the wandering jew, volume 9-第31章
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to remove her remains。 The Rue Clovis is almost deserted。 A mournful
silence reigns without; often broken by the sharp whistling of the north
wind。 Between the squalls; one hears a sort of pattering。 It is the
noise of the large rats; running to and fro across the heap of charcoal。
Suddenly; another sound is heard; and these unclean animals fly to hide
themselves in their holes。 Some one is trying to force open the door;
which communicates between the shop and the passage。 It offers but
little resistance; and; in a few seconds; the worn…out lock gives way;
and a woman enters。 For a short time she stands motionless in the
obscurity of the damp and icy cave。 After a minute's hesitation; the
woman advances and the ray of light illumines the features of the
Bacchanal Queen。 Slowly; she approached the funeral couch。 Since the
death of Jacques; the alteration in the countenance of Cephyse had gone
on increasing。 Fearfully pale; with her fine black hair in disorder; her
legs and feet naked; she was barely covered with an old patched petticoat
and a very ragged handkerchief。
When she came near the bed; she cast a glance of almost savage assurance
at the shroud。 Suddenly she drew back; with a low cry of involuntary
terror。 The sheet moved with a rapid undulation; extending from the feet
to the head of the corpse。 But soon the sight of a rat; flying along the
side of the worm…eaten bedstead; explained the movement of the shroud。
Recovering from her fright; Cephyse began to look for several things; and
collected them in haste; as though she dreaded being surprised in the
miserable shop。 First; she seized a basket; and filled it with charcoal;
then; looking from side to side; she discovered in a corner an earthen
pot; which she took with a burst of ominous joy。
〃It is not all; it is not all;〃 said Cephyse; as she continued to search
with an unquiet air。
At last she perceived near the stove a little tin box; containing flint;
steel and matches。 She placed these articles on the top of the basket;
and took it in one hand; and the earthen pot in the other。 As she passed
near the corpse of the poor charcoal…dealer; Cephyse said; with a strange
smile: 〃I rob you; poor Mother Arsene; but my theft will not do me much
good。〃
Cephyse left the shop; reclosed the door as well as she could; went up
the passage; and crossed the little court…yard which separated the front
of the building from that part in which Rodin had lodged。 With the
exception of the windows of Philemon's apartment; where Rose…Pompon had
so often sat perched like a bird; warbling Beranger; the other windows of
the house were open。 There had been deaths on the first and second
floors; and; like many others; they were waiting for the cart piled up
with coffins。
The Bacchanal Queen gained the stairs; which led to the chambers formerly
occupied by Rodin。 Arrived at the landing…place she ascended another
ruinous staircase; steep as a ladder; and with nothing but an old rope
for a rail。 She at length reached the half…rotten door of a garret;
situated in the roof。 The house was in such a state of dilapidation;
that; in many places the roof gave admission to the rain; and allowed it
to penetrate into this cell; which was not above ten feet square; and
lighted by an attic window。 All the furniture consisted of an old straw
mattress; laid upon the ground; with the straw peeping out from a rent in
its ticking; a small earthenware pitcher; with the spout broken; and
containing a little water; stood by the side of this couch。 Dressed in
rags; Mother Bunch was seated on the side of the mattress; with her
elbows on her knees; and her face concealed in her thin; white hands。
When Cephyse entered the room; the adopted sister of Agricola raised her
head; her pale; mild face seemed thinner than ever; hollow with
suffering; grief; misery; her eyes; red with weeping; were fixed on her
sister with an expression of mournful tenderness。
〃I have what we want; sister;〃 said Cephyse; in a low; deep voice; 〃in
this basket there is wherewith to finish our misery。〃
Then; showing to Mother Bunch the articles she had just placed on the
floor; she added: 〃For the first time in my life; I have been a thief。
It made me ashamed and frightened; I was never intended for that or
worse。 It is a pity。〃 added she; with a sardonic smile。
After a moment's silence; the hunchback said to her sister; in a heart…
rending tone: 〃Cephysemy dear Cephyseare you quite determined to
die?〃
〃How should I hesitate?〃 answered Cephyse; in a firm voice。 〃Come;
sister; let us once more make our reckoning。 If even I could forget my
shame; and Jacques' contempt in his last moments; what would remain to
me? Two courses only: first; to be honest; and work for my living。 But
you know that; in spite of the best will in the world; work will often
fail; as it has failed for the last few days; and; even when I got it; I
would have to live on four to five francs a week。 Live? that is to say;
die by inches。 I know that already; and I prefer dying at once。 The
other course would be to live a life of infamyand that I will not do。
Frankly; sister; between frightful misery; infamy; or death; can the
choice be doubtful? Answer me!〃
Then; without giving Mother Bunch time to speak; Cephyse added; in an
abrupt tone: 〃Besides; what is the good of discussing it? I have made up
my mind; and nothing shall prevent my purpose; since all that you; dear
sister; could obtain from me; was a delay of a few days; to see if the
cholera would not save us the trouble。 To please you I consented; the
cholera has come; killed every one else in the house; but left us。 You
see; it is better to do one's own business;〃 added she; again smiling
bitterly。 Then she resumed: 〃Besides; dear sister; you also wish to
finish with life。〃
〃It is true; Cephyse;〃 answered the sempstress; who seemed very much
depressed; 〃but aloneone has only to answer for one's selfand to die
with you;〃 added she; shuddering; 〃appears like being an accomplice in
your death。〃
〃Do you wish; then; to make an end of it; I in one place; you in
another?that would be agreeable!〃 said Cephyse; displaying in that
terrible moment the sort of bitter and despairing irony which is more
frequent than may be imagined in the midst of mortal anguish。
〃Oh; no; no!〃 said the other in alarm; 〃not aloneI will not die alone!〃
〃Do you not see; dear sister; we are right not to part? And yet;〃 added
Cephyse; in a voice of emotion; 〃my heart almost breaks sometimes; to
think that you will die like me。〃
〃How selfish!〃 said the hunchback; with a faint smile。 〃What reasons
nave I to love life? What void shall I leave behind me?〃
〃But you are a martyr; sister;〃 resumed Cephyse。 〃The priests talk of
saints! Is there one of them so good as you? And yet you are about to
die like me; who have always been idle; careless; sinfulwhile you were
so hardworking; so devoted to all who suffered。 What should I say? You
were an angel on the earth; and yet you will die like me; who have fallen
as low as a woman can fall;〃 added the unfortunate; casting down her
eyes。
〃It is strange;〃 answered Mother Bunch; thoughtfully。 〃Starting from the
same point; we have followed different roads; and yet we have reached the
same goaldisgust of life。 For you; my poor sister; but a few days ago;
life was so fair; so full of pleasure and of youth; and now it is equally
heavy with us both。 After all; I have followed to the end what was my
duty;〃 added she; mildly。 〃Agricola no longer needs me。 He is married;
he loves; and is beloved; his happiness is secured。 Mdlle。 de Cardoville
wants for nothing。 Fair; rich; prosperouswhat could a poor creature
like myself do for her? Those who have been kind to me are happy。 What
prevents my going now to my rest? I am so weary!〃
〃Poor sister!〃 said Cephyse; with touching emotion; which seemed to
expand her contracted features; 〃when I think that; without informing me;
and in spite of your resolution never to see that generous young lady;
who protected you; you yet had the courage to drag yourself to her house;
dying with fatigue and