madame bovary(包法利夫人)-第40章

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copperwater　with　which　to　remove　rust　from　his　hunting　things。
Emma　shuddered。　The　chemist　began　saying
〃Indeed　the　weather　is　not　propitious　on　account　of　the　damp。〃
〃Nevertheless；〃　replied　the　tax…collector；　with　a　sly　look；
〃there　are　people　who　like　it。〃
She　was　stifling。
〃And　give　me〃
〃Will　he　never　go？〃　thought　she。
〃Half　an　ounce　of　resin　and　turpentine；　four　ounces　of　yellow
wax；　and　three　half　ounces　of　animal　charcoal；　if　you　please；　to
clean　the　varnished　leather　of　my　togs。〃
The　druggist　was　beginning　to　cut　the　wax　when　Madame　Homais
appeared；　Irma　in　her　arms；　Napoleon　by　her　side；　and　Athalie
following。　She　sat　down　on　the　velvet　seat　by　the　window；　and　the
lad　squatted　down　on　a　footstool；　while　his　eldest　sister　hovered
round　the　jujube　box　near　her　papa。　The　latter　was　filling
funnels　and　corking　phials；　sticking　on　labels；　making　up
parcels。　Around　him　all　were　silent；　only　from　time　to　time；　were
heard　the　weights　jingling　in　the　balance；　and　a　few　low　words
from　the　chemist　giving　directions　to　his　pupil。
〃And　how's　the　little　woman？〃　suddenly　asked　Madame　Homais。
〃Silence！〃　exclaimed　her　husband；　who　was　writing　down　some
figures　in　his　waste…book。
〃Why　didn't　you　bring　her？〃　she　went　on　in　a　low　voice。
〃Hush！　hush！〃　said　Emma；　pointing　with　her　finger　to　the
druggist。
But　Binet；　quite　absorbed　in　looking　over　his　bill；　had　probably
heard　nothing。　At　last　he　went　out。　Then　Emma；　relieved；　uttered
a　deep　sigh。
〃How　hard　you　are　breathing！〃　said　Madame　Homais。
〃Well；　you　see；　it's　rather　warm；〃　she　replied。
So　the　next　day　they　talked　over　how　to　arrange　their　rendezvous。
Emma　wanted　to　bribe　her　servant　with　a　present；　but　it　would　be
better　to　find　some　safe　house　at　Yonville。　Rodolphe　promised　to
look　for　one。
All　through　the　winter；　three　or　four　times　a　week；　in　the　dead
of　night　he　came　to　the　garden。　Emma　had　on　purpose　taken　away
the　key　of　the　gate；　which　Charles　thought　lost。
To　call　her；　Rodolphe　threw　a　sprinkle　of　sand　at　the　shutters。
She　jumped　up　with　a　start；　but　sometimes　he　had　to　wait；　for
Charles　had　a　mania　for　chatting　by　the　fireside；　and　he　would
not　stop。　She　was　wild　with　impatience；　if　her　eyes　could　have
done　it；　she　would　have　hurled　him　out　at　the　window。　At　last　she
would　begin　to　undress；　then　take　up　a　book；　and　go　on　reading
very　quietly　as　if　the　book　amused　her。　But　Charles；　who　was　in
bed；　called　to　her　to　come　too。
〃Come；　now；　Emma；〃　he　said；　〃it　is　time。〃
〃Yes；　I　am　coming；〃　she　answered。
Then；　as　the　candles　dazzled　him；　he　turned　to　the　wall　and　fell
asleep。　She　escaped；　smiling；　palpitating；　undressed。　Rodolphe
had　a　large　cloak；　he　wrapped　her　in　it；　and　putting　his　arm
round　her　waist；　he　drew　her　without　a　word　to　the　end　of　the
garden。
It　was　in　the　arbour；　on　the　same　seat　of　old　sticks　where
formerly　Leon　had　looked　at　her　so　amorously　on　the　summer
evenings。　She　never　thought　of　him　now。
The　stars　shone　through　the　leafless　jasmine　branches。　Behind
them　they　heard　the　river　flowing；　and　now　and　again　on　the　bank
the　rustling　of　the　dry　reeds。　Masses　of　shadow　here　and　there
loomed　out　in　the　darkness；　and　sometimes；　vibrating　with　one
movement；　they　rose　up　and　swayed　like　immense　black　waves
pressing　forward　to　engulf　them。　The　cold　of　the　nights　made　them
clasp　closer；　the　sighs　of　their　lips　seemed　to　them　deeper；
their　eyes　that　they　could　hardly　see；　larger；　and　in　the　midst
of　the　silence　low　words　were　spoken　that　fell　on　their　souls
sonorous；　crystalline；　and　that　reverberated　in　multiplied
vibrations。
When　the　night　was　rainy；　they　took　refuge　in　the　consulting…room
between　the　cart…shed　and　the　stable。　She　lighted　one　of　the
kitchen　candles　that　she　had　hidden　behind　the　books。　Rodolphe
settled　down　there　as　if　at　home。　The　sight　of　the　library；　of
the　bureau；　of　the　whole　apartment；　in　fine；　excited　his
merriment；　and　he　could　not　refrain　from　making　jokes　about
Charles；　which　rather　embarrassed　Emma。　She　would　have　liked　to
see　him　more　serious；　and　even　on　occasions　more　dramatic；　as；
for　example；　when　she　thought　she　heard　a　noise　of　approaching
steps　in　the　alley。
〃Someone　is　coming！〃　she　said。
He　blew　out　the　light。
〃Have　you　your　pistols？〃
〃Why？〃
〃Why；　to　defend　yourself；〃　replied　Emma。
〃From　your　husband？　Oh；　poor　devil！〃　And　Rodolphe　finished　his
sentence　with　a　gesture　that　said；　〃I　could　crush　him　with　a
flip　of　my　finger。〃
She　was　wonder…stricken　at　his　bravery；　although　she　felt　in　it　a
sort　of　indecency　and　a　naive　coarseness　that　scandalised　her。
Rodolphe　reflected　a　good　deal　on　the　affair　of　the　pistols。　If
she　had　spoken　seriously；　it　was　very　ridiculous；　he　thought；
even　odious；　for　he　had　no　reason　to　hate　the　good　Charles；　not
being　what　is　called　devoured　by　jealousy；　and　on　this　subject
Emma　had　taken　a　great　vow　that　he　did　not　think　in　the　best　of
taste。
Besides；　she　was　growing　very　sentimental。　She　had　insisted　on
exchanging　miniatures；　they　had　cut　off　handfuls　of　hair；　and　now
she　was　asking　for　a　ringa　real　wedding…ring；　in　sign　of　an
eternal　union。　She　often　spoke　to　him　of　the　evening　chimes；　of
the　voices　of　nature。　Then　she　talked　to　him　of　her　motherhers！
and　of　his　motherhis！　Rodolphe　had　lost　his　twenty　years　ago。
Emma　none　the　less　consoled　him　with　caressing　words　as　one　would
have　done　a　lost　child；　and　she　sometimes　even　said　to　him；
gazing　at　the　moon
〃I　am　sure　that　above　there　together　they　approve　of　our　love。〃
But　she　was　so　pretty。　He　had　possessed　so　few　women　of　such
ingenuousness。　This　love　without　debauchery　was　a　new　experience
for　him；　and；　drawing　him　out　of　his　lazy　habits；　caressed　at
once　his　pride　and　his　sensuality。　Emma's　enthusiasm；　which　his
bourgeois　good　sense　disdained；　seemed　to　him　in　his　heart　of
hearts　charming；　since　it　was　lavished　on　him。　Then；　sure　of
being　loved；　he　no　longer　kept　up　appearances；　and　insensibly　his
ways　changed。
He　had　no　longer；　as　formerly；　words　so　gentle　that　they　made　her
cry；　nor　passionate　caresses　that　made　her　mad；　so　that　their
great　love；　which　engrossed　her　life；　seemed　to　lessen　beneath
her　like　the　water　of　a　stream　absorbed　into　its　channel；　and　she
could　see　the　bed　of　it。　She　would　not　believe　it；　she　redoubled
in　tenderness；　and　Rodolphe　concealed　his　indifference　less　and
less。
She　did　not　know　if　she　regretted　having　yielded　to　him；　or
whether　she　did　not　wish；　on　the　contrary；　to　enjoy　him　the　more。
The　humiliation　of　feeling　herself　weak　was　turning　to　rancour；
tempered　by　their　voluptuous　pleasures。　It　was　not　affection；　it
was　like　a　continual　seduction。　He　subjugated　her；　she　almost
feared　him。
Appearances；　nevertheless；　were　calmer　than　ever；　Rodolphe　having
succeeded　in　carrying　out　the　adultery　after　his　own　fancy；　and
at　the　end　of　six　months；　when　the　spring…time　came；　they　were　to
one　another　like　a　married　couple；　tranquilly　keeping　up　a
domestic　flame。
It　was　the　time　of　year　when　old　Rouault　sent　his　turkey　in
remembrance　of　the　setting　of　his　leg。　The　present　always　arrived
with　a　letter。　Emma　cut　the　string　that　tied　it　to　the　basket；
and　read　the　following　lines：
〃My　Dear　ChildrenI　hope　this　will　find　you　well；　and　that　this
one　will　be　as　good　as　the　others。　For　it　seems　to　me　a　little
more　tender；　if　I　may　venture　to　say　so；　and　heavier。　But　next
time；　for　a　change；　I'll　give　you　a　turkeycock；　unless　you　have　a
preference　for　some　dabs；　and　send　me　back　the　hamper；　if　you
please；　with　the　two　old　ones。　I　have　had　an　accident　with　my
cart…sheds；　whose　covering　flew　off　one　windy　night　among　the
trees。　The　harvest　has　not　been　overgood　either。　Finally；　I　don't
know　when　I　shall　come　to　see　you。　It　is　so　difficult　now　to
leave　the　house　since　I　am　alone；　my　poor　Emma。〃
Here　there　was　a　break　in　the　lines；　as　if　the　old　fellow　had
dropped　his　pen　to　dream　a　little　while。
〃For　myself；　I　am　very　well；　except　for　a　cold　I　caught　the　other
day　at　the　fair　at　Yvetot；　where　I　had　gone　to　hire　a　shepherd；
having　turned　away　mine　because　he　was　too　dainty。　How　we　are　to
be　pitied　with　such　a　lot　of　thieves！　Besides；　he　was　also　rude。
I　heard　from　a　pedlar；　who；　travelling　through　your　part　of　t