christie johnstone-第26章
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pale; but he never complained after he found himself at home。
Christie hovered round him; a ministering angel; applying to him with a
light and loving hand whatever could ease his pain; and he watched her
with an expression she had never noticed in his eye before。
At last; after two hours' silence; he made her sit in full view; and then
he spoke to her; and what think you was the subject of his discourse?
He turned to and told her; one after another; without preface; all the
loving things she had done to him ever since he was five years old。 Poor
boy; he had never shown much gratitude; but he had forgotten nothing;
literally nothing。
Christie was quite overcome with this unexpected trait; she drew him
gently to her bosom; and wept over him; and it was sweet to see a brother
and sister treat each other almost like lovers; as these two began to
dothey watched each other's eye so tenderly。
This new care kept the sister in her own house all the next day; but
toward the evening Jean; who knew her other anxiety; slipped in and
offered to take her place for an hour by Flucker's side; at the same time
she looked one of those signals which are too subtle for any but woman to
understand。
Christie drew her aside; and learned that Gatty and his mother were just
coming through from Leith; Christie ran for her eighty pounds; placed
them in her bosom; cast a hasty glance at a looking…glass; little larger
than an oyster…shell; and ran out。
〃Hech! What pleased the auld wife will be to see he has a lass that can
mak auchty pund in a morning。〃
This was Christie's notion。
At sight of them she took out the banknotes; and with eyes glistening and
cheeks flushing she cried:
〃Oh; Chairles; ye'll no gang to jailI hae the siller!〃 and she offered
him the money with both hands; and a look of tenderness and modesty that
embellished human nature。
Ere he could speak; his mother put out her hand; and not rudely; but very
coldly; repelling Christie's arm; said in a freezing manner:
〃We are much obliged to you; but my son's own talents have rescued him
from his little embarrassment。〃
〃A nobleman has bought my picture;〃 said Gatty; proudly。
〃For one hundred and fifty pounds;〃 said the old lady; meaning to mark
the contrast between that sum and what Christie had in her hand。
Christie remained like a statue; with her arms extended; and the
bank…notes in her hand; her features workedshe had much ado not to cry;
and any one that had known the whole story; and seen this unmerited
repulse; would have felt for her; but her love came to her aid; she put
the notes in her bosom; sighed and said:
〃I would hae likeit to hae been the first; ye ken; but I'm real pleased。〃
〃But; mother;〃 said Gatty; 〃it was very kind of Christie all the same。
Oh; Christie!〃 said he; in a tone of despair。
At this kind word Christie's fortitude was sore tried; she turned away
her head; she was far too delicate to let them know who had sent Lord
Ipsden to buy the picture。
While she turned away; Mrs。 Gatty said in her son's ear:
〃Now; I have your solemn promise to do it here; and at once; you will
find me on the beach behind these boatsdo it。〃
The reader will understand that during the last few days Mrs。 Gatty had
improved her advantage; and that Charles had positively consented to obey
her; the poor boy was worn out with the strugglehe felt he must have
peace or die; he was thin and pale; and sudden twitches came over him;
his temperament was not fit for such a battle; and; it is to be observed;
nearly all the talk was on one side。 He had made one expiring
strugglehe described to his mother an artist's nature; his strength;
his weaknesshe besought her not to be a slave to general rules; but to
inquire what sort of a companion the individual Gatty needed; he lashed
with true but brilliant satire the sort of wife his mother was ready to
see him saddled witha stupid; unsympathizing creature; whose ten
children would; by nature's law; be also stupid; and so be a weight on
him till his dying day。 He painted Christie Johnstone; mind and body; in
words as true and bright as his colors; he showed his own weak points;
her strong ones; and how the latter would fortify the former。
He displayed; in short; in one minute; more intellect than his mother had
exhibited in sixty years; and that done; with all his understanding; wit
and eloquence; he succumbed like a child to her stronger willhe
promised to break with Christie Johnstone。
When Christie had recovered her composure and turned round to her
companions; she found herself alone with Charles。
〃Chairles;〃 said she; gravely。
〃Christie;〃 said he; uneasily。
〃Your mother does na like me。 Oh; ye need na deny it; and we are na
together as we used to be; my lad。〃
〃She is prejudiced; but she has been the best of mothers to me;
Christie。〃
〃Aweel。〃
〃Circumstances compel me to return to England。〃
(Ah; coward! anything but the real truth!)
〃Aweel; Chairles; it will no be for lang。〃
〃I don't know; you will not be so unhappy as I shallat least I hope
not。〃
〃Hoow do ye ken that?〃
〃Christie; do you remember the first night we danced together?〃
〃Ay。〃
〃And we walked in the cool by the seaside; and I told you the names of
the stars; and you said those were not their real names; but nicknames we
give them here on earth。 I loved you that first night。〃
〃And I fancied you the first time I set eyes on you。〃
〃How can I leave you; Christie? What shall I do?〃
〃I ken what I shall do;〃 answered Christie coolly; then; bursting into
tears; she added; 〃I shall dee! I shall dee!〃
〃No! you must not say so; at least I will never love any one but you。〃
〃An' I'll live as I am a' my days for your sake。 Oh; England! I hae
likeit ye sae weel; ye suld na rob me o' my ladhe's a' the joy I hae!〃
〃I love you;〃 said Gatty。 〃Do you love me?〃
All the answer was; her head upon his shoulder。
〃I can't do it;〃 thought Gatty; 〃and I won't! Christie;〃 said he; 〃stay
here; don't move from here。〃 And he dashed among the boats in great
agitation。
He found his mother rather near the scene of the late conference。
〃Mother;〃 said he; fiercely; like a coward as he was; 〃ask me no more; my
mind is made up forever; I will not do this scoundrelly; heartless;
beastly; ungrateful action you have been pushing me to so long。〃
〃Take care; Charles; take care;〃 said the old woman; trembling with
passion; for this was a new tone for her son to take with her。 〃You had
my blessing the other day; and you saw what followed it; do not tempt me
to curse an undutiful; disobedient; ungrateful son。〃
〃I must take my chance;〃 said he; desperately; 〃for I am under a curse
any way! I placed my ring on her finger; and held up my hand to God and
swore she should be my wife; she has my ring and my oath; and I will not
perjure myself even for my mother。〃
〃Your ring! Not the ruby ring I gave you from your dead father's
fingernot that! not that!〃
〃Yes! yes! I tell you yes! and if he was alive; and saw her; and knew her
goodness; he would have pity on me; but I have no friend; you see how ill
you have made me; but you have no pity; I could not have believed it;
but; since you have no mercy on me; I will have the more mercy on myself;
I marry her to…morrow; and put an end to all this shuffling and
maneuvering against an angel! I am not worthy of her; but I'll marry her
to…morrow。 Good…by。〃
〃Stay!〃 said the old woman; in a terrible voice; 〃before you destroy me
and all I have lived for; and suffered; and pinched for; hear me; if that
ring is not off the hussy's finger in half an hour; and you my son again;
I fall on this sand and〃
〃Then God have mercy upon me; for I'll see the whole creation lost
eternally ere I'll wrong the only creature that is an ornament to the
world。〃
He was desperate; and the weak; driven to desperation; are more furious
than the strong。
It was by Heaven's mercy that neither mother nor son had time to speak
again。
As they faced each other; with flaming eyes and faces; all self…command
gone; about to utter hasty words; and lay up regret; perhaps for all
their lives to come; in a moment; as i