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ceremonial occasions his valets are obliged to agree together when

they shall seize the right moment to put some thing on him。 。 。 He

tears off or breaks whatever causes him the slightest discomfort;

while the poor valet who has been the means of it meets with a violent

and positive proof of his anger。  No thought was ever more carried

away by its own speed。  〃His handwriting; when he tries to write; 〃is

a mass of disconnected and undecipherable signs;'11' the words lack

one…half of their letters。〃 On reading it over himself; he cannot tell

what it means。  At last; he becomes almost incapable of producing a

handwritten letter; while his signature is a mere scrawl。  He

accordingly dictates; but so fast that his secretaries can scarcely

keep pace with him: on their first attempt the perspiration flows

freely and they succeed in noting down only the half of what he says。

Bourrienne; de Meneval; and Maret invent a stenography of their own;

for he never repeats any of his phrases; so much the worse for the pen

if it lags behind; and so much the better if a volley of exclamations

or of oaths gives it a chance to catch up。 … Never did speech flow and

overflow in such torrents; often without either discretion or

prudence; even when the outburst is neither useful nor creditable the

reason is that both spirit and intellect are charged to excess subject

to this inward pressure the improvisator and polemic; under full

headway;'12' take the place of the man of business and the statesman。



 〃With him;〃 says a good observer;'13' 〃talking is a prime necessity;

and; assuredly; among the prerogatives of high rank; he ranks first

that of speaking without interruption。〃



Even at the Council of State he allows himself to run on; forgetting

the business on hand; he starts off right and left with some

digression or demonstration; some invective or other; for two or three

hours at a stretch;'14' insisting over and over again; bent on

convincing or prevailing; and ending in demanding of the others if he

is not right; 〃and; in this case; never failing to find that all have

yielded to the force of his arguments。〃 On reflection; he knows the

value of an assent thus obtained; and; pointing to his chair; he

observes:



〃It must be admitted that it is easy to be brilliant when one is in

that seat!〃



Nevertheless he has enjoyed his intellectual exercise and given way to

his passion; which controls him far more than he controls it。



〃My nerves are very irritable;〃 he said of himself; 〃and when in this

state were my pulse not always regular I should risk going crazy。〃'15'



The tension of accumulated impressions is often too great; and it ends

in a physical break…down。  Strangely enough in so great a warrior and

with such a statesman; 〃it is not infrequent; when excited; to see him

shed tears。〃 He who has looked upon thousands of dying men; and who

has had thousands of men slaughtered; 〃sobs;〃 after Wagram and after

Bautzen;'16' at the couch of a dying comrade。  〃I saw him;〃 says his

valet; 〃weep while eating his breakfast; after coming from Marshal

Lannes's bedside; big tears rolled down his cheeks and fell on his

plate。〃 It is not alone the physical sensation; the sight of a

bleeding; mangled body; which thus moves him acutely and deeply; for a

word; a simple idea; stings and penetrates almost as far。  Before the

emotion of Dandolo; who pleads for Venice his country; which is sold

to Austria; he is agitated and his eyes moisten。'17'  Speaking of the

capitulation of Baylen; at a full meeting of the Council of State;'18'

his voice trembles; and 〃he gives way to his grief; his eyes even

filling with tears。〃 In 1806; setting out for the army and on taking

leave of Josephine; he has a nervous attack which is so severe as to

bring on vomiting。'19'  〃We had to make him sit down;〃 says an eye…

witness; 〃and swallow some orange water; he shed tears; and this

lasted a quarter of an hour。〃 The same nervous and stomachic crisis

came on in 1808; on deciding on the divorce; he tosses about a whole

night; and laments like a woman; he melts; and embraces Josephine; he

is weaker than she is: 〃My poor Josephine; I can never leave you!〃

Folding her in his arms; he declares that she shall not quit him; he

abandons himself wholly to the sensation of the moment; she must

undress at once; sleep alongside of him; and he weeps over her ;

〃literally;〃 she says; 〃 he soaked the bed with his tears。〃 …

Evidently; in such an organism; however powerful the superimposed

regulator; there is a risk of the equilibrium being destroyed。  He is

aware of this; for he knows himself well; he is afraid of his own

nervous sensibility; the same as of an easily frightened horse; at

critical moments; at Berezina; he refuses to receive the bad news

which might excite this; and; on the informer's insisting on it; he

asks him again;'20' 〃Why; sir; do you want to disturb me?〃 …

Nevertheless; in spite of his precautions; he is twice taken unawares;

at times when the peril was alarming and of a new kind; he; so clear

headed and so cool under fire; the boldest of military heroes and the

most audacious of political adventurers; quails twice in a

parliamentary storm and again in a popular crisis。  On the 18th of

Brumaire; in the Corps Législatif; 〃he turned pale; trembled; and

seemed to lose his head at the shouts of outlawry 。 。 。 。 they had to

drag him out 。 。 。 。 they even thought for a moment that he was going

to faint。〃'21'  After the abdication at Fontainebleau; on encountering

the rage and imprecations which greeted him in Provence; he seemed for

some days to be morally shattered; the animal instincts assert their

supremacy; he is afraid and makes no attempt at concealment。'22' After

borrowing the uniform of an Austrian colonel; the helmet of a Prussian

quartermaster; and the cloak of the Russian quartermaster; he still

considers that he is not sufficiently disguised。  In the inn at

Calade; 〃he starts and changes color at the slightest noise〃; the

commissaries; who repeatedly enter his room; 〃find him always in

tears。〃 〃He wearies them with his anxieties and irresolution〃; he says

that the French government would like to have him assassinated on the

road; refuses to eat for fear of poison; and thinks that he might

escape by jumping out of the window。  And yet he gives vent to his

feelings and lets his tongue run on about himself without stopping;

concerning his past; his character; unreservedly; indelicately;

trivially; like a cynic and one who is half…crazy; his ideas run loose

and crowd each other like the anarchical gatherings of a tumultuous

mob; he does not recover his mastery of them until he reaches Fréjus;

the end of his journey; where he feels himself safe and protected from

any highway assault; then only do they return within ordinary limits

and fall back in regular line under the control of the sovereign

intellect which; after sinking for a time; revives and resumes its

ascendancy。 … There is nothing in him so extraordinary as this almost

perpetual domination of the lucid; calculating reason; his willpower

is still more formidable than his intelligence; before it can obtain

the mastery of others it must be master at home。  To measure its

power; it does not suffice to note its fascinations; to enumerate the

millions of souls it captivates; to estimate the vastness of the

obstacles it overcomes: we must again; and especially; represent to

ourselves the energy and depth of the passions it keeps in check and

urges on like a team of prancing; rearing horses … it is the driver

who; bracing his arms; constantly restrains the almost ungovernable

steeds; who controls their excitement; who regulates their bounds; who

takes advantage even of their viciousness to guide his noisy vehicle

over precipices as it rushes on with thundering speed。  If the pure

ideas of the reasoning brain thus maintain their daily supremacy it is

due to the vital flow wh

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