father and son-第21章
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could interpret the designs of the Creator； what did it result from if not from a congenital lack of that highest modesty which replies 'I do not know' even to the questions which Faith； with menacing forger； insists on having most positively answered？
CHAPTER VI
DURING the first year of our life in Devonshire； the ninth year of my age； my Father's existence； and therefore mine； was almost entirely divided between attending to the little community of 'Saints' in the village and collecting； examining and describing marine creatures from the seashore。 In the course of these twelve months； we had scarcely any social distractions of any kind； and I never once crossed the bounds of the parish。 After the worst of the winter was over； my Father recovered much of his spirits and his power of work； and the earliest sunshine soothed and refreshed us both。 I was still almost always with him； but we had now some curious companions。
The village； at the southern end of which our villa stood； was not pretty。 It had no rural picturesqueness of any kind。 The only pleasant feature of it； the handsome and ancient parish church with its umbrageous churchyard； was then almost entirely concealed by a congress of mean shops； which were ultimately； before the close of my childhood； removed。 The village consisted of two parallel lines of contiguous houses； all white…washed and most of them fronted by a trifling shop…window； for half a mile this street ascended to the church； and then descended for another half…mile； ending suddenly in fields； the hedges of which displayed； at intervals； the inevitable pollard elm…tree。
The walk through the village； which we seemed make incessantly； was very wearisome to me。 I dreaded the rudeness of the children； and there was nothing in the shops to amuse me。 Walking on the inch or two of broken pavement in front of the houses was disagreeable and tiresome； and the odor which breathed on close days from the open doors and windows made me feel faint。 But this walk was obligatory； since the 'Public Room'； as our little chapel was called； lay at the farther extremity of the dreary street。
We attended this place of worship immediately on our arrival； and my Father； uninvited but unresisted； immediately assumed the administration of it。 It was a square； empty room； built； for I know not what purpose； over a stable。 Ammoniac odours used to rise through the floor as we sat there at our long devotions。 Before our coming； a little flock of persons met in the Room； a community of the indefinite sort just then becoming frequent in the West of England； pious rustics connected with no other recognized body of Christians； and depending directly on the independent study of the Bible。 They were largely women； but there was more than a sprinkling of men； poor； simple and generally sickly。 In later days； under my Father's ministration； the body increased and positively flourished。 It came to include retired professional men； an admiral； nay； even the brother of a peer。 But in those earliest years the 'brethren' and 'sisters' were all of them ordinary peasants。 They were jobbing gardeners and journeymen carpenters； masons and tailors； washerwomen and domestic servants。 I wish that I could paint； in colours so vivid that my readers could perceive what their little society consisted of； this quaint collection of humble； conscientious； ignorant and gentle persons。 In chronicle or fiction I have never been fortunate enough to meet with anything which resembled them。 The caricatures of enmity and worldly scorn are as crude； to my memory； as the unction of religious conventionality is featureless。
The origin of the meeting had been odd。 A few years before we came； a crew of Cornish fishermen； quite unknown to the villagers； were driven by stress of weather into the haven under the cliff。 They landed； and； instead of going to a public…house； they looked about for a room where they could hold a prayer… meeting。 They were devout Wesleyans； they had come from the open sea； they were far from home； and they had been starved by lack of their customary religious privileges。 As they stood about in the street before their meeting； they challenged the respectable girls who came out to stare at them； with the question； 'Do you love the Lord Jesus； my maid？ Receiving dubious answers； they pressed the inhabitants to come in and pray with them； which several did。 Ann Burmington； who long afterwards told me about it； was one of those girls； and she repeated that the fishermen said； 'What a dreadful thing it will be； at the Last Day； when the Lord says； 〃Come； ye blessed〃； and says it not to you； and then； 〃Depart ye cursed〃； and you maidens have to depart。' They were finely…built young men； with black beards and shining eyes； and I do not question that some flash of sex unconsciously mingled with the curious episode； although their behaviour was in all respects discreet。 It was； perhaps； not wholly a coincidence that almost all those particular girls remained unmarried to the end of their lives。 After two or three days； the fishermen went off to sea again。 They prayed and sailed away； and the girls； who had not even asked their names； never heard of them again。 But several of the young women were definitely converted； and they formed the nucleus of our little gathering。
My Father preached； standing at a desk； or celebrated the communion in front of a deal table； with a white napkin spread over it。 Sometimes the audience was so small； generally so unexhilarating； that he was discouraged； but he never flagged in energy and zeal。 Only those who had given evidence of intelligent acceptance of the theory of simple faith in their atonement through the Blood of Jesus were admitted to the communion； or； as it was called； 'the Breaking of Bread'。 It was made a very strong point that no one should 'break bread'； unless for good reason shown until he or she had been baptized； that is to say； totally immersed； in solemn conclave； by the ministering brother。 This rite used； in our earliest days； to be performed； with picturesque simplicity； in the sea on the Oddicombe beach； but to this there were； even in those quiet years； extreme objections。 A jeering crowd could scarcely be avoided； and women； in particular； shrank from the ordeal。 This used to be a practical difficulty； and my Father； when communicants confessed that they had not yet been baptized； would shake his head and say gravely； 'Ah！ ah！ you shun the Cross of Christ！' But that baptism in the sea on the open beach was a 'cross'； he would not deny； and when we built our own little chapel； a sort of font； planked over； was arranged in the room itself。
Among these quiet； taciturn people； there were several whom I recall with affection。 In this remote corner of Devonshire； on the road nowhither； they had preserved much of the air of that eighteenth century which the elders among them perfectly remembered。 There was one old man； born before the French Revolution； whose figure often recurs to me。 This was James Petherbridge； the Nestor of our meeting； extremely tall and attenuated； he came on Sundays in a full； white smockfrock； smartly embroidered down the front； and when he settled himself to listen； he would raise this smock like a skirt； and reveal a pair of immensely long thin legs； cased in tight leggings； and ending in shoes with buckles。 As the sacred message fell from my Father's lips the lantern jaws of Mr。 Petherbridge slowly fell apart； while his knees sloped to so immense a distance from one another that it seemed as though they never could meet again。 He had been pious all his life； and he would tell us； in some modest pride； that when he was a lad； the farmer's wife who was his mistress used to say； 'I think our Jem is going to be a Methody； he do so hanker after godly discoursings。' Mr。 Petherbridge was accustomed to pray orally at our prayer…meetings； in a funny old voice like wind in a hollow tree； and he seldom failed to express a hope that 'the Lord would support Miss Lafroy' who was the village schoolmistress； and one of our congregation； 'in her labour of teaching the young idea how to shoot'。 I； not understanding this literary allusion； long believed the school to be addicte
