the life of charlotte bronte-1-第51章
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； and in occasional meetings with these； they could have the inexpressible solace to residents in a foreign countryand peculiarly such to the Brontesof talking over the intelligence received from their respective homesreferring to past； or planning for future days。 〃Mary〃 and her sister； the bright； dancing； laughing Martha； were parlour…boarders in an establishment just beyond the barriers of Brussels。 Again； the cousins of these friends were resident in the town； and at their house Charlotte and Emily were always welcome； though their overpowering shyness prevented their more valuable qualities from being known； and generally kept them silent。 They spent their weekly holiday with this family； for many months； but at the end of the time； Emily was as impenetrable to friendly advances as at the beginning； while Charlotte was too physically weak （as 〃Mary〃 has expressed it） to 〃gather up her forces〃 sufficiently to express any difference or opposition of opinion； and had consequently an assenting and deferential manner； strangely at variance with what they knew of her remarkable talents and decided character。 At this house； the T。's and the Brontes could look forward to meeting each other pretty frequently。 There was another English family where Charlotte soon became a welcome guest； and where； I suspect； she felt herself more at her ease than either at Mrs。 Jenkins'； or the friends whom I have first mentioned。
An English physician； with a large family of daughters； went to reside at Brussels； for the sake of their education。 He placed them at Madame Heger's school in July； 1842； not a month before the beginning of the GRANDES VACANCES on August 15th。 In order to make the most of their time； and become accustomed to the language； these English sisters went daily； through the holidays； to the pensionnat in the Rue d'Isabelle。 Six or eight boarders remained； besides the Miss Brontes。 They were there during the whole time； never even having the break to their monotonous life； which passing an occasional day with a friend would have afforded them； but devoting themselves with indefatigable diligence to the different studies in which they were engaged。 Their position in the school appeared； to these new comers； analogous to what is often called that of a parlour…boarder。 They prepared their French； drawing； German； and literature for their various masters； and to these occupations Emily added that of music； in which she was somewhat of a proficient； so much so as to be qualified to give instruction in it to the three younger sisters of my informant。
The school was divided into three classes。 In the first were from fifteen to twenty pupils； in the second； sixty was about the average numberall foreigners； excepting the two Brontes and one other； in the third； there were from twenty to thirty pupils。 The first and second classes occupied a long room； divided by a wooden partition； in each division were four long ranges of desks； and at the end was the ESTRADE； or platform； for the presiding instructor。 On the last row； in the quietest corner； sat Charlotte and Emily； side by side； so deeply absorbed in their studies as to be insensible to any noise or movement around them。 The school…hours were from nine to twelve （the luncheon hour）； when the boarders and half…boardersperhaps two…and…thirty girls… …went to the refectoire （a room with two long tables； having an oil…lamp suspended over each）； to partake of bread and fruit； the EXTERNES； or morning pupils； who had brought their own refreshment with them； adjourning to eat it in the garden。 From one to two； there was fancy…worka pupil reading aloud some light literature in each room； from two to four； lessons again。 At four； the externes left； and the remaining girls dined in the refectoire； M。 and Madame Heger presiding。 From five to six there was recreation； from six to seven； preparation for lessons； and； after that succeeded the LECTURE PIEUSECharlotte's nightmare。 On rare occasions； M。 Heger himself would come in； and substitute a book of a different and more interesting kind。 At eight； there was a slight meal of water and PISTOLETS （the delicious little Brussels rolls）； which was immediately followed by prayers； and then to bed。
The principal bedroom was over the long classe； or school…room。 There were six or eight narrow beds on each side of the apartment； every one enveloped in its white draping curtain； a long drawer； beneath each； served for a wardrobe； and between each was a stand for ewer； basin； and looking…glass。 The beds of the two Miss Brontes were at the extreme end of the room； almost as private and retired as if they had been in a separate apartment。
During the hours of recreation； which were always spent in the garden； they invariably walked together； and generally kept a profound silence； Emily； though so much the taller； leaning on her sister。 Charlotte would always answer when spoken to； taking the lead in replying to any remark addressed to both； Emily rarely spoke to any one。 Charlotte's quiet； gentle manner never changed。 She was never seen out of temper for a moment； and occasionally； when she herself had assumed the post of English teacher； and the impertinence or inattention of her pupils was most irritating； a slight increase of colour； a momentary sparkling of the eye； and more decided energy of manner； were the only outward tokens she gave of being conscious of the annoyance to which she was subjected。 But this dignified endurance of hers subdued her pupils； in the long run； far more than the voluble tirades of the other mistresses。 My informant adds：… 〃The effect of this manner was singular。 I can speak from personal experience。 I was at that time high…spirited and impetuous； not respecting the French mistresses； yet； to my own astonishment； at one word from her； I was perfectly tractable； so much so； that at length； M。 and Madame Heger invariably preferred all their wishes to me through her； the other pupils did not； perhaps； love her as I did； she was so quiet and silent； but all respected her。〃
With the exception of that part which describes Charlotte's manner as English teacheran office which she did not assume for some months laterall this description of the school life of the two Brontes refers to the commencement of the new scholastic year in October 1842； and the extracts I have given convey the first impression which the life at a foreign school； and the position of the two Miss Brontes therein； made upon an intelligent English girl of sixteen。 I will make a quotation from 〃Mary's〃 letter referring to this time。
〃The first part of her time at Brussels was not uninteresting。 She spoke of new people and characters； and foreign ways of the pupils and teachers。 She knew the hopes and prospects of the teachers； and mentioned one who was very anxious to marry； 'she was getting so old。' She used to get her father or brother （I forget which） to be the bearer of letters to different single men； who she thought might be persuaded to do her the favour； saying that her only resource was to become a sister of charity if her present employment failed and that she hated the idea。 Charlotte naturally looked with curiosity to people of her own condition。 This woman almost frightened her。 'She declares there is nothing she can turn to； and laughs at the idea of delicacy；and she is only ten years older than I am！' I did not see the connection till she said； 'Well； Polly； I should hate being a sister of charity； I suppose that would shock some people； but I should。' I thought she would have as much feeling as a nurse as most people； and more than some。 She said she did not know how people could bear the constant pressure of misery； and never to change except to a new form of it。 It would be impossible to keep one's natural feelings。 I promised her a better destiny than to go begging any one to marry her； or to lose her natural feelings as a sister of charity。 She said； 'My youth is leaving me； I can never do better than I have done； and I have done nothing yet。' At such times she seemed to think that most human beings were destined by the pressure of worldly interests to lose one faculty and feeling after another 'till t
