sally dows-第22章
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〃I wouldn't advise you to;〃 he said; looking at her gravely。 〃I
don't think it will pay you。 You'll never be happy there as here。
You'll never have the independence and freedom you have here。
You'll never be your own mistress again。 But how does it happen
you never were in San Francisco?〃 he said suddenly。
If he would not talk of himself; here at least was a chance for
Mrs。 Bunker to say something。 She related how her family had
emigrated from Kansas across the plains and had taken up a
〃location〃 at Contra Costa。 How she didn't care for it; and how
she came to marry the seafaring man who brought her hereall with
great simplicity and frankness and as unreservedly as to a superior
beingalbeit his attention wandered at times; and a rare but
melancholy smile that he had apparently evoked to meet her
conversational advances became fixed occasionally。 Even his dark
eyes; which had obliged Mrs。 Bunker to put up her hair and button
her collar; rested upon her without seeing her。
〃Then your husband's name is Bunker?〃 he said when she paused at
last。 〃That's one of those Nantucket Quaker namessailors and
whalers for generationsand yours; you say; was MacEwan。 Well;
Mrs。 Bunker; YOUR family came from Kentucky to Kansas only lately;
though I suppose your father calls himself a Free…States man。 You
ought to know something of farming and cattle; for your ancestors
were old Scotch Covenanters who emigrated a hundred years ago; and
were great stock raisers。〃
All this seemed only the natural omniscience of a superior being。
And Mrs。 Bunker perhaps was not pained to learn that her husband's
family was of a lower degree than her own。 But the stranger's
knowledge did not end there。 He talked of her husband's business
he explained the vast fishing resources of the bay and coast。 He
showed her how the large colony of Italian fishermen were inimical
to the interests of California and to her husbandparticularly as
a native American trader。 He told her of the volcanic changes of
the bay and coast line; of the formation of the rocky ledge on
which she lived。 He pointed out to her its value to the Government
for defensive purposes; and how it naturally commanded the entrance
of the Golden Gate far better than Fort Point; and that it ought to
be in its hands。 If the Federal Government did not buy it of her
husband; certainly the State of California should。 And here he
fell into an abstraction as deep and as gloomy as before。 He
walked to the window; paced the floor with his hand in his breast;
went to the door; and finally stepped out of the cabin; moving
along the ledge of rocks to the shore; where he stood motionless。
Mrs。 Bunker had listened to him with parted lips and eyes of
eloquent admiration。 She had never before heard anyone talk like
THATshe had not believed it possible that any one could have such
knowledge。 Perhaps she could not understand all he said; but she
would try to remember it after he had gone。 She could only think
now how kind it was of him that in all this mystery of his coming;
and in the singular sadness that was oppressing him; he should try
to interest her。 And thus looking at him; and wondering; an idea
came to her。
She went into her bedroom and took down her husband's heavy pilot
overcoat and sou'wester; and handed them to her guest。
〃You'd better put them on if you're going to stand there;〃 she
said。
〃But I am not cold;〃 he said wonderingly。
〃But you might be SEEN;〃 she said simply。 It was the first
suggestion that had passed between them that his presence there was
a secret。 He looked at her intently; then he smiled and said; 〃I
think you're right; for many reasons;〃 put the pilot coat over his
frock coat; removed his hat with the gesture of a bow; handed it to
her; and placed the sou'wester in its stead。 Then for an instant
he hesitated as if about to speak; but Mrs。 Bunker; with a delicacy
that she could not herself comprehend at the moment; hurried back
to the cabin without giving him an opportunity。
Nor did she again intrude upon his meditations。 Hidden in his
disguise; which to her eyes did not; however; seem to conceal his
characteristic figure; he wandered for nearly an hour under the
bluff and along the shore; returning at last almost mechanically to
the cabin; where; oblivious of his surroundings; he reseated
himself in silence by the table with his cheek resting on his hand。
Presently; her quick; experienced ear detected the sound of oars in
their row…locks; she could plainly see from her kitchen window a
small boat with two strangers seated at the stern being pulled to
the shore。 With the same strange instinct of delicacy; she
determined not to go out lest her presence might embarrass her
guest's reception of his friends。 But as she turned towards the
living room she found he had already risen and was removing his hat
and pilot coat。 She was struck; however; by the circumstance that
not only did he exhibit no feeling of relief at his deliverance;
but that a half…cynical; half…savage expression had taken the place
of his former melancholy。 As he went to the door; the two gentlemen
hastily clambered up the rocks to greet him。
〃Jim reckoned it was you hangin' round the rocks; but I couldn't
tell at that distance。 Seemed you borrowed a hat and coat。 Well
it's all fixed; and we've no time to lose。 There's a coasting
steamer just dropping down below the Heads; and it will take you
aboard。 But I can tell you you've kicked up a h…ll of a row over
there。〃 He stopped; evidently at some sign from her guest。 The
rest of the man's speech followed in a hurried whisper; which was
stopped again by the voice she knew。 〃No。 Certainly not。〃 The
next moment his tall figure was darkening the door of the kitchen;
his hand was outstretched。 〃Good…by; Mrs。 Bunker; and many thanks
for your hospitality。 My friends here;〃 he turned grimly to the
men behind him; 〃think I ought to ask you to keep this a secret
even from your husband。 I DON'T! They also think that I ought to
offer you money for your kindness。 I DON'T! But if you will honor
me by keeping this ring in remembrance of it〃he took a heavy seal
ring from his finger〃it's the only bit of jewelry I have about
meI'll be very glad。 Good…by!〃 She felt for a moment the firm;
soft pressure of his long; thin fingers around her own; and then
he was gone。 The sound of retreating oars grew fainter and fainter
and was lost。 The same reserve of delicacy which now appeared to
her as a duty kept her from going to the window to watch the
destination of the boat。 No; he should go as he came; without her
supervision or knowledge。
Nor did she feel lonely afterwards。 On the contrary; the silence
and solitude of the isolated domain had a new charm。 They kept the
memory of her experience intact; and enabled her to refill it with
his presence。 She could see his tall figure again pausing before
her cabin; without the incongruous association of another
personality; she could hear his voice again; unmingled with one
more familiar。 For the first time; the regular absence of her
husband seemed an essential good fortune instead of an accident of
their life。 For the experience belonged to HER; and not to him and
her together。 He could not understand it; he would have acted
differently and spoiled it。 She should not tell him anything of
it; in spite of the stranger's suggestion; which; of course; he had
only made because he didn't know Zephas as well as she did。 For
Mrs。 Bunker was getting on rapidly; it was her first admission of
the conjugal knowledge that one's husband is inferior to the
outside estimate of him。 The next stepthe belief that he was
deceiving HER as he was THEMwould be comparatively easy。
Nor should she show him the ring。 The stranger had certainly never
said anything about that! It was a heavy ring; with a helmeted
head carved on its red carnelian stone; and what looked like
strange letters around it。 It fitted her third finger perfectly;
but HIS fingers were small; and he had taken it from his little
finger。 She should keep it herself。 Of course; if it had been
money; she would have give