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climate; of which I can say no good except that it suits me and
some others of the same or similar persuasions whom (by all rights)
it ought to kill。 It is a form of Arctic St。 Andrews; I should
imagine; and the miseries of forty degrees below zero; with a high
wind; have to be felt to be appreciated。 The greyness of the
heavens here is a circumstance eminently revolting to the soul; I
have near forgot the aspect of the sun … I doubt if this be news;
it is certainly no news to us。 My mother suffers a little from the
inclemency of the place; but less on the whole than would be
imagined。 Among other wild schemes; we have been projecting yacht
voyages; and I beg to inform you that Cogia Hassan was cast for the
part of passenger。 They may come off! … Again this is not news。
The lad? Well; the lad wrote a tale this winter; which appeared to
me so funny that I have taken it in hand; and some of these days
you will receive a copy of a work entitled 'A GAME OF BLUFF; by
Lloyd Osbourne and Robert Louis Stevenson。'
Otherwise he (the lad) is much as usual。 There remains; I believe;
to be considered only R。 L。 S。; the house…bond; prop; pillar;
bread…winner; and bully of the establishment。 Well; I do think him
much better; he is making piles of money; the hope of being able to
hire a yacht ere long dances before his eyes; otherwise he is not
in very high spirits at this particular moment; though compared
with last year at Bournemouth an angel of joy。
And now is this news; Cogia; or is it not? It all depends upon the
point of view; and I call it news。 The devil of it is that I can
think of nothing else; except to send you all our loves; and to
wish exceedingly you were here to cheer us all up。 But we'll see
about that on board the yacht。 … Your affectionate friend;
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO SIDNEY COLVIN
'SARANAC LAKE'; APRIL 9TH!! 1888
MY DEAR COLVIN; … I have been long without writing to you; but am
not to blame; I had some little annoyances quite for a private eye;
but they ran me so hard that I could not write without lugging them
in; which (for several reasons) I did not choose to do。 Fanny is
off to San Francisco; and next week I myself flit to New York:
address Scribner's。 Where we shall go I know not; nor (I was going
to say) care; so bald and bad is my frame of mind。 Do you know our
… ahem! … fellow clubman; Colonel Majendie? I had such an
interesting letter from him。 Did you see my sermon? It has evoked
the worst feeling: I fear people don't care for the truth; or else
I don't tell it。 Suffer me to wander without purpose。 I have sent
off twenty letters to…day; and begun and stuck at a twenty…first;
and taken a copy of one which was on business; and corrected
several galleys of proof; and sorted about a bushel of old letters;
so if any one has a right to be romantically stupid it is I … and I
am。 Really deeply stupid; and at that stage when in old days I
used to pour out words without any meaning whatever and with my
mind taking no part in the performance。 I suspect that is now the
case。 I am reading with extraordinary pleasure the life of Lord
Lawrence: Lloyd and I have a mutiny novel …
(NEXT MORNING; AFTER TWELVE OTHER LETTERS) … mutiny novel on hand …
a tremendous work … so we are all at Indian books。 The idea of the
novel is Lloyd's: I call it a novel。 'Tis a tragic romance; of
the most tragic sort: I believe the end will be almost too much
for human endurance … when the hero is thrown to the ground with
one of his own (Sepoy) soldier's knees upon his chest; and the
cries begin in the Beebeeghar。 O truly; you know it is a howler!
The whole last part is … well the difficulty is that; short of
resuscitating Shakespeare; I don't know who is to write it。
I still keep wonderful。 I am a great performer before the Lord on
the penny whistle。 Dear sir; sincerely yours;
ANDREW JACKSON。
Letter: TO MISS ADELAIDE BOODLE
'SARANAC LAKE; APRIL 1888。' ADDRESS C/O MESSRS。 SCRIBNER'S SONS;
743 BROADWAY; N。Y。
MY DEAR GAMEKEEPER; … Your p。 c。 (proving you a good student of
Micawber) has just arrived; and it paves the way to something I am
anxious to say。 I wrote a paper the other day … PULVIS ET UMBRA; …
I wrote it with great feeling and conviction: to me it seemed
bracing and healthful; it is in such a world (so seen by me); that
I am very glad to fight out my battle; and see some fine sunsets;
and hear some excellent jests between whiles round the camp fire。
But I find that to some people this vision of mine is a nightmare;
and extinguishes all ground of faith in God or pleasure in man。
Truth I think not so much of; for I do not know it。 And I could
wish in my heart that I had not published this paper; if it
troubles folk too much: all have not the same digestion; nor the
same sight of things。 And it came over me with special pain that
perhaps this article (which I was at the pains to send to her)
might give dismalness to my GAMEKEEPER AT HOME。 Well; I cannot
take back what I have said; but yet I may add this。 If my view be
everything but the nonsense that it may be … to me it seems self…
evident and blinding truth … surely of all things it makes this
world holier。 There is nothing in it but the moral side … but the
great battle and the breathing times with their refreshments。 I
see no more and no less。 And if you look again; it is not ugly;
and it is filled with promise。
Pray excuse a desponding author for this apology。 My wife is away
off to the uttermost parts of the States; all by herself。 I shall
be off; I hope; in a week; but where? Ah! that I know not。 I keep
wonderful; and my wife a little better; and the lad flourishing。
We now perform duets on two D tin whistles; it is no joke to make
the bass; I think I must really send you one; which I wish you
would correct 。 。 。 I may be said to live for these instrumental
labours now; but I have always some childishness on hand。 … I am;
dear Gamekeeper; your indulgent but intemperate Squire;
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: TO CHARLES BAXTER
UNION HOUSE; MANASQUAN; N。J。; BUT ADDRESS TO SCRIBNER'S; 11TH MAY
1888。
MY DEAR CHARLES; … I have found a yacht; and we are going the full
pitch for seven months。 If I cannot get my health back (more or
less); 'tis madness; but; of course; there is the hope; and I will
play big。 。 。 。 If this business fails to set me up; well; 2000
pounds is gone; and I know I can't get better。 We sail from San
Francisco; June 15th; for the South Seas in the yacht CASCO。 … With
a million thanks for all your dear friendliness; ever yours
affectionately;
ROBERT LOUIS STEVENSON。
Letter: To HOMER ST。 GAUDENS
MANASQUAN; NEW JERSEY; 27TH MAY 1888。
DEAR HOMER ST。 GAUDENS; … Your father has brought you this day to
see me; and he tells me it is his hope you may remember the
occasion。 I am going to do what I can to carry out his wish; and
it may amuse you; years after; to see this little scrap of paper
and to read what I write。 I must begin by testifying that you
yourself took no interest whatever in the introduction; and in the
most proper spirit displayed a single…minded ambition to get back
to play; and this I thought an excellent and admirable point in
your character。 You were also (I use the past tense; with a view
to the time when you shall read; rather than to that when I am
writing) a very pretty boy; and (to my European views) startlingly
self…possessed。 My time of observation was so limited that you
must pardon me if I can say no more: what else I marked; what
restlessness of foot and hand; what graceful clumsiness; what
experimental designs upon the furniture; was but the common
inheritance o