the wandering jew, volume 10-第22章
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if the sea voyage had been fatal to herif a shipwreckoh; God! she too
would have died in mortal sinlost; lost; forever!Oh; have mercy on
her; my God! Crush me in Thy wrathbut have mercy on herfor I alone am
guilty!〃
And the unfortunate man; almost delirious; sank with clasped hands upon
the ground。
〃Sir;〃 cried Rodin; in an affectionate voice; as he hastened to lift him
up; 〃my dear sirmy dear friendbe calm! Comfort yourself。 I cannot
bear to see you despond。 Alas! my intention was quite the contrary to
that。〃
〃The curse! the curse! yes; she will curse me alsoshe; that I loved so
muchin the everlasting flames!〃 murmured Hardy; shuddering; and
apparently insensible to the other's words。
〃But; my dear sir; listen to me; I entreat you;〃 resumed the latter; 〃let
me finish my story; and then you will find it as consoling as it now
seems terrible。 For heaven's sake; remember the adorable words of our
angelic Abbe Gabriel; with regard to the sweetness of prayer。〃
At the name of Gabriel; Hardy recovered himself a little; and exclaimed;
in a heart…rending tone: 〃Ay! his words were sweet and beneficent。 Where
are they now? For mercy's sake; repeat to me those consoling words。〃
〃Our angelic Abbe Gabriel;〃 resumed Rodin; 〃spoke to you of the sweetness
of prayer〃
〃Oh; yes! prayer!〃
〃Well; my dear sir; listen to me; and you shall see how prayer saved
Rancey; and made a saint of him。 Yes; these frightful torments; that I
have just described; these threatening visions; were all conquered by
prayer; and changed into celestial delights。〃
〃I beg of you;〃 said Hardy; in a faint voice; 〃speak to me of Gabriel;
speak to me of heavenbut no more flamesno more hellwhere sinful
women weep tears of blood〃
〃No; no;〃 replied Rodin; and even as; in describing hell; his tone had
been harsh and threatening; it now became warm and tender; as he uttered
the following words: 〃No; we will have no more images of despairfor; as
I have told you; after suffering infernal tortures; Rancey; thanks to the
power of prayer; enjoyed the delights of paradise。〃
〃The delights of paradise?〃 repeated Hardy; listening with anxious
attention。
〃One day; at the height of his grief; a priest; a good priestanother
Abbe Gabrielcame to Rancey。 Oh; happiness! oh; providential change!
In a few days; he taught the sufferer the sacred mysteries of prayer
that pious intercession of the creature; addressed to the Creator; in
favor of a soul exposed to the wrath of heaven。 Then Rancey seemed
transformed。 His grief was at once appeased。 He prayed; and the more he
prayed; the greater was his hope。 He felt that God listened to his
prayer。 Instead of trying to forget his beloved; he now thought of her
constantly; and prayed for her salvation。 Happy in his obscure cell;
alone with that adored remembrance; he passed days and nights in praying
for herplunged in an ineffable; burning; I had almost said amorous
ecstasy。〃
It is impossible to give an idea of the tone of almost sensual energy
with which Rodin pronounced the word 〃amorous。〃 Hardy started; changing
from hot to cold。 For the first time; his weakened mind caught a glimpse
of the fatal pleasures of asceticism; and of that deplorable catalepsy;
described in the lives of St。 Theresa; St。 Aubierge and others。
Rodin perceived the other's thoughts; and continued 〃Oh; Rancey was not
now the man to content himself with a vague; passing prayer; uttered in
the whirl of the world's business; which swallows it up; and prevents it
from reaching the ear of heaven。 No; no; in the depth of solitude; he
endeavored to make his prayers even more efficacious; so ardently did he
desire the eternal salvation of his mistress。〃
〃What did he do thenoh! what did he do in his solitude?〃 cried Hardy;
who was now powerless in the hands of the Jesuit。
〃First of all;〃 said Rodin; with a slight emphasis; 〃he became a monk。〃
〃A monk!〃 repeated Hardy; with a pensive air。
〃Yes;〃 resumed Rodin; 〃he became a monk; because his prayers were thus
more likely to be favorably accepted。 And then; as in solitude our
thoughts are apt to wander; he fasted; and mortified his flesh; and
brought into subjection all that was carnal within him; so that; becoming
all spirit; his prayers might issue like a pure flame from his bosom; and
ascend like the perfume of incense to the throne of the Most High!〃
〃Oh! what a delicious dream!〃 cried Hardy; more and more under the
influence of the spell; 〃to pray for the woman we have adored; and to
become spiritperfumelight!〃
〃Yes; spirit; perfume; light!〃 said Rodin; with emphasis。 〃But it is no
dream。 How many monks; how many hermits; like Rancey; have; by prayers;
and austerity; and macerations; attained a divine ecstasy! and if you
only knew the celestial pleasures of such ecstasies!Thus; after he
became a monk; the terrible dreams were succeeded by enchanting visions。
Many times; after a day of fasting; and a night passed in prayers and
macerations; Rancey sank down exhausted on the floor of his cell! Then
the spirit freed itself from the vile clogs of matter。 His senses were
absorbed in pleasure; the sound of heavenly harmony struck upon his
ravished car; a bright; mild light; which was not of this world; dawned
upon his half…closed eyes; and; at the height of the melodious vibrations
of the golden harps of the Seraphim; in the centre of a glory; compared
to which the sun is pale; the monk beheld the image of that beloved
woman〃
〃Whom by his prayers he had at length rescued from the eternal flames?〃
said Hardy; in a trembling voice。
〃Yes; herself;〃 replied Rodin; with eloquent enthusiasm; for this monster
was skilled in every style of speech。 〃Thanks to the prayers of her
lover; which the Lord had granted; this woman no longer shed tears of
bloodno longer writhed her beautiful arms in the convulsions of
infernal anguish。 No; no; still fairoh! a thousand times fairer than
when she dwelt on earthfair with the everlasting beauty of angelsshe
smiled on her lover with ineffable ardor; and; her eyes beaming with a
mild radiance; she said to him in a tender and passionate voice: ‘Glory
to the Lord! glory to thee; O my beloved! Thy prayers and austerities
have saved me。 I am numbered amongst the chosen。 Thanks; my beloved;
and glory!'And therewith; radiant in her felicity; she stooped to kiss;
with lips fragrant with immortality; the lips of the enraptured monkand
their souls mingled in that kiss; burning as love; chaste as divine grace
immense as eternity!〃
〃Oh!〃 cried Hardy; completely beside himself; 〃a whole life of prayer;
fasting; torture; for such a momentwith her; whom I mournwith her;
whom I have perhaps led to perdition!〃
〃What do you say? such a moment!〃 cried Rodin; whose yellow forehead was
bathed in sweat like that of a magnetizer; and who now took Hardy by the
hand; and drew still closer; as if to breathe into him the burning
delirium; 〃it was not once in his religious lifeit was almost every
day; that Rancey; plunged in divine ecstasy; enjoyed these delicious;
ineffable; superhuman pleasures; which are to the pleasures of earth what
eternity is to man's existence!〃
Seeing; no doubt; that Hardy was now at the point to which he wished to
bring him; and the night being almost entirely come; the reverend father
coughed two or three times in a significant manner; and looked towards
the door。 At this moment; Hardy; in the height of his frenzy; exclaimed;
with a supplicating voice: 〃A cella tomband the Ecstatic Vision!〃
The door of the room opened; and Father d'Aigrigny entered; with a cloak
under his arm。 A servant followed him; bearing a light。
About ten minutes after this scene; a dozen robust men with frank; open
countenances; led by Agricola; entered the Rue de Vaugirard; and advanced
joyously towards the house of the reverend fathers。 It was a deputation
from the former workmen of M。 Hardy。 They came to escort him; and to
congratulate him on his return amongst them。 Agricola walked at their
head。 Suddenly he saw a carriage with post…horses issuing from the
gateway of the house。 The postilion whipped up the horses; and they
started at full