part1-第4章
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and not knowing what to do。 I had set the evening wholly …apart to
consider seriously about it; and was all alone; for already people had;
as it were by a general consent; taken up the custom of not going out
of doors after sunset; the reasons I shall have occasion to say more of
by…and…by。
In the retirement of this evening I endeavoured to resolve; first; what
was my duty to do; and I stated the arguments with which my brother
had pressed me to go into the country; and I set; against them the
strong impressions which I had on my mind for staying; the visible
call I seemed to have from the particular circumstance of my calling;
and the care due from me for the preservation of my effects; which
were; as I might say; my estate; also the intimations which I thought I
had from Heaven; that to me signified a kind of direction to venture;
and it occurred to me that if I had what I might call a direction to stay;
I ought to suppose it contained a promise of being preserved if I obeyed。
This lay close to me; and my mind seemed more and more encouraged
to stay than ever; and supported with a secret satisfaction
that I should be kept。 Add to this; that; turning over the Bible which
lay before me; and while my thoughts were more than ordinarily
serious upon the question; I cried out; 'Well; I know not what to do;
Lord; direct me I' and the like; and at that juncture I happened to stop
turning over the book at the gist Psalm; and casting my eye on the
second verse; I read on to the seventh verse exclusive; and after that
included the tenth; as follows: 'I will say of the Lord; He is my refuge
and my fortress: my God; in Him will I trust。 Surely He shall deliver
thee from the snare of the fowler; and from the noisome pestilence。
He shall cover thee with His feathers; and under His wings shalt thou
trust: His truth shall be thy shield and buckler。 Thou shalt not be
afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day; nor
for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that
wasteth at noonday。 A thousand shall fall at thy side; and ten
thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee。 Only with
thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked。
Because thou hast made the Lord; which is my refuge; even the most
High; thy habitation; there shall no evil befall thee; neither shall any
plague come nigh thy dwelling;' &C。
I scarce need tell the reader that from that moment I resolved that I
would stay in the town; and casting myself entirely upon the goodness
and protection of the Almighty; would not seek any other shelter
whatever; and that; as my times were in His hands; He was as able to
keep me in a time of the infection as in a time of health; and if He did
not think fit to deliver me; still I was in His hands; and it was meet He
should do with me as should seem good to Him。
With this resolution I went to bed; and I was further confirmed in it
the next day by the woman being taken ill with whom I had intended
to entrust my house and all my affairs。 But I had a further obligation
laid on me on the same side; for the next day I found myself very
much out of order also; so that if I would have gone away; I could
not;〃 and I continued ill three or four days; and this entirely
determined my stay; so I took my leave of my brother; who went away
to Dorking; in Surrey; and afterwards fetched a round farther into
Buckinghamshire or Bedfordshire; to a retreat he had found out there
for his family。
It was a very ill time to be sick in; for if any one complained; it was
immediately said he had the plague; and though I had indeed no
symptom of that distemper; yet being very ill; both in my head and in
my stomach; I was not without apprehension that I really was
infected; but in about three days I grew better; the third night I rested
well; sweated a little; and was much refreshed。 The apprehensions of
its being the infection went also quite away with my illness; and I
went about my business as usual。
These things; however; put off all my thoughts of going into the
country; and my brother also being gone; I had no more debate either
with him or with myself on that subject。
It was now mid…July; and the plague; which had chiefly raged at the
other end of the town; and; as I said before; in the parishes of St Giles;
St Andrew's; Holborn; and towards Westminster; began to now come
eastward towards the part where I lived。 It was to be observed;
indeed; that it did not come straight on towards us; for the city; that is
to say; within the walls; was indifferently healthy still; nor was it got
then very much over the water into Southwark; for though there died
that week 1268 of all distempers; whereof it might be supposed above
600 died of the plague; yet there was but twenty…eight in the whole
city; within the walls; and but nineteen in Southwark; Lambeth parish
included; whereas in the parishes of St Giles and St Martin…in…the…
Fields alone there died 421。
But we perceived the infection kept chiefly in the out…parishes;
which being very populous; and fuller also of poor; the distemper
found more to prey upon than in the city; as I shall observe afterwards。
We perceived; I say; the distemper to draw our way; viz。; by the
parishes of Clarkenwell; Cripplegate; Shoreditch; and Bishopsgate;
which last two parishes joining to Aldgate; Whitechappel; and Stepney;
the infection came at length to spread its utmost rage and violence in
those parts; even when it abated at the western parishes where it began。
It was very strange to observe that in this particular week; from the
4th to the 11th of July; when; as I have observed; there died near 400
of the plague in the two parishes of St Martin and St Giles…in…the…
Fields only; there died in the parish of Aldgate but four; in the parish
of Whitechappel three; in the parish of Stepney but one。
Likewise in the next week; from the 11th of July to the 18th; when
the week's bill was 1761; yet there died no more of the plague; on the
whole Southwark side of the water; than sixteen。
But this face of things soon changed; and it began to thicken in
Cripplegate parish especially; and in Clarkenwell; so that by the
second week in August; Cripplegate parish alone buried 886; and
Clarkenwell 155。 Of the first; 850 might well be reckoned to die of
the plague; and of the last; the bill itself said 145 were of the plague。
During the month of July; and while; as I have observed; our part of
the town seemed to be spared in comparison of the west part; I went
ordinarily about the streets; as my business required; and particularly
went generally once in a day; or in two days; into the city; to my
brother's house; which he had given me charge of; and to see if it was
safe; and having the key in my pocket; I used to go into the house; and
over most of the rooms; to see that all was well; for though it be
something wonderful to tell; that any should have hearts so hardened
in the midst of such a calamity as to rob and steal; yet certain it is that
all sorts of villainies; and even levities and debaucheries; were then
practised in the town as openly as ever … I will not say quite as
frequently; because the numbers of people were many ways lessened。
But the city itself began now to be visited too; I mean within the
walls; but the number of people there were indeed extremely lessened
by so great a multitude having been gone into the country; and even
all this month of July they continued to flee; though not in such
multitudes as formerly。 In August; indeed; they fled in such a manner
that I began to think there would be really none but magistrates and
servants left in the city。
As they fled now out of the city; so I should observe that the Court
removed early; viz。; in the month of June; and went to Oxford; where
it pleased God to preserve them; and the distemper did not; as I heard
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