memoirs of carwin the biloquist-第13章
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。 Besides； said I； I am yet a stranger to the secret； on the preservation of which so much stress is laid； and it will be optional with me to receive it or not。 If； in the progress of my acquaintance with Mrs。 Benington； I should perceive any extraordinary danger in the gift； cannot I refuse； or at least delay to comply with any new conditions from Ludloe？ Will not his candour and his affection for me rather commend than disapprove my diffidence？ In fine； I resolved to see this lady。
She was； it seems； the widow of Benington； whom I knew in Spain。 This man was an English merchant settled at Barcelona； to whom I had been commended by Ludloe's letters； and through whom my pecuniary supplies were furnished。 。 。 。 。 。 。 Much intercourse and some degree of intimacy had taken place between us； and I had gained a pretty accurate knowledge of his character。 I had been informed； through different channels； that his wife was much his superior in rank； that she possessed great wealth in her own right； and that some disagreement of temper or views occasioned their separation。 She had married him for love； and still doated on him： the occasions for separation having arisen； it seems； not on her side but on his。 As his habits of reflection were nowise friendly to religion； and as hers； according to Ludloe； were of the opposite kind； it is possible that some jarring had arisen between them from this source。 Indeed； from some casual and broken hints of Benington； especially in the latter part of his life； I had long since gathered this conjecture。 。 。 。 。 。 。 Something； thought I； may be derived from my acquaintance with her husband favourable to my views。
I anxiously waited for an opportunity of acquainting Ludloe with my resolution。 On the day of our last conversation； he had made a short excursion from town； intending to return the same evening； but had continued absent for several days。 As soon as he came back； I hastened to acquaint him with my wishes。
Have you well considered this matter； said he。 Be assured it is of no trivial import。 The moment at which you enter the presence of this woman will decide your future destiny。 Even putting out of view the subject of our late conversations； the light in which you shall appear to her will greatly influence your happiness； since； though you cannot fail to love her； it is quite uncertain what return she may think proper to make。 Much； doubtless； will depend on your own perseverance and address； but you will have many； perhaps insuperable obstacles to encounter on several accounts； and especially in her attachment to the memory of her late husband。 As to her devout temper； this is nearly allied to a warm imagination in some other respects； and will operate much more in favour of an ardent and artful lover； than against him。
I still expressed my willingness to try my fortune with her。
Well； said he； I anticipated your consent to my proposal； and the visit I have just made was to her。 I thought it best to pave the way； by informing her that I had met with one for whom she had desired me to look out。 You must know that her father was one of these singular men who set a value upon things exactly in proportion to the difficulty of obtaining or comprehending them。 His passion was for antiques； and his favourite pursuit during a long life was monuments in brass； marble； and parchment； of the remotest antiquity。 He was wholly indifferent to the character or conduct of our present sovereign and his ministers； but was extremely solicitous about the name and exploits of a king of Ireland that lived two or three centuries before the flood。 He felt no curiosity to know who was the father of his wife's child； but would travel a thousand miles； and consume months； in investigating which son of Noah it was that first landed on the coast of Munster。 He would give a hundred guineas from the mint for a piece of old decayed copper no bigger than his nail； provided it had aukward characters upon it； too much defaced to be read。 The whole stock of a great bookseller was； in his eyes； a cheap exchange for a shred of parchment； containing half a homily written by St。 Patrick。 He would have gratefully given all his patrimonial domains to one who should inform him what pendragon or druid it was who set up the first stone on Salisbury plain。
This spirit； as you may readily suppose； being seconded by great wealth and long life； contributed to form a very large collection of venerable lumber； which； though beyond all price to the collector himself； is of no value to his heiress but so far as it is marketable。 She designs to bring the whole to auction； but for this purpose a catalogue and description are necessary。 Her father trusted to a faithful memory； and to vague and scarcely legible memorandums； and has left a very arduous task to any one who shall be named to the office。 It occurred to me； that the best means of promoting your views was to recommend you to this office。
You are not entirely without the antiquarian frenzy yourself。 The employment； therefore； will be somewhat agreeable to you for its own sake。 It will entitle you to become an inmate of the same house； and thus establish an incessant intercourse between you； and the nature of the business is such； that you may perform it in what time； and with what degree of diligence and accuracy you please。
I ventured to insinuate that； to a woman of rank and family； the character of a hireling was by no means a favourable recommendation。
He answered； that he proposed； by the account he should give of me； to obviate every scruple of that nature。 Though my father was no better than a farmer； it is not absolutely certain but that my remoter ancestors had princely blood in their veins： but as long as proofs of my low extraction did not impertinently intrude themselves； my silence； or； at most； equivocal surmises； seasonably made use of； might secure me from all inconveniences on the score of birth。 He should represent me； and I was such； as his friend； favourite； and equal； and my passion for antiquities should be my principal inducement to undertake this office； though my poverty would make no objection to a reasonable pecuniary recompense。
Having expressed my acquiescence in his measures； he thus proceeded： My visit was made to my kinswoman； for the purpose； as I just now told you； of paving your way into her family； but； on my arrival at her house； I found nothing but disorder and alarm。 Mrs。 Benington； it seems； on returning from a longer ride than customary； last Thursday evening； was attacked by robbers。 Her attendants related an imperfect tale of somebody advancing at the critical moment to her rescue。 It seems； however； they did more harm than good； for the horses took to flight and overturned the carriage； in consequence of which Mrs。 Benington was severely bruised。 She has kept her bed ever since； and a fever was likely to ensue； which has only left her out of danger to…day。
As the adventure before related； in which I had so much concern； occurred at the time mentioned by Ludloe； and as all other circumstances were alike； I could not doubt that the person whom the exertion of my mysterious powers had relieved was Mrs。 Benington： but what an ill…omened interference was mine！ The robbers would probably have been satisfied with the few guineas in her purse； and； on receiving these； would have left her to prosecute her journey in peace and security； but； by absurdly offering a succour； which could only operate upon the fears of her assailants； I endangered her life； first by the desperate discharge of a pistol； and next by the fright of the horses。 。 。 。 。 。 。 。 My anxiety； which would have been less if I had not been； in some degree； myself the author of the evil； was nearly removed by Ludloe's proceeding to assure me that all danger was at an end； and that he left the lady in the road to perfect health。 He had seized the earliest opportunity of acquainting her with the purpose of his visit； and had brought back with him her cheerful acceptance of my services。 The next week was appointed for my introduction。
With such an object in view； I had little leisure to attend to any indifferent object。 My
