3 eclipse月食-第52章
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white dresses blew out behind them like wings。 I blinked in amazement； and they were gone。
“I turned to stare at Maria； who was watching me curiously。
“I’d never been superstitious in my life。 Until that second； I’d never believed in ghosts or any other such
nonsense。 Suddenly； I was unsure。
“‘What is your name； soldier？’ Maria asked me。
“‘Major Jasper Whitlock； ma’am；’ I stammered； unable to be impolite to a female； even if she was a
ghost。
“‘I truly hope you survive； Jasper；’ she said in her gentle voice。 ‘I have a good feeling about you。’
“She took a step closer； and inclined her head as if she were going to kiss me。 I stood frozen in place；
though my instincts were screaming at me to run。”
Jasper paused； his face thoughtful。 “A few days later；” he finally said； and I wasn’t sure if he had edited his
story for my sake or because he was responding to the tension that even I could feel exuding from Edward； “I
was introduced to my new life。
“Their names were Maria； Nettie； and Lucy。 They hadn’t been together long — Maria had rounded up the
other two — all three were survivors of recently lost battles。 Theirs was a partnership of convenience。 Maria
wanted revenge； and she wanted her territories back。 The others were eager to increase their 。 。 。 herd lands； I
suppose you could say。 They were putting together an army； and going about it more carefully than was usual。
It was Maria’s idea。 She wanted a superior army； so she sought out specific humans who had potential。 Then
she gave us much more attention； more training than anyone else had bothered with。 She taught us to fight； and
she taught us to be invisible to the humans。 When we did well； we were rewarded。 。 。 。”
He paused； editing again。
“She was in a hurry； though。 Maria knew that the massive strength of the newborn began to wane around
the year mark； and she wanted to act while we were strong。
“There were six of us when I joined Maria’s band。 She added four more within a fortnight。 We were all
male — Maria wanted soldiers — and that made it slightly more difficult to keep from fighting amongst
ourselves。 I fought my first battles against my new comrades in arms。 I was quicker than the others； better at
combat。 Maria was pleased with me； though put out that she had to keep replacing the ones I destroyed。 I
was rewarded often； and that made me stronger。
“Maria was a good judge of character。 She decided to put me in charge of the others — as if I were being
promoted。 It suited my nature exactly。 The casualties went down dramatically； and our numbers swelled to
hover around twenty。
“This was considerable for the cautious times we lived in。 My ability； as yet undefined； to control the
emotional atmosphere around me was vitally effective。 We soon began to work together in a way that
newborn vampires had never cooperated before。 Even Maria； Nettie； and Lucy were able to work together
more easily。
“Maria grew quite fond of me — she began to depend upon me。 And； in some ways； I worshipped the
ground she walked on。 I had no idea that any other life was possible。 Maria told us this was the way things
were； and we believed。
“She asked me to tell her when my brothers and I were ready to fight； and I was eager to prove myself。 I
pulled together an army of twenty…three in the end — twenty…three unbelievably strong new vampires；
organized and skilled as no others before。 Maria was ecstatic。
“We crept down toward Monterrey； her former home； and she unleashed us on her enemies。 They had
only nine newborns at the time； and a pair of older vampires controlling them。 We took them down more
easily than Maria could believe； losing only four in the process。 It was an unheard…of margin of victory。
“And we were well trained。 We did it without attracting notice。 The city changed hands without any human
being aware。
“Success made Maria greedy。 It wasn’t long before she began to eye other cities。 That first year； she
extended her control to cover most of Texas and northern Mexico。 Then the others came from the South to
dislodge her。”
He brushed two fingers along the faint pattern of scars on his arm。
“The fighting was intense。 Many began to worry that the Volturi would return。 Of the original twenty…three；
I was the only one to survive the first eighteen months。 We both won and lost。 Nettie and Lucy turned on
Maria eventually — but that one we won。
“Maria and I were able to hold on to Monterrey。 It quieted a little； though the wars continued。 The idea of
conquest was dying out； it was mostly vengeance and feuding now。 So many had lost their partners； and that is
something our kind does not forgive。 。 。 。
“Maria and I always kept a dozen or so newborns ready。 They meant little to us — they were pawns； they
were disposable。 When they outgrew their usefulness； we did dispose of them。 My life continued in the same
violent pattern and the years passed。 I was sick of it all for a very long time before anything changed 。 。 。
“Decades later； I developed a friendship with a newborn who’d remained useful and survived his first
three years； against the odds。 His name was Peter。 I liked Peter； he was 。 。 。 civilized — I suppose that’s the
right word。 He didn’t enjoy the fight； though he was good at it。
“He was assigned to deal with the newborns — babysit them； you could say。 It was a full…time job。
“And then it was time to purge again。 The newborns were outgrowing their strength； they were due to be
replaced。 Peter was supposed to help me dispose of them。 We took them aside individually； you see； one by
one 。 。 。 It was always a very long night。 This time； he tried to convince me that a few had potential； but Maria
had instructed that we get rid of them all。 I told him no。
“We were about halfway through； and I could feel that it was taking a great toll on Peter。 I was trying to
decide whether or not I should send him away and finish up myself as I called out the next victim。 To my
surprise； he was suddenly angry； furious。 I braced for whatever his mood might foreshadow — he was a good
fighter； but he was never a match for me。
“The newborn I’d summoned was a female； just past her year mark。 Her name was Charlotte。 His feelings
changed when she came into view； they gave him away。 He yelled for her to run； and he bolted after her。 I
could have pursued them； but I didn’t。 I felt 。 。 。 averse to destroying him。
“Maria was irritated with me for that 。 。 。
“Five years later； Peter snuck back for me。 He picked a good day to arrive。
“Maria was mystified by my ever…deteriorating frame of mind。 She’d never felt a moment’s depression；
and I wondered why I was different。 I began to notice a change in her emotions when she was near me —
sometimes there was fear 。 。 。 and malice — the same feelings that had given me advance warning when Nettie
and Lucy struck。 I was preparing myself to destroy my only ally； the core of my existence； when Peter
returned。
“Peter told me about his new life with Charlotte； told me about options I’d never dreamed I had。 In five
years； they’d never had a fight； though they’d met many others in the north。 Others who could co…exist without
the constant mayhem。
“In one conversation； he had me convinced。 I was ready to go； and somewhat relieved I wouldn’t have to
kill Maria。 I’d been her companion for as many years as Carlisle and Edward have been together； yet the
bond between us was nowhere near as strong。 When you live for the fight； for the blood； the relationships you
form are tenuous and easily broken。 I walked away without a backward glance。
“I traveled with Peter and Charlotte for a few years； getting the feel of this new； more peaceful world。 But
the depression didn’t fade。 I didn’t understand what was wrong with me； until Peter noticed that it was always
worse after I’d hunted。
“I contemplated that。 In so many years of slaughter and carnage； I’d lost nearly all of my humanity。 I was
undeniabl
