the grey brethren(阴郁的教友们)-第3章
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their beads; and a group of children with round; blue eyes and stiff; flaxen
pigtails; had gathered in front; and were pointing and softly whispering。
My little friends trotted up; crossed themselves; it was evidently the little
one's first visit。
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〃Guck! guck mal an;〃 she cried; clapping her fat gloved hands; 〃sieh
mal an das Wickelkind!〃
〃Dass ist unser Jesu;〃 said the elder; and the little one echoed 〃Unser
Jesu; unser Jesu!〃
Then the vest was brought out and shown … why not; it was the
Christchild's own? … and the pair trotted away again followed by the bright;
patient Sister。 Presently everyone clattered out; and I was left alone at
the crib of Bethlehem; the gate of the Kingdom of Heaven。
It was my family; my only family; but like the ever…widening circle on
the surface of a lake into which a stone has been flung; here; from this
great centre; spread the wonderful ever…widening relationship … the real
brotherhood of the world。 It is at the Crib that everything has its
beginning; not at the Cross; and it is only as little children that we can
enter into the Kingdom of Heaven。
When I went out again into the streets it was nearly dark。 Anxious
mothers hurried past on late; mysterious errands; papas who were not
wanted until the last moment chatted gaily to each other at street corners;
and exchanged recollections; maidservants hastened from shop to shop
with large baskets already heavily laden; and the children were
everywhere; important with secrets; comfortably secure in the knowledge
of a tree behind the parlour doors; and a kindly; generous Saint who knew
all their wants; and needed no rod THIS year。
One little lad; with a pinched white face; and with only an empty
certainty to look forward to; was singing shrilly in the sharp; still air; 〃Zu
Bethlehem geboren; ist uns ein Kindelein;〃 as he gazed wistfully at a shop
window piled high with crisp gingerbread; marzipan; chocolate under
every guise; and tempting cakes。 A great rough peasant coming out; saw
him; turned back; and a moment later thrust a gingerbread Santa Klaus;
with currant eyes and sugar trimming to his coat and cap; into the half…
fearful little hands。 〃Hab' ebenso ein Kerlchen zu Haus';〃 he said to me
apologetically as he passed。
I waited to see Santa Klaus disappear; but no; the child looked at the
cake; sighed deeply with the cruel effort of resistance; and refrained。 It
was all his Christmas and he would keep it。 He gazed and gazed; then a
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smile rippled across the wan little face and he broke out in another carol;
〃Es kam ein Engel hell und klar vom Himmel zu der Hirten Schaar;〃 and
hugging his Santa Klaus carefully; wandered away down the now brilliant
streets: he did not know he was hungry any more; the angel had come
with good tidings。
As I passed along the streets I could see through the uncurtained
windows that in some houses Christmas had begun already for the little
ones。 Then the bells rang out deep…mouthed; carrying the call of the
eager Church to her children; far up the valley and across the frozen river。
And they answered; the great church was packed from end to end; and
from my place by the door I saw that two tiny Christmas trees bright with
coloured candles burnt either side of the Holy Child。
A blue…black sky ablaze with stars for His glory; a fresh white robe for
stained and tired earth; so we went to Bethlehem in the rare stillness of the
early morning。 The Church; having no stars; had lighted candles; and we
poor sinful men having no white robes of our own had craved them of the
Great King at her hands。
And so in the stillness; with tapers within and stars alight without; with
a white…clad earth; and souls forgiven; the Christ Child came to those who
looked for His appearing。
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A Christmas Idyll
THE Child with the wondering eyes sat on the doorstep; on either side
of her a tramp cat in process of becoming a recognised member of society。
On the flagged path in front the brown brethren were picking up crumbs。
The cats' whiskers trembled; but they sat still; proudly virtuous; and
conscious each of a large saucer of warm milk within。
〃What;〃 said the Child; 〃is a symbol?〃
The cats looked grave。
The Child rose; went into the house; and returned with a well…
thumbed brown book。 She turned the pages thoughtfully; and read aloud;
presumably for the benefit of the cats: 〃In a symbol there is concealment
yet revelation; the infinite is made to blend with the finite; to stand visible;
and as it were attainable there。〃 The Child sighed; 〃We had better go to the
Recluse;〃 she said。 So the three went。
It was a cold; clear; bright day; a typical Christmas Eve。 There was a
carpet of crisp snow on the ground; and a fringe of icicles hung from every
vantage…point。 The cats; not having been accustomed to the delights of
domesticity; trotted along cheerfully despite the chill to their toes; and they
soon came to the forest which all three knew very well indeed。 It was a
beautiful forest like a great cathedral; with long aisles cut between the
splendid upstanding pine trees。 The green…fringed boughs were heavy
with snow; the straight strong stems caught and reflected the stray sun rays;
and looking up through the arches and delicate tracery and interlaced
branches the eye caught the wonderful blue of the great domed roof
overhead。 The cats walked delicately; fearful of temptation in the way of
rabbits or frost…tamed birds; and the Child lilted a quaint German hymn to
a strange old tune:…
〃Ein Kind gebor'n zu Bethlehem。 Alleluja! Dess freuet sich Jerusalem;
Alleluja! Alleluja!〃
The Recluse was sitting on a bench outside his cave。 He was
dressed in a brown robe; his eyes were like stars wrapped in brown velvet;
his face was strong and gentle; his hair white although he looked quite
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young。 He greeted the Child very kindly and stroked the cats。
〃You have come to ask me a question; Child?〃
〃If you please;〃 said the Child; 〃what is a symbol?〃
〃Ah;〃 said the Recluse; 〃I might have known you would ask me that。〃
〃The Sage says;〃 went on the Child; 〃that it is concealment yet
revelation。〃
The Recluse nodded。
〃Just as a mystery that we cannot understand is the greatest possible
wisdom。 Go in and sit by my fire; Child; there are chestnuts on the
hearth; and you will find milk in the brown jug。 I will show you a symbol
presently。〃
The Child and the two cats w