en　go。　　Thou'lt　be　sadly　pottered　wi'　Manchester　ways；

but　that's　not　my　look　out。　　Why；　thou'lt　have　to　buy　potatoes；　a

thing　thou　hast　never　done　afore　in　all　thy　born　life。　　Well！　it's

not　my　look　out。　　It's　rather　for　me　than　again　me。　　Our　Jenny　is

going　to　be　married　to　Tom　Higginbotham；　and　he　was　speaking　of

wanting　a　bit　of　land　to　begin　upon。　　His　father　will　be　dying

sometime；　I　reckon；　and　then　he'll　step　into　the　Croft　Farm。　　But

meanwhile〃



〃Then；　thou'lt　let　the　farm；〃　said　she；　still　as　eagerly　as　ever。



〃Ay；　ay；　he'll　take　it　fast　enough；　I've　a　notion。　　But　I'll　not

drive　a　bargain　with　thee　just　now；　it　would　not　be　right；　we'll　wait

a　bit。〃



〃No；　I　cannot　wait；　settle　it　out　at　once。〃



〃Well；　well；　I'll　speak　to　Will　about　it。　　I　see　him　out　yonder。

I'll　step　to　him　and　talk　it　over。〃



Accordingly　he　went　and　joined　the　two　lads；　and；　without　more　ado；

began　the　subject　to　them。



〃Will；　thy　mother　is　fain　to　go　live　in　Manchester；　and　covets　to　let

the　farm。　　Now；　I'm　willing　to　take　it　for　Tom　Higginbotham；　but　I

like　to　drive　a　keen　bargain；　and　there　would　be　no　fun　chaffering

with　thy　mother　just　now。　　Let　thee　and　me　buckle　to；　my　lad！　and　try

and　cheat　each　other；　it　will　warm　us　this　cold　day。〃



〃Let　the　farm！〃　said　both　the　lads　at　once；　with　infinite　surprise。

〃Go　live　in　Manchester！〃



When　Samuel　Orme　found　that　the　plan　had　never　before　been　named　to

either　Will　or　Tom；　he　would　have　nothing　to　do　with　it；　he　said；

until　they　had　spoken　to　their　mother。　　Likely　she　was　〃dazed〃　by　her

husband's　death；　he　would　wait　a　day　or　two；　and　not　name　it　to　any

one；　not　to　Tom　Higginbotham　himself；　or　may　be　he　would　set　his

heart　upon　it。　　The　lads　had　better　go　in　and　talk　it　over　with　their

mother。　　He　bade　them　good…day；　and　left　them。



Will　looked　very　gloomy；　but　he　did　not　speak　till　they　got　near　the

house。　　Then　he　said　…



〃Tom；　go　to　th'　shippon；　and　supper　the　cows。　　I　want　to　speak　to

mother　alone。〃



When　he　entered　the　house…place；　she　was　sitting　before　the　fire；

looking　into　its　embers。　　She　did　not　hear　him　come　in：　　for　some

time　she　had　lost　her　quick　perception　of　outward　things。



〃Mother！　what's　this　about　going　to　Manchester？〃　asked　he。



〃Oh；　lad！〃　said　she；　turning　round；　and　speaking　in　a　beseeching

tone；　〃I　must　go　and　seek　our　Lizzie。　　I　cannot　rest　here　for

thinking　on　her。　　Many's　the　time　I've　left　thy　father　sleeping　in

bed；　and　stole　to　th'　window；　and　looked　and　looked　my　heart　out

towards　Manchester；　till　I　thought　I　must　just　set　out　and　tramp　over

moor　and　moss　straight　away　till　I　got　there；　and　then　lift　up　every

downcast　face　till　I　came　to　our　Lizzie。　　And　often；　when　the　south

wind　was　blowing　soft　among　the　hollows；　I've　fancied　（it　could　but

be　fancy；　thou　knowest）　I　heard　her　crying　upon　me；　and　I've　thought

the　voice　came　closer　and　closer；　till　at　last　it　was　sobbing　out；

'Mother！'　close　to　the　door；　and　I've　stolen　down；　and　undone　the

latch　before　now；　and　looked　out　into　the　still；　black　night；

thinking　to　see　herand　turned　sick　and　sorrowful　when　I　heard　no

living　sound　but　the　sough　of　the　wind　dying　away。　　Oh；　speak　not　to

me　of　stopping　here；　when　she　may　be　perishing　for　hunger；　like　the

poor　lad　in　the　parable。〃　　And　now　she　lifted　up　her　voice；　and　wept

aloud。



Will　was　deeply　grieved。　　He　had　been　old　enough　to　be　told　the

family　shame　when；　more　than　two　years　before；　his　father　had　had　his

letter　to　his　daughter　returned　by　her　mistress　in　Manchester；

telling　him　that　Lizzie　had　left　her　service　some　timeand　why。　　He

had　sympathized　with　his　father's　stern　anger；　though　he　had　thought

him　something　hard；　it　is　true；　when　he　had　forbidden　his　weeping；

heart…broken　wife　to　go　and　try　to　find　her　poor　sinning　child；　and

declared　that　henceforth　they　would　have　no　daughter；　that　she　should

be　as　one　dead；　and　her　name　never　more　be　named　at　market　or　at　meal

time；　in　blessing　or　in　prayer。　　He　had　held　his　peace；　with

compressed　lips　and　contracted　brow；　when　the　neighbours　had　noticed

to　him　how　poor　Lizzie's　death　had　aged　both　his　father　and　his

mother；　and　how　they　thought　the　bereaved　couple　would　never　hold　up

their　heads　again。　　He　himself　had　felt　as　if　that　one　event　had　made

him　old　before　his　time；　and　had　envied　Tom　the　tears　he　had　shed

over　poor；　pretty；　innocent；　dead　Lizzie。　　He　thought　about　her

sometimes；　till　he　ground　his　teeth　together；　and　could　have　struck

her　down　in　her　shame。　　His　mother　had　never　named　her　to　him　until

now。



〃Mother！〃　said　he；　at　last。　　〃She　may　be　dead。　　Most　likely　she　is〃



〃No；　Will；　she　is　not　dead；〃　said　Mrs。　Leigh。　　〃God　will　not　let　her

die　till　I've　seen　her　once　again。　　Thou　dost　not　know　how　I've

prayed　and　prayed　just　once　again　to　see　her　sweet　face；　and　tell　her

I've　forgiven　her；　though　she's　broken　my　heartshe　has；　Will。〃　　She

could　not　go　on　for　a　minute　or　two　for　the　choking　sobs。　　〃Thou　dost

not　know　that；　or　thou　wouldst　not　say　she　could　be　deadfor　God　is

very　merciful；　Will；　He　is：　　He　is　much　more　pitiful　than　man。　　I

could　never　ha'　spoken　to　thy　father　as　I　did　to　Himand　yet　thy

father　forgave　her　at　last。　　The　last　words　he　said　were　that　he

forgave　her。　　Thou'lt　not　be　harder　than　thy　father；　Will？　　Do　not

try　and　hinder　me　going　to　seek　her；　for　it's　no　use。〃



Will　sat　very　still　for　a　long　time　before　he　spoke。　　At　last　he

said；　〃I'll　not　hinder　you。　　I　think　she's　dead；　but　that's　no

matter。〃



〃She's　not　dead；〃　said　her　mother；　with　low　earnestness。　　Will　took

no　notice　of　the　interruption。



〃We　will　all　go　to　Manchester　for　a　twelvemonth；　and　let　the　farm　to

Tom　Higginbotham。　　I'll　get　blacksmith's　work；　and　Tom　can　have　good

schooling　for　awhile；　which　he's　always　craving　for。　　At　the　end　of

the　year　you'll　come　back；　mother；　and　give　over　fretting　for　Lizzie；

and　think　with　me　that　she　is　deadand；　to　my　mind；　that　would　be

more　comfort　than　to　think　of　her　living；〃　he　dropped　his　voice　as　he

spoke　these　last　words。　　She　shook　her　head　but　made　no　answer。　　He

asked　again〃Will　you；　mother；　agree　to　this？〃



〃I'll　agree　to　it　a…this…ns；〃　said　she。　　〃If　I　hear　and　see　nought　of

her　for　a　twelvemonth；　me　being　in　Manchester　looking　out；　I'll　just

ha'　broken　my　heart　fairly　before　the　year's　ended；　and　then　I　shall

know　neither　love　nor　sorrow　for　her　any　more；　when　I'm　at　rest　in　my

grave。　　I'll　agree　to　that；　Will。〃



〃Well；　I　suppose　it　must　be　so。　　I　shall　not　tell　Tom；　mother；　why

we're　flitting　to　Manchester。　　Best　spare　him。〃



〃As　thou　wilt；〃　said　she；　sadly；　〃so　that　we　go；　that's　all。〃



Before　the　wild　daffodils　were　in　flower　in　the　sheltered　copses

round　Upclose　Farm；　the　Leighs　were　settled　in　their　Manchester　home；

if　they　could　ever　grow　to　consider　that　place　as　a　home；　where　there

was　no　garden　or　outbuilding；　no　fresh　breezy　outlet；　no　far…

stretching　view；　over　moor　and　hollow；　no　dumb　animals　to　be　tended；

and；　what　more　than　all　they　missed；　no　old　haunting　memories；　even

though　those　remembrances　told　of　sorrow；　and　the　dead　and　gone。



Mrs。　Leigh　heeded　the　loss　of　all　these　things　less　than　her　sons。

She　had　more　spirit　in　her　countenance　than　she　had　had　for　months；

because　now　she　had　hope；　of　a　sad　enough　kind；　to　be　sure；　but　still

it　was　hope。　　She　performed　all　her　household　duties；　strange　and

complicated　as　they　were；　and　bewildered　as　she　was　with　all　the　town

necessities　of　her　new　manner　of　life；　but　when　her　house　was

〃sided；〃　and　the　boys　come　home　from　their　work　in　the　evening；　she

would　put　on　her　things　and　steal　out；　unnoticed；　as　she　thought；　but

not　without　many　a　heavy　sigh　from　Will；　after　she　had　closed　the

house…door　and　departed。　　It　was　o