five tales-第39章
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〃Good…night； Megan！〃
〃Good…night； sir！〃 She was gone！ With a sigh he dropped back to earth； and sitting on that chair； took off his boots。 Nothing for it but to creep in and go to bed； yet for a long while he sat unmoving； his feet chilly in the dew； drunk on the memory of her lost； half… smiling face； and the clinging grip of her burning fingers； pressing the cold key into his hand。
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He awoke feeling as if he had eaten heavily overnight； instead of having eaten nothing。 And far off； unreal； seemed yesterday's romance！ Yet it was a golden morning。 Full spring had burst at lastin one night the 〃goldie…cups；〃 as the little boys called them； seemed to have made the field their own； and from his window he could see apple blossoms covering the orchard as with a rose and white quilt。 He went down almost dreading to see Megan； and yet； when not she but Mrs。 Narracombe brought in his breakfast； he felt vexed and disappointed。 The woman's quick eye and snaky neck seemed to have a new alacrity this morning。 Had she noticed？
〃So you an' the moon went walkin' last night； Mr。 Ashurst！ Did ye have your supper anywheres？〃
Ashurst shook his head。
〃We kept it for you； but I suppose you was too busy in your brain to think o' such a thing as that？〃
Was she mocking him； in that voice of hers； which still kept some Welsh crispness against the invading burr of the West Country？ If she knew！ And at that moment he thought： 'No； no； I'll clear out。 I won't put myself in such a beastly false position。'
But； after breakfast； the longing to see Megan began and increased with every minute； together with fear lest something should have been said to her which had spoiled everything。 Sinister that she had not appeared； not given him even a glimpse of her！ And the love poem； whose manufacture had been so important and absorbing yesterday afternoon under the apple trees； now seemed so paltry that he tore it up and rolled it into pipe spills。 What had he known of love； till she seized his hand and kissed it！ And nowwhat did he not know？ But to write of it seemed mere insipidity！ He went up to his bedroom to get a book； and his heart began to beat violently； for she was in there making the bed。 He stood in the doorway watching； and suddenly； with turbulent joy； he saw her stoop and kiss his pillow； just at the hollow made by his head last night。
How let her know he had seen that pretty act of devotion？ And yet； if she heard him stealing away； it would be even worse。 She took the pillow up； holding it as if reluctant to shake out the impress of his cheek； dropped it； and turned round。
〃Megan！〃
She put her hands up to her cheeks； but her eyes seemed to look right into him。 He had never before realised the depth and purity and touching faithfulness in those dew…bright eyes； and he stammered：
〃It was sweet of you to wait up for me last night。〃
She still said nothing； and he stammered on：
〃I was wandering about on the moor； it was such a jolly night。 I I've just come up for a book。〃
Then； the kiss he had seen her give the pillow afflicted him with sudden headiness； and he went up to her。 Touching her eyes with his lips； he thought with queer excitement： 'I've done it！ Yesterday all was suddenanyhow； but nowI've done it！' The girl let her forehead rest against his lips； which moved downwards till they reached hers。 That first real lover's kiss…strange； wonderful； still almost innocentin which heart did it make the most disturbance？
〃Come to the big apple tree to…night； after they've gone to bed。 Megan…promise！〃
She whispered back： 〃I promise。〃
Then； scared at her white face； scared at everything； he let her go； and went downstairs again。 Yes！ He had done it now！ Accepted her love； declared his own！ He went out to the green chair as devoid of a book as ever； and there he sat staring vacantly before him； triumphant and remorseful； while under his nose and behind his back the work of the farm went on。 How long he had been sitting in that curious state of vacancy he had no notion when he saw Joe standing a little behind him to the right。 The youth had evidently come from hard work in the fields； and stood shifting his feet； breathing loudly； his face coloured like a setting sun； and his arms； below the rolled…up sleeves of his blue shirt； showing the hue and furry sheen of ripe peaches。 His red lips were open； his blue eyes with their flaxen lashes stared fixedly at Ashurst； who said ironically：
〃Well； Joe； anything I can do for you？〃
〃Yeas。〃
〃What； then？〃
〃Yu can goo away from yere。 Us don' want yu。〃
Ashurst's face； never too humble； assumed its most lordly look。
〃Very good of you； but； do you know； I prefer the others should speak for themselves。〃
The youth moved a pace or two nearer； and the scent of his honest heat afflicted Ashurst's nostrils。
〃What d'yu stay yere for？〃
〃Because it pleases me。〃
〃Twon't please yu when I've bashed yure head in！〃
〃Indeed！ When would you like to begin that？〃
Joe answered only with the loudness of his breathing； but his eyes looked like those of a young and angry bull。 Then a sort of spasm seemed to convulse his face。
〃Megan don' want yu。〃
A rush of jealousy； of contempt； and anger with this thick； loud… breathing rustic got the better of Ashurst's self…possession； he jumped up； and pushed back his chair。
〃You can go to the devil！〃
And as he said those simple words； he saw Megan in the doorway with a tiny brown spaniel puppy in her arms。 She came up to him quickly：
〃Its eyes are blue！〃 she said。
Joe turned away； the back of his neck was literally crimson。
Ashurst put his finger to the mouth of the little brown bullfrog of a creature in her arms。 How cosy it looked against her！
〃It's fond of you already。 Ah I Megan； everything is fond of you。〃
〃What was Joe saying to you； please？〃
〃Telling me to go away； because you didn't want me here。〃
She stamped her foot； then looked up at Ashurst。 At that adoring look he felt his nerves quiver； just as if he had seen a moth scorching its wings。
〃To…night！〃 he said。 〃Don't forget！〃
〃No。〃 And smothering her face against the puppy's little fat； brown body； she slipped back into the house。
Ashurst wandered down the lane。 At the gate of the wild meadow he came on the lame man and his cows。
〃Beautiful day； Jim！〃
〃Ah！ 'Tes brave weather for the grass。 The ashes be later than th' oaks this year。 'When th' oak before th' ash…'〃
Ashurst said idly： 〃Where were you standing when you saw the gipsy bogie； Jim？〃
〃It might be under that big apple tree； as you might say。〃
〃And you really do think it was there？〃
The lame man answered cautiously：
〃I shouldn't like to say rightly that 't was there。 'Twas in my mind as 'twas there。〃
〃What do you make of it？〃
The lame man lowered his voice。
〃They du zay old master； Mist' Narracombe come o' gipsy stock。 But that's tellin'。 They'm a wonderful people； yu know； for claimin' their own。 Maybe they knu 'e was goin'； and sent this feller along for company。 That's what I've a…thought about it。〃
〃What was he like？〃
〃'E 'ad 'air all over 'is face； an' goin' like this； he was； zame as if 'e 'ad a viddle。 They zay there's no such thing as bogies； but I've a…zeen the 'air on this dog standin' up of a dark naight； when I couldn' zee nothin'； meself。〃
〃Was there a moon？〃
〃Yeas； very near full； but 'twas on'y just risen； gold…like be'ind them trees。〃
〃And you think a ghost means trouble； do you？〃
The lame man pushed his hat up； his aspiring eyes looked at Ashurst more earnestly than ever。
〃'Tes not for me to zay that but 'tes they bein' so unrestin'like。 There's things us don' understand； that's zartin； for zure。 There's people that zee things； tu； an' others that don't never zee nothin'。 Now； our Joeyu might putt anything under'is eyes an e'd never zee it； and them other boys； tu； they'm rattlin' fellers。 But yu take an' putt our Megan where there's suthin'； she'll zee it； an' more tu； or I'm mistaken。〃
〃She's sensitive； that's why。〃
〃What's that？〃
〃I mean； she feels everything。〃
〃Ah！ She'm very lovin'…'earted。〃
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