a girl of the limberlost-第41章
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stopped at Elnora's cheek。 She staggered with the blow;
and across her face; paled with excitement; a red mark
arose rapidly。 The screen slammed shut; throwing the
creature on the floor before them。 Instantly Mrs。
Comstock crushed it with her foot。 Elnora stepped back。
Excepting the red mark; her face was very white。
〃That was the last moth I needed;〃 she said; 〃to complete
a collection worth three hundred dollars。 You've ruined
it before my eyes!〃
〃Moth!〃 cried Mrs。 Comstock。 〃You say that because
you are mad。 Moths have big wings。 I know a moth!〃
〃I've kept things from you;〃 said Elnora; 〃because I
didn't dare confide in you。 You had no sympathy with me。
But you know I never told you untruths in all my life。〃
〃It's no moth!〃 reiterated Mrs。 Comstock。
〃It is!〃 cried Elnora。 〃It's from a case in the ground。
Its wings take two or three hours to expand and harden。〃
〃If I had known it was a moth〃 Mrs。 Comstock wavered。
〃You did know! I told you! I begged you to stop!
It meant just three hundred dollars to me。〃
〃Bah! Three hundred fiddlesticks!〃
〃They are what have paid for books; tuition; and clothes
for the past four years。 They are what I could have
started on to college。 You've ruined the very one I needed。
You never made any pretence of loving me。 At last I'll
be equally frank with you。 I hate you! You are a selfish;
wicked woman! I hate you!〃
Elnora turned; went through the kitchen and from the
back door。 She followed the garden path to the gate and
walked toward the swamp a short distance when reaction
overtook her。 She dropped on the ground and leaned
against a big log。 When a little child; desperate as now;
she had tried to die by holding her breath。 She had
thought in that way to make her mother sorry; but she had
learned that life was a thing thrust upon her and she could
not leave it at her wish。
She was so stunned over the loss of that moth; which
she had childishly named the Yellow Emperor; that she
scarcely remembered the blow。 She had thought no luck
in all the world would be so rare as to complete her
collection; now she had been forced to see a splendid
Imperialis destroyed before her。 There was a possibility
that she could find another; but she was facing the
certainty that the one she might have had and with which she
undoubtedly could have attracted others; was spoiled by
her mother。 How long she sat there Elnora did not know
or care。 She simply suffered in dumb; abject misery; an
occasional dry sob shaking her。 Aunt Margaret was right。
Elnora felt that morning that her mother never would be
any different。 The girl had reached the place where she
realized that she could endure it no longer。
As Elnora left the room; Mrs。 Comstock took one step
after her。
〃You little huzzy!〃 she gasped。
But Elnora was gone。 Her mother stood staring。
〃She never did lie to me;〃 she muttered。 〃I guess
it was a moth。 And the only one she needed to get three
hundred dollars; she said。 I wish I hadn't been so fast!
I never saw anything like it。 I thought it was some
deadly; stinging; biting thing。 A body does have to be
mighty careful here。 But likely I've spilt the milk now。
Pshaw! She can find another! There's no use to be foolish。
Maybe moths are like snakes; where there's one; there are two。〃
Mrs。 Comstock took the broom and swept the moth out
of the door。 Then she got down on her knees and
carefully examined the steps; logs and the earth of the
flower beds at each side。 She found the place where
the creature had emerged from the ground; and the hard;
dark…brown case which had enclosed it; still wet inside。
Then she knew Elnora had been right。 It was a moth。
Its wings had been damp and not expanded。 Mrs。 Comstock
never before had seen one in that state; and she
did not know how they originated。 She had thought all
of them came from cases spun on trees or against walls
or boards。 She had seen only enough to know that there
were such things; as a flash of white told her that an ermine
was on her premises; or a sharp 〃buzzzzz〃 warned her
of a rattler。
So it was from creatures like that Elnora had secured
her school money。 In one sickening sweep there rushed
into the heart of the woman a full realization of the
width of the gulf that separated her from her child。
Lately many things had pointed toward it; none more plainly
than when Elnora; like a reincarnation of her father; had
stood fearlessly before a large city audience and played
with even greater skill than he; on what Mrs。 Comstock
felt very certain was his violin。 But that little crawling
creature of earth; crushed by her before its splendid yellow
and lavender wings could spread and carry it into the
mystery of night; had performed a miracle。
〃We are nearer strangers to each other than we are with
any of the neighbours;〃 she muttered。
So one of the Almighty's most delicate and beautiful
creations was sacrificed without fulfilling the law; yet
none of its species ever served so glorious a cause; for
at last Mrs。 Comstock's inner vision had cleared。 She went
through the cabin mechanically。 Every few minutes
she glanced toward the back walk to see if Elnora
were coming。 She knew arrangements had been made with
Margaret to go to the city some time that day; so she
grew more nervous and uneasy every moment。 She was
haunted by the fear that the blow might discolour
Elnora's cheek; that she would tell Margaret。 She went
down the back walk; looking intently in all directions;
left the garden and followed the swamp path。 Her step
was noiseless on the soft; black earth; and soon she
came close enough to see Elnora。 Mrs。 Comstock stood
looking at the girl in troubled uncertainty。 Not knowing
what to say; at last she turned and went back to the cabin。
Noon came and she prepared dinner; calling; as she
always did; when Elnora was in the garden; but she got
no response; and the girl did not come。 A little after
one o'clock Margaret stopped at the gate。
〃Elnora has changed her mind。 She is not going;〃
called Mrs。 Comstock。
She felt that she hated Margaret as she hitched her
horse and came up the walk instead of driving on。
〃You must be mistaken;〃 said Margaret。 〃I was
going on purpose for her。 She asked me to take her。
I had no errand。 Where is she?〃
〃I will call her;〃 said Mrs。 Comstock。
She followed the path again; and this time found Elnora
sitting on the log。 Her face was swollen and discoloured;
and her eyes red with crying。 She paid no attention
to her mother。
〃Mag Sinton is here;〃 said Mrs。 Comstock harshly。
〃I told her you had changed your mind; but she said
you asked her to go with you; and she had nothing to
go for herself。〃
Elnora arose; recklessly waded through the deep swamp
grasses and so reached the path ahead of her mother。
Mrs。 Comstock followed as far as the garden; but she
could not enter the cabin。 She busied herself among
the vegetables; barely looking up when the back…door
screen slammed noisily。 Margaret Sinton approached
colourless; her eyes so angry that Mrs。 Comstock shrank back。
〃What's the matter with Elnora's face?〃 demanded Margaret。
Mrs。 Comstock made no reply。
〃You struck her; did you?〃
〃I thought you wasn't blind!〃
〃I have been; for twenty long years now; Kate Comstock;〃
said Margaret Sinton; 〃but my eyes are open at last。
What I see is that I've done you no good and Elnora a
big wrong。 I had an idea that it would kill you to know;
but I guess you are tough enough to stand anything。
Kill or cure; you get it now!〃
〃What are you frothing about?〃 coolly asked Mrs。 Comstock。
〃You!〃 cried Margaret。 〃You! The woman who doesn't
pretend to love her only child。 Who lets her grow to
a woman; as you have let Elnora; and c