confidence-第4章
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e me； I cannot take these subterranean excursions。 I should lose my breath down there； I should never come up alive。 You know I have dropped things downlittle jokes and metaphors； little fantasies and paradoxesand I have never heard them touch bottom！〃 This was an epigram on the part of a young man who had a lively play of fancy； but it was none the less true that Gordon Wright had a firmly…treading； rather than a winged； intellect。 Every phrase in his letter seemed； to Bernard； to march in stout…soled walking…boots； and nothing could better express his attachment to the process of reasoning things out than this proposal that his friend should come and make a chemical analysisa geometrical surveyof the lady of his love。 〃That I shall have any difficulty in forming an opinion； and any difficulty in expressing it when formed of this he has as little idea as that he shall have any difficulty in accepting it when expressed。〃 So Bernard reflected； as he rolled in the train to Munich。 〃Gordon's mind；〃 he went on； 〃has no atmosphere； his intellectual process goes on in the void。 There are no currents and eddies to affect it； no high winds nor hot suns； no changes of season and temperature。 His premises are neatly arranged； and his conclusions are perfectly calculable。〃
Yet for the man on whose character he so freely exercised his wit Bernard Longueville had a strong affection。 It is nothing against the validity of a friendship that the parties to it have not a mutual resemblance。 There must be a basis of agreement； but the structure reared upon it may contain a thousand disparities。 These two young men had formed an alliance of old； in college days； and the bond between them had been strengthened by the simple fact of its having survived the sentimental revolutions of early life。 Its strongest link was a sort of mutual respect。 Their tastes； their pursuits were different； but each of them had a high esteem for the other's character。 It may be said that they were easily pleased； for it is certain that neither of them had performed any very conspicuous action。 They were highly civilized young Americans； born to an easy fortune and a tranquil destiny； and unfamiliar with the glitter of golden opportunities。 If I did not shrink from disparaging the constitution of their native land for their own credit； I should say that it had never been very definitely proposed to these young gentlemen to distinguish themselves。 On reaching manhood； they had each come into property sufficient to make violent exertion superfluous。 Gordon Wright； indeed； had inherited a large estate。 Their wants being tolerably modest； they had not been tempted to strive for the glory of building up commercial fortunesthe most obvious career open to young Americans。 They had； indeed； embraced no career at all； and if summoned to give an account of themselves would； perhaps； have found it hard to tell any very impressive story。 Gordon Wright was much interested in physical science； and had ideas of his own on what is called the endowment of research。 His ideas had taken a practical shape； and he had distributed money very freely among the investigating classes； after which he had gone to spend a couple of years in Germany； supposing it to be the land of laboratories。 Here we find him at present； cultivating relations with several learned bodies and promoting the study of various tough branches of human knowledge； by paying the expenses of difficult experiments。 The experiments； it must be added； were often of his own making； and he must have the honor of whatever brilliancy attaches； in the estimation of the world； to such pursuits。 It was not； indeed； a brilliancy that dazzled Bernard Longueville； who； however； was not easily dazzled by anything。 It was because he regarded him in so plain and direct a fashion； that Bernard had an affection for his friendan affection to which it would perhaps be difficult to assign a definite cause。 Personal sympathies are doubtless caused by something； but the causes are remote； mysterious to our daily vision； like those of the particular state of the weather。 We content ourselves with remarking that it is fine or that it rains； and the enjoyment of our likes and dislikes is by no means apt to borrow its edge from the keenness of our analysis。 Longueville had a relish for fine qualitysuperior savour； and he was sensible of this merit in the simple； candid； manly； affectionate nature of his comrade； which seemed to him an excellent thing of its kind。 Gordon Wright had a tender heart and a strong will a combination which； when the understanding is not too limited； is often the motive of admirable actions。 There might sometimes be a question whether Gordon's understanding were sufficiently unlimited； but the impulses of a generous temper often play a useful part in filling up the gaps of an incomplete imagination； and the general impression that Wright produced was certainly that of intelligent good…nature。 The reasons for appreciating Bernard Longueville were much more manifest。 He pleased superficially； as well as fundamentally。 Nature had sent him into the world with an armful of good gifts。 He was very good…lookingtall； dark； agile； perfectly finished； so good…looking that he might have been a fool and yet be forgiven。 As has already been intimated； however； he was far from being a fool。 He had a number of talents； which； during three or four years that followed his leaving college； had received the discipline of the study of the law。 He had not made much of the law； but he had made something of his talents。 He was almost always spoken of as 〃accomplished；〃 people asked why he did n't do something。 This question was never satisfactorily answered； the feeling being that Longueville did more than many people in causing it to be asked。 Moreover； there was one thing he did constantly he enjoyed himself。 This is manifestly not a career； and it has been said at the outset that he was not attached to any of the recognized professions。 But without going into details； he was a charming fellowclever； urbane； free…handed； and with that fortunate quality in his appearance which is known as distinction。
CHAPTER III
He had not specified； in writing to Gordon Wright； the day on which he should arrive at Baden…Baden； it must be confessed that he was not addicted to specifying days。 He came to his journey's end in the evening； and； on presenting himself at the hotel from which his friend had dated his letter； he learned that Gordon Wright had betaken himself after dinner； according to the custom of Baden…Baden； to the grounds of the Conversation…house。 It was eight o'clock； and Longueville； after removing the stains of travel； sat down to dine。 His first impulse had been to send for Gordon to come and keep him company at his repast； but on second thought he determined to make it as brief as possible。 Having brought it to a close； he took his way to the Kursaal。 The great German watering…place is one of the prettiest nooks in Europe； and of a summer evening in the gaming days； five…and…twenty years ago； it was one of the most brilliant scenes。 The lighted windows of the great temple of hazard （of as chaste an architecture as if it had been devoted to a much purer divinity） opened wide upon the gardens and groves； the little river that issues from the bosky mountains of the Black Forest flowed； with an air of brook…like innocence； past the expensive hotels and lodging…houses； the orchestra； in a high pavilion on the terrace of the Kursaal； played a discreet accompaniment to the conversation of the ladies and gentlemen who； scattered over the large expanse on a thousand little chairs； preferred for the time the beauties of nature to the shuffle of coin and the calculation of chance； while the faint summer stars；
twinkling above the vague black hills and woods； looked down at the indifferent groups without venturing to drop their light upon them。
Longueville； noting all this； went straight into the gaming…rooms； he was curious to see whether his friend； being fond of experiments； was trying combinations at roulette。 But he was not to be found in any of the gilded chambers； among the crowd that pressed in silence a
