the mirror of the sea-第20章
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is not the thickness of the fog; it is rather a contraction of the
horizon; a mysterious veiling of the shores with clouds that seem
to make a low…vaulted dungeon around the running ship。 It is not
blindness; it is a shortening of the sight。 The West Wind does not
say to the seaman; 〃You shall be blind〃; it restricts merely the
range of his vision and raises the dread of land within his breast。
It makes of him a man robbed of half his force; of half his
efficiency。 Many times in my life; standing in long sea…boots and
streaming oilskins at the elbow of my commander on the poop of a
homeward…bound ship making for the Channel; and gazing ahead into
the gray and tormented waste; I have heard a weary sigh shape
itself into a studiously casual comment:
〃Can't see very far in this weather。〃
And have made answer in the same low; perfunctory tone
〃No; sir。〃
It would be merely the instinctive voicing of an ever…present
thought associated closely with the consciousness of the land
somewhere ahead and of the great speed of the ship。 Fair wind;
fair wind! Who would dare to grumble at a fair wind? It was a
favour of the Western King; who rules masterfully the North
Atlantic from the latitude of the Azores to the latitude of Cape
Farewell。 A famous shove this to end a good passage with; and yet;
somehow; one could not muster upon one's lips the smile of a
courtier's gratitude。 This favour was dispensed to you from under
an overbearing scowl; which is the true expression of the great
autocrat when he has made up his mind to give a battering to some
ships and to hunt certain others home in one breath of cruelty and
benevolence; equally distracting。
〃No; sir。 Can't see very far。〃
Thus would the mate's voice repeat the thought of the master; both
gazing ahead; while under their feet the ship rushes at some twelve
knots in the direction of the lee shore; and only a couple of miles
in front of her swinging and dripping jib…boom; carried naked with
an upward slant like a spear; a gray horizon closes the view with a
multitude of waves surging upwards violently as if to strike at the
stooping clouds。
Awful and threatening scowls darken the face of the West Wind in
his clouded; south…west mood; and from the King's throne…hall in
the western board stronger gusts reach you; like the fierce shouts
of raving fury to which only the gloomy grandeur of the scene
imparts a saving dignity。 A shower pelts the deck and the sails of
the ship as if flung with a scream by an angry hand; and when the
night closes in; the night of a south…westerly gale; it seems more
hopeless than the shade of Hades。 The south…westerly mood of the
great West Wind is a lightless mood; without sun; moon; or stars;
with no gleam of light but the phosphorescent flashes of the great
sheets of foam that; boiling up on each side of the ship; fling
bluish gleams upon her dark and narrow hull; rolling as she runs;
chased by enormous seas; distracted in the tumult。
There are some bad nights in the kingdom of the West Wind for
homeward…bound ships making for the Channel; and the days of wrath
dawn upon them colourless and vague like the timid turning up of
invisible lights upon the scene of a tyrannical and passionate
outbreak; awful in the monotony of its method and the increasing
strength of its violence。 It is the same wind; the same clouds;
the same wildly racing seas; the same thick horizon around the
ship。 Only the wind is stronger; the clouds seem denser and more
overwhelming; the waves appear to have grown bigger and more
threatening during the night。 The hours; whose minutes are marked
by the crash of the breaking seas; slip by with the screaming;
pelting squalls overtaking the ship as she runs on and on with
darkened canvas; with streaming spars and dripping ropes。 The
down…pours thicken。 Preceding each shower a mysterious gloom; like
the passage of a shadow above the firmament of gray clouds; filters
down upon the ship。 Now and then the rain pours upon your head in
streams as if from spouts。 It seems as if your ship were going to
be drowned before she sank; as if all atmosphere had turned to
water。 You gasp; you splutter; you are blinded and deafened; you
are submerged; obliterated; dissolved; annihilated; streaming all
over as if your limbs; too; had turned to water。 And every nerve
on the alert you watch for the clearing…up mood of the Western
King; that shall come with a shift of wind as likely as not to whip
all the three masts out of your ship in the twinkling of an eye。
XXVII。
Heralded by the increasing fierceness of the squalls; sometimes by
a faint flash of lightning like the signal of a lighted torch waved
far away behind the clouds; the shift of wind comes at last; the
crucial moment of the change from the brooding and veiled violence
of the south…west gale to the sparkling; flashing; cutting; clear…
eyed anger of the King's north…westerly mood。 You behold another
phase of his passion; a fury bejewelled with stars; mayhap bearing
the crescent of the moon on its brow; shaking the last vestiges of
its torn cloud…mantle in inky…black squalls; with hail and sleet
descending like showers of crystals and pearls; bounding off the
spars; drumming on the sails; pattering on the oilskin coats;
whitening the decks of homeward…bound ships。 Faint; ruddy flashes
of lightning flicker in the starlight upon her mastheads。 A chilly
blast hums in the taut rigging; causing the ship to tremble to her
very keel; and the soaked men on her decks to shiver in their wet
clothes to the very marrow of their bones。 Before one squall has
flown over to sink in the eastern board; the edge of another peeps
up already above the western horizon; racing up swift; shapeless;
like a black bag full of frozen water ready to burst over your
devoted head。 The temper of the ruler of the ocean has changed。
Each gust of the clouded mood that seemed warmed by the heat of a
heart flaming with anger has its counterpart in the chilly blasts
that seem blown from a breast turned to ice with a sudden revulsion
of feeling。 Instead of blinding your eyes and crushing your soul
with a terrible apparatus of cloud and mists and seas and rain; the
King of the West turns his power to contemptuous pelting of your
back with icicles; to making your weary eyes water as if in grief;
and your worn…out carcass quake pitifully。 But each mood of the
great autocrat has its own greatness; and each is hard to bear。
Only the north…west phase of that mighty display is not
demoralizing to the same extent; because between the hail and sleet
squalls of a north…westerly gale one can see a long way ahead。
To see! to see! … this is the craving of the sailor; as of the rest
of blind humanity。 To have his path made clear for him is the
aspiration of every human being in our beclouded and tempestuous
existence。 I have heard a reserved; silent man; with no nerves to
speak of; after three days of hard running in thick south…westerly
weather; burst out passionately: 〃I wish to God we could get sight
of something!〃
We had just gone down below for a moment to commune in a battened…
down cabin; with a large white chart lying limp and damp upon a
cold and clammy table under the light of a smoky lamp。 Sprawling
over that seaman's silent and trusted adviser; with one elbow upon
the coast of Africa and the other planted in the neighbourhood of
Cape Hatteras (it was a general track…chart of the North Atlantic);
my skipper lifted his rugged; hairy face; and glared at me in a
half…exasperated; half…appealing way。 We have seen no sun; moon;
or stars for