letters of two brides-第57章
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was time。 Next day; Louise; worn out with so much exertion; was unable
to go out; indeed; she only got up for dinner。 In the course of the
evening; Madeleine de Lenoncourt; her two brothers; and her mother
arrived。 The coolness which Louise's second marriage had caused
between herself and her family disappeared。 Every day since that
evening; Louise's father and both her brothers have ridden over in the
morning; and the two duchesses spend all their evenings at the chalet。
Death unites as well as separates; it silences all paltry feeling。
Louise is perfection in her charm; her grace; her good sense; her wit;
and her tenderness。 She has retained to the last that perfect tact for
which she has been so famous; and she lavishes on us the treasures of
her brilliant mind; which made her one of the queens of Paris。
〃I should like to look well even in my coffin;〃 she said with her
matchless smile; as she lay down on the bed where she was to linger
for a fortnight。
Her room has nothing of the sick…chamber in it; medicines; ointments;
the whole apparatus of nursing; is carefully concealed。
〃Is not my deathbed pretty!〃 she said to the Sevres priest who came to
confess her。
We gloated over her like misers。 All this anxiety; and the terrible
truths which dawned on him; have prepared Gaston for the worst。 He is
full of courage; but the blow has gone home。 It would not surprise me
to see him follow his wife in the natural course。 Yesterday; as we
were walking round the lake; he said to me:
〃I must be a father to those two children;〃 and he pointed to his
sister…in…law; who was taking the boys for a walk。 〃But though I shall
do nothing to hasten my end; I want your promise that you will be a
second mother to them; and will persuade your husband to accept the
office of guardian; which I shall depute to him in conjunction with my
sister…in…law。〃
He said this quite simply; like a man who knows he is not long for
this world。 He has smiles on his face to meet Louise's; and it is only
I whom he does not deceive。 He is a mate for her in courage。
Louise has expressed a wish to see her godson; but I am not sorry he
should be in Provence; she might want to remember him generously; and
I should be in a great difficulty。
Good…bye; my love。
August 25th (her birthday)。
Yesterday evening Louise was delirious for a short time; but her
delirium was the prettiest babbling; which shows that even the madness
of gifted people is not that of fools or nobodies。 In a mere thread of
a voice she sang some Italian airs from /I Puritani; La Sonnambula;
Moise/; while we stood round the bed in silence。 Not one of us; not
even the Duc de Rhetore; had dry eyes; so clear was it to us all that
her soul was in this fashion passing from us。 She could no longer see
us! Yet she was there still in the charm of the faint melody; with its
sweetness not of this earth。
During the night the death agony began。 It is now seven in the
morning; and I have just myself raised her from bed。 Some flicker of
strength revived; she wished to sit by her window; and asked for
Gaston's hand。 And then; my love; the sweetest spirit whom we shall
ever see on this earth departed; leaving us the empty shell。
The last sacrament had been administered the evening before; unknown
to Gaston; who was taking a snatch of sleep during this agonizing
ceremony; and after she was moved to the window; she asked me to read
her the /De Profundis/ in French; while she was thus face to face with
the lovely scene; which was her handiwork。 She repeated the words
after me to herself; and pressed the hands of her husband; who knelt
on the other side of the chair。
August 26th。
My heart is broken。 I have just seen her in her winding…sheet; her
face is quite pale now with purple shadows。 Oh! I want my children! my
children! Bring me my children!
THE END