five tales-第6章
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〃But you will be kind？〃
He felt her lips kissing his hand。 And the soft moist touch sent a queer feeling through him； protective； yet just a little brutal； having in it a shiver of sensuality。 He withdrew his hand。 And as if warned that she had been too pressing； she recoiled humbly。 But suddenly she turned； and stood absolutely rigid； then almost inaudibly whispered： 〃Listen！ Someone outout there！〃 And darting past him she turned out the light。
Almost at once came a knock on the door。 He could feelactually feel the terror of this girl beside him in the dark。 And he； too； felt terror。 Who could it be？ No one came but Larry； she had said。 Who else then could it be？ Again came the knock； louder！ He felt the breath of her whisper on his cheek： 〃If it is Larry！ I must open。〃 He shrank back against the wall； heard her open the door and say faintly： 〃Yes。 Please！ Who？〃
Light painted a thin moving line on the wall opposite； and a voice which Keith recognised answered：
〃All right； miss。 Your outer door's open here。 You ought to keep it shut after dark。〃
God！ That policeman！ And it had been his own doing； not shutting the outer door behind him when he came in。 He heard her say timidly in her foreign voice： 〃Thank you； sir！〃 the policeman's retreating steps； the outer door being shut； and felt her close to him again。 That something in her youth and strange prettiness which had touched and kept him gentle； no longer blunted the edge of his exasperation； now that he could not see her。 They were all the same； these women； could not speak the truth！ And he said brusquely：
〃You told me they didn't know you！〃
Her voice answered like a sigh：
〃I did not think they did； sir。 It is so long I was not out in the town； not since I had Larry。〃
The repulsion which all the time seethed deep in Keith welled up at those words。 His brotherson of his mother； a gentlemanthe property of this girl； bound to her； body and soul； by this unspeakable event！ But she had turned up the light。 Had she some intuition that darkness was against her？ Yes； she was pretty with that soft face； colourless save for its lips and dark eyes； with that face somehow so touchingly； so unaccountably good； and like a child's。
〃I am going now；〃 he said。 〃Remember！ He mustn't come here； you mustn't go to him。 I shall see him to…morrow。 If you are as fond of him as you saytake care； take care！〃
She sighed out； 〃Yes！ oh； yes！〃 and Keith went to the door。 She was standing with her back to the wall； and to follow him she only moved her headthat dove…like face with all its life in eyes which seemed saying： 'Look into us； nothing we hide； allall is there！'
And he went out。
In the passage he paused before opening the outer door。 He did not want to meet that policeman again； the fellow's round should have taken him well out of the street by now； and turning the handle cautiously； he looked out。 No one in sight。 He stood a moment； wondering if he should turn to right or left； then briskly crossed the street。 A voice to his right hand said：
〃Good…night； sir。〃
There in the shadow of a doorway the policeman was standing。 The fellow must have seen him coming out！ Utterly unable to restrain a start； and muttering 〃Goodnight！〃 Keith walked on rapidly：
He went full quarter of a mile before he lost that startled and uneasy feeling in sardonic exasperation that he； Keith Darrant； had been taken for a frequenter of a lady of the town。 The whole thing the whole thing！a vile and disgusting business！ His very mind felt dirty and breathless； his spirit； drawn out of sheath； had slowly to slide back before he could at all focus and readjust his reasoning faculty。 Certainly； he had got the knowledge he wanted。 There was less danger than he thought。 That girl's eyes！ No mistaking her devotion。 She would not give Larry away。 Yes！ Larry must clear outSouth Americathe Eastit did not matter。 But he felt no relief。 The cheap； tawdry room had wrapped itself round his fancy with its atmosphere of murky love； with the feeling it inspired； of emotion caged within those yellowish walls and the red stuff of its furniture。 That girl's face！ Devotion； truth； too； and beauty； rare and moving； in its setting of darkness and horror； in that nest of vice and of disorder！。。。 The dark archway； the street arab； with his gleeful： 〃They 'ain't got 'im yet！〃； the feel of those bare arms round his neck； that whisper of horror in the darkness； above all； again； her child face looking into his； so truthful！ And suddenly he stood quite still in the street。 What in God's name was he about？ What grotesque juggling amongst shadows； what strange and ghastly eccentricity was all this？ The forces of order and routine； all the actualities of his daily life； marched on him at that moment； and swept everything before them。 It was a dream； a nightmare not real！ It was ridiculous！ That he …he should thus be bound up with things so black and bizarre！
He had come by now to the Strand； that street down which every day he moved to the Law Courts； to his daily work； his work so dignified and regular； so irreproachable； and solid。 No！ The thing was all a monstrous nightmare！ It would go； if he fixed his mind on the familiar objects around； read the names on the shops； looked at the faces passing。 Far down the thoroughfare he caught the outline of the old church； and beyond； the loom of the Law Courts themselves。 The bell of a fire…engine sounded； and the horses came galloping by； with the shining metal； rattle of hoofs and hoarse shouting。 Here was a sensation； real and harmless； dignified and customary！ A woman flaunting round the corner looked up at him； and leered out： 〃Good… night！〃 Even that was customary； tolerable。 Two policemen passed； supporting between them a man the worse for liquor； full of fight and expletives； the sight was soothing； an ordinary thing which brought passing annoyance； interest； disgust。 It had begun to rain； he felt it on his face with pleasurean actual thing； not eccentric； a thing which happened every day！
He began to cross the street。 Cabs were going at furious speed now that the last omnibus had ceased to run； it distracted him to take this actual； ordinary risk run so often every day。 During that crossing of the Strand； with the rain in his face and the cabs shooting past； he regained for the first time his assurance； shook off this unreal sense of being in the grip of something； and walked resolutely to the corner of his home turning。 But passing into that darker stretch； he again stood still。 A policeman had also turned into that street on the other side。 Notsurely not！ Absurd！ They were all alike to look atthose fellows！ Absurd！ He walked on sharply； and let himself into his house。 But on his way upstairs he could not for the life of him help raising a corner of a curtain and looking from the staircase window。 The policeman was marching solemnly； about twenty…five yards away； paying apparently no attention to anything whatever。
IV
Keith woke at five o'clock； his usual hour； without remembrance。 But the grisly shadow started up when he entered his study； where the lamp burned； and the fire shone； and the coffee was set ready； just as when yesterday afternoon Larry had stood out there against the wall。 For a moment he fought against realisation； then； drinking off his coffee； sat down sullenly at the bureau to his customary three hours' study of the day's cases。
Not one word of his brief could he take in。 It was all jumbled with murky images and apprehensions； and for full half an hour he suffered mental paralysis。 Then the sheer necessity of knowing something of the case which he had to open at half…past ten that morning forced him to a concentration which never quite subdued the malaise at the bottom of his heart。 Nevertheless； when he rose at half…past eight and went into the bathroom； he had earned his grim satisfaction in this victory of will…power。 By half…past nine he must be at Larry's。 A boat left London for the Argentine to…morrow。 If Larry was to get away at once； money must be arranged for。 And then at breakfast he came on this paragraph in the paper：
