the life of charlotte bronte-1-第25章
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o the place； booths were erected for the sale of toys and gingerbread （a sort of 'Holy Fair'）； and the cottages； having had a little extra paint and white…washing； assumed quite a holiday look。
〃The village of Gomersall〃 （where Charlotte Bronte's friend 〃Mary〃 lived with her family）； 〃which was a much prettier place than Heckmondwike； contained a strange…looking cottage； built of rough unhewn stones； many of them projecting considerably； with uncouth heads and grinning faces carved upon them； and upon a stone above the door was cut； in large letters； 'SPITE HALL。' It was erected by a man in the village； opposite to the house of his enemy； who had just finished for himself a good house； commanding a beautiful view down the valley； which this hideous building quite shut out。〃
Fearlessbecause this people were quite familiar to all of them amidst such a population； lived and walked the gentle Miss W…'s eight or nine pupils。 She herself was born and bred among this rough； strong； fierce set； and knew the depth of goodness and loyalty that lay beneath their wild manners and insubordinate ways。 And the girls talked of the little world around them； as if it were the only world that was； and had their opinions and their parties； and their fierce discussions like their elderspossibly； their betters。 And among them； beloved and respected by all； laughed at occasionally by a few； but always to her facelived； for a year and a half； the plain； short…sighted； oddly…dressed； studious little girl they called Charlotte Bronte。
CHAPTER VII
Miss Bronte left Roe Head in 1832； having won the affectionate regard both of her teacher and her school…fellows； and having formed there the two fast friendships which lasted her whole life long； the one with 〃Mary；〃 who has not kept her letters； the other with 〃E。；〃 who has kindly entrusted me with a large portion of Miss Bronte's correspondence with her。 This she has been induced to do by her knowledge of the urgent desire on the part of Mr。 Bronte that the life of his daughter should be written； and in compliance with a request from her husband that I should be permitted to have the use of these letters； without which such a task could be but very imperfectly executed。 In order to shield this friend； however； from any blame or misconstruction； it is only right to state that； before granting me this privilege； she throughout most carefully and completely effaced the names of the persons and places which occurred in them； and also that such information as I have obtained from her bears reference solely to Miss Bronte and her sisters； and not to any other individuals whom I may find it necessary to allude to in connection with them。
In looking over the earlier portion of this correspondence； I am struck afresh by the absence of hope； which formed such a strong characteristic in Charlotte。 At an age when girls； in general； look forward to an eternal duration of such feelings as they or their friends entertain； and can therefore see no hindrance to the fulfilment of any engagements dependent on the future state of the affections； she is surprised that 〃E。〃 keeps her promise to write。 In after…life； I was painfully impressed with the fact； that Miss Bronte never dared to allow herself to look forward with hope； that she had no confidence in the future； and I thought； when I heard of the sorrowful years she had passed through； that it had been this pressure of grief which had crushed all buoyancy of expectation out of her。 But it appears from the letters； that it must have been； so to speak； constitutional； or； perhaps； the deep pang of losing her two elder sisters combined with a permanent state of bodily weakness in producing her hopelessness。 If her trust in God had been less strong； she would have given way to unbounded anxiety； at many a period of her life。 As it was； we shall see； she made a great and successful effort to leave 〃her times in His hands。〃
After her return home； she employed herself in teaching her sisters； over whom she had had superior advantages。 She writes thus； July 21st； 1832； of her course of life at the parsonage：…
〃An account of one day is an account of all。 In the morning； from nine o'clock till half…past twelve； I instruct my sisters； and draw； then we walk till dinner…time。 After dinner I sew till tea… time； and after tea I either write； read； or do a little fancy… work； or draw； as I please。 Thus； in one delightful； though somewhat monotonous course； my life is passed。 I have been only out twice to tea since I came home。 We are expecting company this afternoon； and on Tuesday next we shall have all the female teachers of the Sunday…school to tea。〃
I may here introduce a quotation from a letter which I have received from 〃Mary〃 since the publication of the previous editions of this memoir。
〃Soon after leaving school she admitted reading something of Cobbett's。 'She did not like him；' she said； 'but all was fish that came to her net。' At this time she wrote to me that reading and drawing were the only amusements she had； and that her supply of books was very small in proportion to her wants。 She never spoke of her aunt。 When I saw Miss Branwell she was a very precise person； and looked very odd； because her dress； &c。； was so utterly out of fashion。 She corrected one of us once for using the word 'spit' or 'spitting。' She made a great favourite of Branwell。 She made her nieces sew； with purpose or without； and as far as possible discouraged any other culture。 She used to keep the girls sewing charity clothing； and maintained to me that it was not for the good of the recipients； but of the sewers。 'It was proper for them to do it；' she said。 Charlotte never was 'in wild excitement' that I know of。 When in health she used to talk better； and indeed when in low spirits never spoke at all。 She needed her best spirits to say what was in her heart； for at other times she had not courage。 She never gave decided opinions at such times 。 。 。
〃Charlotte said she could get on with any one who had a bump at the top of their heads （meaning conscientiousness）。 I found that I seldom differed from her； except that she was far too tolerant of stupid people； if they had a grain of kindness in them。〃
It was about this time that Mr。 Bronte provided his children with a teacher in drawing； who turned out to be a man of considerable talent； but very little principle。 Although they never attained to anything like proficiency； they took great interest in acquiring this art； evidently； from an instinctive desire to express their powerful imaginations in visible forms。 Charlotte told me； that at this period of her life； drawing； and walking out with her sisters； formed the two great pleasures and relaxations of her day。
The three girls used to walk upwards toward the 〃purple…black〃 moors； the sweeping surface of which was broken by here and there a stone…quarry； and if they had strength and time to go far enough； they reached a waterfall； where the beck fell over some rocks into the 〃bottom。〃 They seldom went downwards through the village。 They were shy of meeting even familiar faces； and were scrupulous about entering the house of the very poorest uninvited。 They were steady teachers at the Sunday…School； a habit which Charlotte kept up very faithfully； even after she was left alone； but they never faced their kind voluntary； and always preferred the solitude and freedom of the moors。
In the September of this year； Charlotte went to pay her first visit to her friend 〃E。〃 It took her into the neighbourhood of Roe Head； and brought her into pleasant contact with many of her old school…fellows。 After this visit she and her friend seem to have agreed to correspond in French； for the sake of improvement in the language。 But this improvement could not be great； when it could only amount to a greater familiarity with dictionary words； and when there was no one to explain to them that a verbal translation of English idioms hardly constituted French composition； but the effort was laudable； and of itself shows how willing they both were to carry on the education which they had begun under Miss W…。 I will give an extract which； whatever ma
