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Winesburg； Ohio
by SHERWOOD ANDERSON
CONTENTS
THE TALES AND THE PERSONS
THE BOOK OF THE GROTESQUE
HANDS； concerning Wing Biddlebaum
PAPER PILLS； concerning Doctor Reefy
MOTHER； concerning Elizabeth Willard
THE PHILOSOPHER； concerning Doctor Parcival
NOBODY KNOWS； concerning Louise Trunnion
GODLINESS； a Tale in Four Parts
I； concerning Jesse Bentley
II； also concerning Jesse Bentley
III Surrender； concerning Louise Bentley
IV Terror； concerning David Hardy
To the memory of my mother；
EMMA SMITH ANDERSON；
whose keen observations on the life about
her first awoke in me the hunger to see
beneath the surface of lives；
this book is dedicated。
THE TALES
AND THE PERSONS
THE BOOK OF
THE GROTESQUE
THE WRITER； an old man with a white mustache； had some difficulty in getting into bed。 The windows of the house in which he lived were high and he wanted to look at the trees when he awoke in the morning。 A carpenter came to fix the bed so that it would be on a level with the window。
Quite a fuss was made about the matter。 The car… penter； who had been a soldier in the Civil War； came into the writer's room and sat down to talk of building a platform for the purpose of raising the bed。 The writer had cigars lying about and the car… penter smoked。
For a time the two men talked of the raising of the bed and then they talked of other things。 The soldier got on the subject of the war。 The writer； in fact； led him to that subject。 The carpenter had once been a prisoner in Andersonville prison and had lost a brother。 The brother had died of starvation； and whenever the carpenter got upon that subject he cried。 He； like the old writer； had a white mustache； and when he cried he puckered up his lips and the mustache bobbed up and down。 The weeping old man with the cigar in his mouth was ludicrous。 The plan the writer had for the raising of his bed was forgotten and later the carpenter did it in his own way and the writer； who was past sixty； had to help himself with a chair when he went to bed at night。
In his bed the writer rolled over on his side and lay quite still。 For years he had been beset with no… tions concerning his heart。 He was a hard smoker and his heart fluttered。 The idea had got into his mind that he would some time die unexpectedly and always when he got into bed he thought of that。 It did not alarm him。 The effect in fact was quite a special thing and not easily explained。 It made him more alive； there in bed； than at any other time。 Perfectly still he lay and his body was old and not of much use any more； but something inside him was altogether young。 He was like a pregnant woman； only that the thing inside him was not a baby but a youth。 No； it wasn't a youth； it was a woman； young； and wearing a coat of mail like a knight。 It is absurd； you see； to try to tell what was inside the old writer as he lay on his high bed and listened to the fluttering of his heart。 The thing to get at is what the writer； or the young thing within the writer； was thinking about。
The old writer； like all of the people in the world； had got； during his long fife； a great many notions in his head。 He had once been quite handsome and a number of women had been in love with him。 And then； of course； he had known people； many people； known them in a peculiarly intimate way that was different from the way in which you and I know people。 At least that is what the writer thought and the thought pleased him。 Why quarrel with an old man concerning his thoughts？
In the bed the writer had a dream that was not a dream。 As he grew somewhat sleepy but was still conscious； figures began to appear before his eyes。 He imagined the young indescribable thing within himself was driving a long procession of figures be… fore his eyes。
You see the interest in all this lies in the figures that went before the eyes of the writer。 They were all grotesques。 All of the men and women the writer had ever known had become grotesques。
The grotesques were not all horrible。 Some were amusing； some almost beautiful； and one； a woman all drawn out of shape； hurt the old man by her grotesqueness。 When she passed he made a noise like a small dog whimpering。 Had you come into the room you might have supposed the old man had unpleasant dreams or perhaps indigestion。
For an hour the procession of grotesques passed before the eyes of the old man； and then； although it was a painful thing to do； he crept out of bed and began to write。 Some one of the grotesques had made a deep impression on his mind and he wanted to describe it。
At his desk the writer worked for an hour。 In the end he wrote a book which he called 〃The Book of the Grotesque。〃 It was never published； but I saw it once and it made an indelible impression on my mind。 The book had one central thought that is very strange and has always remained with me。 By re… membering it I have been able to understand many people and things that I was never able to under… stand before。 The thought was involved but a simple statement of it would be something like this：
That in the beginning when the world was young there were a great many thoughts but no such thing as a truth。 Man made the truths himself and each truth was a composite of a great many vague thoughts。 All about in the world were the truths and they were all beautiful。
The old man had listed hundreds of the truths in his book。 I will not try to tell you of all of them。 There was the truth of virginity and the truth of passion； the truth of wealth and of poverty； of thrift and of profligacy； of carelessness and abandon。 Hundreds and hundreds were the truths and they were all beautiful。
And then the people came along。 Each as he ap… peared snatched up one of the truths and some who were quite strong snatched up a dozen of them。
It was the truths that made the people grotesques。 The old man had quite an elaborate theory concern… ing the matter。 It was his notion that the moment one of the people took one of the truths to himself； called it his truth； and tried to live his life by it； he became a grotesque and the truth he embraced became a falsehood。
You can see for yourself how the old man； who had spent all of his life writing and was filled with words； would write hundreds of pages concerning this matter。 The subject would become so big in his mind that he himself would be in danger of becom… ing a grotesque。 He didn't； I suppose； for the same reason that he never published the book。 It was the young thing inside him that saved the old man。
Concerning the old carpenter who fixed the bed for the writer； I only mentioned him because he；
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like many of what are called very common people； became the nearest thing to what is understandable and lovable of all the grotesques in the writer's book。
HANDS
UPON THE HALF decayed veranda of a small frame house that stood near the edge of a ravine near the town of Winesburg； Ohio； a fat little old man walked nervously up and down。 Across a long field that had been seeded for clover but that had produced only a dense crop of yellow mustard weeds； he could see the public highway along which went a wagon filled with berry pickers returning from the fields。 The berry pickers； youths and maidens； laughed and shouted boisterously。 A boy clad in a blue shirt leaped from the wagon and attempted to drag after him one of the maidens； who screamed and protested shrilly。 The feet of the boy in the road kicked up a cloud of dust that floated across the face of the departing sun。 Over the long field came a thin girlish voice。 〃Oh； you Wing Biddlebaum； comb your hair； it's falling into your eyes；〃 commanded the voice to the man； who was bald and whose ner… vous little hands fiddled about the bare white fore… head as though arranging a mass of tangled locks。
Wing Biddlebaum； forever frightened and beset by a ghostly band of doubts； did not think of himself as in any way a part of the life of the town where he had lived for twenty years。 Among all the people of Winesburg but one had come close to him
