the yellow god-第47章
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bonds to husband or to lover and take him whom she desires without
reproach or loss。 I will do as I would be done by; that is the law you
taught me; is it not?〃
This novel interpretation of a sacred doctrine; worthy of Jeekie
himself; so paralyzed Alan's enfeebled brain that he could make no
answer; nor do anything except wonder what would happen in Asiki…land
when the decree of its priestess took effect。 Then Jeekie arrived with
something to drink which he swallowed with the eagerness of the
convalescent and almost immediately went to sleep in good earnest。
Alan's recovery was rapid; since as the Asika had told him; if a
patient lives through it; the kind of fever that he had taken did not
last long enough to exhaust his vital forces。 When she asked him if he
needed anything to make him well; he answered:
〃Yes; air and exercise。〃
She replied that he should have both; and next morning his hated mask
was put upon his face and he was supported by priests to a door where
a litter; or rather litters were waiting; one for himself and another
for Jeekie who; although in robust health; was still supposed to be
officially ill and not allowed to walk upon his own legs。 They entered
these litters and were borne off till presently they met a third
litter of particularly gorgeous design carried by masked bearers;
wherein was the Asika herself; wearing her coronet and a splendid
robe。
Into this litter; which was fitted with a second seat; Alan was
transferred; the Mungana; for whom it was designed; being placed in
that vacated by Alan; which either by accident or otherwise; was no
more seen that day。 They went up the mountain side and to the edge of
the great fall and watched the waters thunder down; though the crest
of them they could not reach。 Next they wandered off into the huge
forests that clothed the slopes of the hills and there halted and ate。
Then as the sun sank they returned to the gloomy Bonsa…Town beneath
them。
For Alan; notwithstanding his weakness and anxieties; it was a
heavenly day。 The Asika was passive; some new mood being on her; and
scarcely troubled him at all except to call his attention to a tree; a
flower; or a prospect of the scenery。 Here on the mountain side; too;
the air was sweet; and for the restwell; he who had been so near to
death; was escaped for an hour from that gloomy home of bloodshed and
superstition; and saw God's sky again。
This journey was the first of many。 Every day the litters were waiting
and they visited some new place; although into the town itself they
never went。 Moreover; if they passed through outlying villages; though
Alan was forced to wear his mask; their inhabitants had been warned to
absent themselves; so that they saw no one。 The crops were left
untended and the cattle and sheep lowed hungrily in their kraals。 On
certain days; at Alan's request; they were taken to the spots where
the gold was found in the gravel bed of an almost dry stream that
during the rains was a torrent。
He descended from the litter and with the help of the Asika and
Jeekie; dug a little in this gravel; not without reward; for in it
they found several nuggets。 Above; too; where they went afterwards;
was a huge quartz reef denuded by water; which evidently had been
worked in past ages and was still so rich that in it they saw plenty
of visible gold。 Looking at it Alan bethought him of his City days and
of the hundreds of thousands of pounds capital with which this unique
proposition might have been floated。 Afterwards they were carried to
the places where the gems were found; stuck about in the clay; like
plums in a pudding; though none ever sought them now。 But all these
things interested the Asika not at all。
〃What is the good of gold;〃 she asked of Alan; 〃except to make things
of; or the bright stones except to play with? What is the good of
anything except food to eat and power and wisdom that can open the
secret doors of knowledge; of things seen and things unseen; and love
that brings the lover joy and forgetfulness of self and takes away the
awful loneliness of the soul; if only for a little while?〃
Not wishing to drift into discussion on the matter of love; Alan asked
the priestess to define her 〃soul;〃 whence it came and whither she
believed it to be going。
〃My soul is I; Vernoon;〃 she answered; 〃and already very; very old。
Thus it has ruled amongst this people for thousands of years。〃
〃How is that?〃 he asked; 〃seeing that the Asika dies?〃
〃Oh! no; Vernoon; she does not die; she only changes。 The old body
dies; the spirit enters into another body which is waiting。 Thus until
I was fourteen I was but a common girl; the daughter of a headman of
that village yonder; at least so they tell me; for of this time I have
no memory。 Then the Asika died and as I had the secret marks and the
beauty that is hers the priests burnt her body before Big Bonsa and
suffocated me; the child; in the smoke of the burning。 But I awoke
again and when I awoke the past was gone and the soul of the Asika
filled me; bringing with it its awful memories; its gathered wisdom;
its passion of love and hate; and its power to look backward and
before。〃
〃Do you ever do these things?〃 asked Alan。
〃Backward; yes; before very little; since you came; not at all;
because my heart is a coward and I fear what I might see。 Oh! Vernoon;
Vernoon; I know you and your thoughts。 You think me a beautiful beast
who loves like a beast; who loves you because you are white and
different from our men。 Well; what there is of the beast in me the
gods of my people gave; for they are devils and I am their servant。
But there is more than that; there is good also which I have won for
myself。 I knew you would come even before I had seen your face; I knew
you would come;〃 she went on passionately; 〃and that is why I was
yours already。 But what would befall after you came; that I neither
knew; nor know; because I will not seek; who could learn it all。〃
He looked at her and she saw the doubt in his eyes。
〃You do not believe me; Vernoon。 Very well; this night you shall see;
you and that black dog of yours; that you may know I do not trick you;
and he shall tell me what you see; for he being but a low…born pig
will speak the truth; not minding if it hurts me; whereas you are
gentle and might spare; and myself I have sworn not to search the
future by an oath that I may not break。〃
〃What of the past?〃 asked Alan。
〃We will not waste time on it; for I know it all。 Vernoon; have you no
memories of Asiki…land? Do you think you never visited it before?〃
〃Never;〃 said Alan; 〃it was my uncle who came and ran away with Little
Bonsa on his head。〃
〃That is news indeed;〃 she replied mockingly。 〃Did you then think that
I believed it to be you; though it is true that she who went before;
or my spirit that was in her; fell into error for an hour; and thought
that fool…uncle of yours was /the Man/。 When she found her mistake she
let him go; and bade the god go with him that it might bring back the
appointed Man; as it has done; yes; that Little Bonsa; who knew him of
old; might search him out from among all the millions of men; born or
unborn; and bring him back to me。 Therefore also she chose a young
black dog who would live for many years; and bade the god to take him
with her; and told him of the wealth of our people that it might be a
bait upon the hook。 Do you see; Vernoon; that yellow dirt was the
bait; that II am the hook? Well; you have felt it before; so it
should not gall you overmuch。〃
Now Alan was more frightened than he had been since he set foot in
Asiki…land; for of a sudden this woman became terrible to him。 He felt
that she knew things which were hidden from him。 For the first time he
believed in her; believed; that she was more than a mere passionate
savage set by chance to rule over a bloodthirsty tribe; that she was
one who had a part in his destiny。
〃Felt the hook?〃 he muttered。 〃I do not understand。〃
〃You are very forgetful;〃 she answered。 〃Vernoon; we have lived and
loved before; who were twin souls from the first。 That man now; whom I
told you lived once on the great river called the Nile; have