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child from the fire; and the man who gave the needy old woman his

twenty…five cents and walked home in the stormthere are here

and there men like that who would do it。  And why?  Because they

couldn't BEAR to see a fellow…being struggling in the water and

not jump in and help。  It would give THEM pain。  They would save

the fellow…being on that account。  THEY WOULDN'T DO IT OTHERWISE。

They strictly obey the law which I have been insisting upon。  You

must remember and always distinguish the people who CAN'T BEAR

things from people who CAN。  It will throw light upon a number of

apparently 〃self…sacrificing〃 cases。



Y。M。  Oh; dear; it's all so disgusting。



O。M。  Yes。  And so true。



Y。M。  Cometake the good boy who does things he doesn't

want to do; in order to gratify his mother。



O。M。  He does seven…tenths of the act because it gratifies

HIM to gratify his mother。  Throw the bulk of advantage the other

way and the good boy would not do the act。  He MUST obey the iron

law。  None can escape it。



Y。M。  Well; take the case of a bad boy who



O。M。  You needn't mention it; it is a waste of time。  It is

no matter about the bad boy's act。  Whatever it was; he had a

spirit…contenting reason for it。  Otherwise you have been

misinformed; and he didn't do it。



Y。M。  It is very exasperating。  A while ago you said that man's

conscience is not a born judge of morals and conduct; but has to

be taught and trained。  Now I think a conscience can get drowsy

and lazy; but I don't think it can go wrong; if you wake it up







A Little Story





O。M。  I will tell you a little story:



Once upon a time an Infidel was guest in the house of a

Christian widow whose little boy was ill and near to death。  The

Infidel often watched by the bedside and entertained the boy with

talk; and he used these opportunities to satisfy a strong longing

in his naturethat desire which is in us all to better other

people's condition by having them think as we think。  He was

successful。  But the dying boy; in his last moments; reproached

him and said:



〃I BELIEVED; AND WAS HAPPY IN IT; YOU HAVE TAKEN MY BELIEF

AWAY; AND MY COMFORT。  NOW I HAVE NOTHING LEFT; AND I DIE

MISERABLE; FOR THE THINGS WHICH YOU HAVE TOLD ME DO NOT TAKE THE

PLACE OF THAT WHICH I HAVE LOST。〃



And the mother; also; reproached the Infidel; and said:



〃MY CHILD IS FOREVER LOST; AND MY HEART IS BROKEN。  HOW

COULD YOU DO THIS CRUEL THING?  WE HAVE DONE YOU NO HARM; BUT

ONLY KINDNESS; WE MADE OUR HOUSE YOUR HOME; YOU WERE WELCOME TO

ALL WE HAD; AND THIS IS OUR REWARD。〃



The heart of the Infidel was filled with remorse for what he

had done; and he said:



〃IT WAS WRONGI SEE IT NOW; BUT I WAS ONLY TRYING TO DO HIM

GOOD。  IN MY VIEW HE WAS IN ERROR; IT SEEMED MY DUTY TO TEACH HIM

THE TRUTH。〃



Then the mother said:



〃I HAD TAUGHT HIM; ALL HIS LITTLE LIFE; WHAT I BELIEVED TO

BE THE TRUTH; AND IN HIS BELIEVING FAITH BOTH OF US WERE HAPPY。

NOW HE IS DEAD;AND LOST; AND I AM MISERABLE。  OUR FAITH CAME

DOWN TO US THROUGH CENTURIES OF BELIEVING ANCESTORS; WHAT RIGHT

HAD YOU; OR ANY ONE; TO DISTURB IT?  WHERE WAS YOUR HONOR; WHERE

WAS YOUR SHAME?〃



Y。M。  He was a miscreant; and deserved death!



O。M。  He thought so himself; and said so。



Y。M。  Ahyou see; HIS CONSCIENCE WAS AWAKENED1!



O。M。  Yes; his Self…Disapproval was。  It PAINED him to see

the mother suffer。  He was sorry he had done a thing which

brought HIM pain。  It did not occur to him to think of the mother

when he was misteaching the boy; for he was absorbed in providing

PLEASURE for himself; then。  Providing it by satisfying what he

believed to be a call of duty。



Y。M。  Call it what you please; it is to me a case of

AWAKENED CONSCIENCE。  That awakened conscience could never get

itself into that species of trouble again。  A cure like that is a

PERMANENT cure。



O。M。  PardonI had not finished the story。  We are

creatures of OUTSIDE INFLUENCESwe originate NOTHING within。

Whenever we take a new line of thought and drift into a new line

of belief and action; the impulse is ALWAYS suggested from the

OUTSIDE。  Remorse so preyed upon the Infidel that it dissolved

his harshness toward the boy's religion and made him come to

regard it with tolerance; next with kindness; for the boy's sake

and the mother's。  Finally he found himself examining it。  From

that moment his progress in his new trend was steady and rapid。

He became a believing Christian。  And now his remorse for having

robbed the dying boy of his faith and his salvation was bitterer

than ever。  It gave him no rest; no peace。  He MUST have rest and

peaceit is the law of nature。  There seemed but one way to get

it; he must devote himself to saving imperiled souls。  He became

a missionary。  He landed in a pagan country ill and helpless。  A

native widow took him into her humble home and nursed him back to

convalescence。  Then her young boy was taken hopelessly ill; and

the grateful missionary helped her tend him。  Here was his first

opportunity to repair a part of the wrong done to the other boy

by doing a precious service for this one by undermining his

foolish faith in his false gods。  He was successful。  But the

dying boy in his last moments reproached him and said:



〃I BELIEVED; AND WAS HAPPY IN IT; YOU HAVE TAKEN MY BELIEF

AWAY; AND MY COMFORT。  NOW I HAVE NOTHING LEFT; AND I DIE

MISERABLE; FOR THE THINGS WHICH YOU HAVE TOLD ME DO NOT TAKE THE

PLACE OF THAT WHICH I HAVE LOST。〃



And the mother; also; reproached the missionary; and said:



〃MY CHILD IS FOREVER LOST; AND MY HEART IS BROKEN。  HOW

COULD YOU DO THIS CRUEL THING?  WE HAD DONE YOU NO HARM; BUT ONLY

KINDNESS; WE MADE OUR HOUSE YOUR HOME; YOU WERE WELCOME TO ALL WE

HAD; AND THIS IS OUR REWARD。〃



The heart of the missionary was filled with remorse for what

he had done; and he said:



〃IT WAS WRONGI SEE IT NOW; BUT I WAS ONLY TRYING TO DO HIM

GOOD。  IN MY VIEW HE WAS IN ERROR; IT SEEMED MY DUTY TO TEACH HIM

THE TRUTH。〃



Then the mother said:



〃I HAD TAUGHT HIM; ALL HIS LITTLE LIFE; WHAT I BELIEVED TO

BE THE TRUTH; AND IN HIS BELIEVING FAITH BOTH OF US WERE HAPPY。

NOW HE IS DEADAND LOST; AND I AM MISERABLE。  OUR FAITH CAME

DOWN TO US THROUGH CENTURIES OF BELIEVING ANCESTORS; WHAT RIGHT

HAD YOU; OR ANY ONE; TO DISTURB IT?  WHERE WAS YOUR HONOR; WHERE

WAS YOUR SHAME?〃



The missionary's anguish of remorse and sense of treachery

were as bitter and persecuting and unappeasable; now; as they had

been in the former case。  The story is finished。  What is your

comment?



Y。M。  The man's conscience is a fool!  It was morbid。  It

didn't know right from wrong。



O。M。  I am not sorry to hear you say that。  If you grant

that ONE man's conscience doesn't know right from wrong; it is an

admission that there are others like it。  This single admission

pulls down the whole doctrine of infallibility of judgment in

consciences。  Meantime there is one thing which I ask you to

notice。



Y。M。  What is that?



O。M。  That in both cases the man's ACT gave him no spiritual

discomfort; and that he was quite satisfied with it and got

pleasure out of it。  But afterward when it resulted in PAIN to

HIM; he was sorry。  Sorry it had inflicted pain upon the others;

BUT FOR NO REASON UNDER THE SUN EXCEPT THAT THEIR PAIN GAVE HIM

PAIN。  Our consciences take NO notice of pain inflicted upon

others until it reaches a point where it gives pain to US。  In

ALL cases without exception we are absolutely indifferent to

another person's pain until his sufferings make us uncomfortable。

Many an infidel would not have been troubled by that Christian

mother's distress。  Don't you believe that?



Y。M。  Yes。  You might almost say it of the AVERAGE infidel;

I think。



O。M。  And many a missionary;  sternly fortified by his sense

of duty; would not have been troubled by the pagan mother's

distressJes

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