the life of horatio lord nelson-第10章
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June。 Nelson； who had many times been supposed to be consumptive when in the West Indies； and perhaps was saved from consumption by that climate； was still in a precarious state of health； and the raw wet weather of one of our ungenial summers brought on cold； and sore throat； and fever； yet his vessel was kept at the Nore from the end of June till the end of November； serving as a slop and receiving ship。 This unworthy treatment； which more probably proceeded from inattention than from neglect； excited in Nelson the strongest indignation。 During the whole five months he seldom or never quitted the ship； but carried on the duty with strict and sullen attention。 On the morning when orders were received to prepare the BOREAS for being paid off； he expressed his joy to the senior officer in the Medway； saying； 〃It will release me for ever from an ungrateful service； for it is my firm and unalterable determination never again to set my foot on board a king's ship。 Immediately after my arrival in town I shall wait on the First Lord of the Admiralty； and resign my commission。〃 The officer to whom he thus communicated his intentions behaved in the wisest and most friendly manner； for finding it in vain to dissuade him in his present state of feeling； he secretly interfered with the First Lord to save him from a step so injurious to himself； little foreseeing how deeply the welfare and honour of England were at that moment at stake。 This interference produced a letter from Lord Howe the day before the ship was paid off； intimating a wish to see Captain Nelson as soon as he arrived in town； when； being pleased with his convers… ation； and perfectly convinced； by what was then explained to him； of the propriety of his conduct； he desired that he might present him to the king on the first levee…day； and the gracious manner in which Nelson was then received effectually removed his resentment。
Prejudices had been； in like manner； excited against his friend； Prince William Henry。 〃Nothing is wanting； sir；〃 said Nelson； in one of his letters； 〃to make you the darling of the English nation but truth。 Sorry am I to say； much to the contrary has been dispersed。〃 This was not flattery； for Nelson was no flatterer。 The letter in which this passage occurs shows in how wise and noble a manner he dealt with the prince。 One of his royal highness's officers had applied for a court…martial upon a point in which he was unquestionably wrong。 His royal highness； however； while he supported his own character and authority； prevented the trial； which must have been injurious to a brave and deserving man。 〃Now that you are parted；〃 said Nelson； 〃pardon me； my prince； when I presume to recommend that he may stand in your royal favour as if he had never sailed with you； and that at some future day you will serve him。 There only wants this to place your conduct in the highest point of view。 None of us are without failingshis was being rather too hasty； but that； put in competition with his being a good officer； will not； I am bold to say； be taken in the scale against him。 More able friends than myself your royal highness may easily find； and of more consequence in the state； but one more attached and affectionate is not so easily met with： Princes seldom； very seldom； find a disinterested person to communicate their thoughts to： I do not pretend to be that person； but of this be assured； by a man who； I trust； never did a dishonourable act； that I am interested only that your royal highness should be the greatest and best man this country ever produced。〃
Encouraged by the conduct of Lord Howe； and by his reception at court； Nelson renewed his attack upon the peculators with fresh spirit。 He had interviews with Mr。 Rose； Mr。 Pitt； and Sir Charles Middleton； to all of whom he satisfactorily proved his charges。 In consequence； if is said； these very extensive public frauds were at length put in a proper train to be provided against in future； his representations were attended to； and every step which he recommended was adopted； the investigation was put into a proper course； which ended in the detection and punishment of some of the culprits； an immense saving was made to government； and thus its attention was directed to similar peculations in other arts of the colonies。 But it is said also that no mark of commendation seems to have been bestowed upon Nelson for his exertion。 It has been justly remarked that the spirit of the navy cannot be preserved so effectually by the liberal honours bestowed on officers when they are worn out in the service； as by an attention to those who； like Nelson at this part of his life； have only their integrity and zeal to bring them into notice。 A junior officer； who had been left with the command at Jamaica； received an additional allowance； for which Nelson had applied in vain。 Double pay was allowed to every artificer and seaman employed in the naval yard： Nelson had superintended the whole business of that yard with the most rigid exactness； and he complained that he was neglected。 〃It was most true；〃 he said； 〃that the trouble which he took to detect the fraudulent practices then carried on was no more than his duty； but he little thought that the expenses attending his frequent journeys to St。 John's upon that duty （a distance of twelve miles） would have fallen upon his pay as captain of the BOREAS。〃 Nevertheless； the sense of what he thought unworthy usage did not diminish his zeal。 〃I；〃 said he；〃must buffet the waves in search ofWhat？ Alas！ that they called honour is thought of no more。 My fortune； God knows； has grown worse for the service； so much for serving my country！ But the devil； ever willing to tempt the virtuous； has made me offer； if any ships should be sent to destroy his Majesty of Morocco's ports； to be there； and I have some reason to think that； should any more come of it； my humble services will be accepted。 I have invariably laid down； and followed close； a plan of what ought to be uppermost in the breast of an officer；that it is much better to serve an ungrateful country than to give up his own fame。 Posterity will do him justice。 A uniform course of honour and integrity seldom fails of bringing a man to the goal of fame at last。〃
The design against the Barbary pirates； like all other designs against them； was laid aside； and Nelson took his wife to his father's parsonage； meaning only to pay him a visit before they went to France； a project which he had formed for the sake of acquiring a competent knowledge of the French language。 But his father could not bear to lose him thus unnecessarily。 Mr。 Nelson had long been an invalid； suffering under paralytic and asthmatic affections； which； for several hours after he rose in the morning； scarcely permitted him to speak。 He had been given over by his physicians for this complaint nearly forty years before his death； and was； for many of his latter years； obliged to spend all his winters at Bath。 The sight of his son； he declared； had given him new life。 〃But； Horatio；〃 said he； 〃it would have been better that I had not been thus cheered； if I am so soon to be bereaved of you again。 Let me； my good son； see you whilst I can。 My age and infirmities increase； and I shall not last long。〃 To such an appeal there could be no reply。 Nelson took up his abode at the parsonage； and amused himself with the sports and occupations of the country。 Sometimes he busied himself with farming the glebe； sometimes spent the greater part of the day in the garden； where he would dig as if for the mere pleasure of wearying himself。 Sometimes he went a birds'…nesting； like a boy； and in these expeditions Mrs。 Nelson always； by his expressed desire； accompanied him。 Coursing was his favourite amusement。 Shooting； as he practised it； was far too dangerous for his companions； for he carried his gun upon the full cock； as if he were going to board an enemy； and the moment a bird rose； he let fly without ever putting the fowling…piece to his shoulder。 It is not； therefore； extraordinary that his having once shot a partridge should be remembered by his family among the remarkable events of his life。
But his time did not pass away thus without some vexatious cares to ruffle it。 The af
