memories and portraits-第14章
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far to cleanse himself in the pool behind Kirk Yetton。
A trade that touches nature; one that lies at the foundations of
life; in which we have all had ancestors employed; so that on a
hint of it ancestral memories revive; lends itself to literary use;
vocal or written。 The fortune of a tale lies not alone in the
skill of him that writes; but as much; perhaps; in the inherited
experience of him who reads; and when I hear with a particular
thrill of things that I have never done or seen; it is one of that
innumerable army of my ancestors rejoicing in past deeds。 Thus
novels begin to touch not the fine DILETTANTI but the gross mass of
mankind; when they leave off to speak of parlours and shades of
manner and still…born niceties of motive; and begin to deal with
fighting; sailoring; adventure; death or childbirth; and thus
ancient outdoor crafts and occupations; whether Mr。 Hardy wields
the shepherd's crook or Count Tolstoi swings the scythe; lift
romance into a near neighbourhood with epic。 These aged things
have on them the dew of man's morning; they lie near; not so much
to us; the semi…artificial flowerets; as to the trunk and
aboriginal taproot of the race。 A thousand interests spring up in
the process of the ages; and a thousand perish; that is now an
eccentricity or a lost art which was once the fashion of an empire;
and those only are perennial matters that rouse us to…day; and that
roused men in all epochs of the past。 There is a certain critic;
not indeed of execution but of matter; whom I dare be known to set
before the best: a certain low…browed; hairy gentleman; at first a
percher in the fork of trees; next (as they relate) a dweller in
caves; and whom I think I see squatting in cave…mouths; of a
pleasant afternoon; to munch his berries … his wife; that
accomplished lady; squatting by his side: his name I never heard;
but he is often described as Probably Arboreal; which may serve for
recognition。 Each has his own tree of ancestors; but at the top of
all sits Probably Arboreal; in all our veins there run some minims
of his old; wild; tree…top blood; our civilised nerves still tingle
with his rude terrors and pleasures; and to that which would have
moved our common ancestor; all must obediently thrill。
We have not so far to climb to come to shepherds; and it may be I
had one for an ascendant who has largely moulded me。 But yet I
think I owe my taste for that hillside business rather to the art
and interest of John Todd。 He it was that made it live for me; as
the artist can make all things live。 It was through him the simple
strategy of massing sheep upon a snowy evening; with its attendant
scampering of earnest; shaggy aides…de…champ; was an affair that I
never wearied of seeing; and that I never weary of recalling to
mind: the shadow of the night darkening on the hills; inscrutable
black blots of snow shower moving here and there like night already
come; huddles of yellow sheep and dartings of black dogs upon the
snow; a bitter air that took you by the throat; unearthly harpings
of the wind along the moors; and for centre piece to all these
features and influences; John winding up the brae; keeping his
captain's eye upon all sides; and breaking; ever and again; into a
spasm of bellowing that seemed to make the evening bleaker。 It is
thus that I still see him in my mind's eye; perched on a hump of
the declivity not far from Halkerside; his staff in airy flourish;
his great voice taking hold upon the hills and echoing terror to
the lowlands; I; meanwhile; standing somewhat back; until the fit
should be over; and; with a pinch of snuff; my friend relapse into
his easy; even conversation。
CHAPTER VII。 THE MANSE
I HAVE named; among many rivers that make music in my memory; that
dirty Water of Leith。 Often and often I desire to look upon it
again; and the choice of a point of view is easy to me。 It should
be at a certain water…door; embowered in shrubbery。 The river is
there dammed back for the service of the flour…mill just below; so
that it lies deep and darkling; and the sand slopes into brown
obscurity with a glint of gold; and it has but newly been recruited
by the borrowings of the snuff…mill just above; and these; tumbling
merrily in; shake the pool to its black heart; fill it with drowsy
eddies; and set the curded froth of many other mills solemnly
steering to and fro upon the surface。 Or so it was when I was
young; for change; and the masons; and the pruning…knife; have been
busy; and if I could hope to repeat a cherished experience; it must
be on many and impossible conditions。 I must choose; as well as
the point of view; a certain moment in my growth; so that the scale
may be exaggerated; and the trees on the steep opposite side may
seem to climb to heaven; and the sand by the water…door; where I am
standing; seem as low as Styx。 And I must choose the season also;
so that the valley may be brimmed like a cup with sunshine and the
songs of birds; … and the year of grace; so that when I turn to
leave the riverside I may find the old manse and its inhabitants
unchanged。
It was a place in that time like no other: the garden cut into
provinces by a great hedge of beech; and over…looked by the church
and the terrace of the churchyard; where the tombstones were thick;
and after nightfall 〃spunkies〃 might be seen to dance at least by
children; flower…plots lying warm in sunshine; laurels and the
great yew making elsewhere a pleasing horror of shade; the smell of
water rising from all round; with an added tang of paper…mills; the
sound of water everywhere; and the sound of mills … the wheel and
the dam singing their alternate strain; the birds on every bush and
from every corner of the overhanging woods pealing out their notes
until the air throbbed with them; and in the midst of this; the
manse。 I see it; by the standard of my childish stature; as a
great and roomy house。 In truth; it was not so large as I
supposed; nor yet so convenient; and; standing where it did; it is
difficult to suppose that it was healthful。 Yet a large family of
stalwart sons and tall daughters were housed and reared; and came
to man and womanhood in that nest of little chambers; so that the
face of the earth was peppered with the children of the manse; and
letters with outlandish stamps became familiar to the local
postman; and the walls of the little chambers brightened with the
wonders of the East。 The dullest could see this was a house that
had a pair of hands in divers foreign places: a well…beloved house
… its image fondly dwelt on by many travellers。
Here lived an ancestor of mine; who was a herd of men。 I read him;
judging with older criticism the report of childish observation; as
a man of singular simplicity of nature; unemotional; and hating the
display of what he felt; standing contented on the old ways; a
lover of his life and innocent habits to the end。 We children
admired him: partly for his beautiful face and silver hair; for
none more than children are concerned for beauty and; above all;
for beauty in the old; partly for the solemn light in which we
beheld him once a week; the observed of all observers; in the
pulpit。 But his strictness and distance; the effect; I now fancy;
of old age; slow blood; and settled habit; oppressed us with a kind
of terror。 When not abroad; he sat much alone; writing sermons or
letters to his scattered family in a dark and cold room with a
library of bloodless books … or so they seemed in those days;
although I have some of them now on my own shelves and like well
enough to read them; and these lonely hours wrapped him in the
greater gloom for our imaginations。 But the study had a redeeming
grace in many Indian pictures; gaudily coloured and dear to young
eyes。 I cannot de