the meditations-第6章
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ke order for the least； without any noise or clamour。 Moreover how all acclamations and flattery were repressed by him： how carefully he observed all things necessary to the government； and kept an account of the common expenses； and how patiently he did abide that he was reprehended by some for this his strict and rigid kind of dealing。 How he was neither a superstitious worshipper of the gods； nor an ambitious pleaser of men； or studious of popular applause； but sober in all things； and everywhere observant of that which was fitting； no affecter of novelties： in those things which conduced to his ease and convenience； （plenty whereof his fortune did afford him；） without pride and bragging； yet with all freedom and liberty： so that as he did freely enjoy them without any anxiety or affectation when they were present； so when absent； he found no want of them。 Moreover； that he was never commended by any man； as either a learned acute man； or an obsequious officious man； or a fine orator； but as a ripe mature man； a perfect sound man； one that could not endure to be flattered； able to govern both himself and others。 Moreover； how much he did honour all true philosophers； without upbraiding those that were not so； his sociableness； his gracious and delightful conversation； but never unto satiety； his care of his body within bounds and measure； not as one that desired to live long； or over…studious of neatness； and elegancy； and yet not as one that did not regard it： so that through his own care and providence； he seldom needed any inward physic； or outward applications： but especially how ingeniously he would yield to any that had obtained any peculiar faculty； as either eloquence； or the knowledge of the laws； or of ancient customs； or the like； and how he concurred with them； in his best care and endeavour that every one of them might in his kind； for that wherein he excelled； be regarded and esteemed： and although he did all things carefully after the ancient customs of his forefathers； yet even of this was he not desirous that men should take notice； that he did imitate ancient customs。 Again； how he was not easily moved and tossed up and down； but loved to be constant； both in the same places and businesses； and how after his great fits of headache he would return fresh and vigorous to his wonted affairs。 Again； that secrets he neither had many； nor often； and such only as concerned public matters： his discretion and moderation； in exhibiting of the public sights and shows for the pleasure and pastime of the people： in public buildings。 congiaries； and the like。 In all these things； having a respect unto men only as men； and to the equity of the things themselves； and not unto the glory that might follow。 Never wont to use the baths at unseasonable hours； no builder； never curious； or solicitous； either about his meat； or about the workmanship； or colour of his clothes； or about anything that belonged to external beauty。 In all his conversation； far from all inhumanity； all boldness； and incivility； all greediness and impetuosity； never doing anything with such earnestness； and intention； that a man could say of him； that he did sweat about it： but contrariwise； all things distinctly； as at leisure； without trouble； orderly； soundly； and agreeably。 A man might have applied that to him； which is recorded of Socrates； that he knew how to want； and to enjoy those things； in the want whereof； most men show themselves weak； and in the fruition； intemperate： but to hold out firm and constant； and to keep within the compass of true moderation and sobriety in either estate； is proper to a man； who hath a perfect and invincible soul； such as he showed himself in the sickness of Maximus。
XIV。 From the gods I received that I had good grandfathers； and parents； a good sister； good masters； good domestics； loving kinsmen； almost all that I have； and that I never through haste and rashness transgressed against any of them； notwithstanding that my disposition was such； as that such a thing （if occasion had been） might very well have been committed by me； but that It was the mercy of the gods； to prevent such a concurring of matters and occasions； as might make me to incur this blame。 That I was not long brought up by the concubine of my father； that I preserved the flower of my youth。 That I took not upon me to be a man before my time； but rather put it off longer than I needed。 That I lived under the government of my lord and father； who would take away from me all pride and vainglory； and reduce me to that conceit and opinion that it was not impossible for a prince to live in the court without a troop of guards and followers； extraordinary apparel； such and such torches and statues； and other like particulars of state and magnificence； but that a man may reduce and contract himself almost to the state of a private man； and yet for all that not to become the more base and remiss in those public matters and affairs； wherein power and authority is requisite。 That I have had such a brother； who by his own example might stir me up to think of myself； and by his respect and love； delight and please me。 That I have got ingenuous children； and that they were not born distorted； nor with any other natural deformity。 That I was no great proficient in the study of rhetoric and poetry； and of other faculties； which perchance I might have dwelt upon； if I had found myself to go on in them with success。 That I did by times prefer those； by whom I was brought up； to such places and dignities； which they seemed unto me most to desire； and that I did not put them off with hope and expectation； that （since that they were yet but young） I would do the same hereafter。 That I ever knew Apollonius and Rusticus； and Maximus。 That I have had occasion often and effectually to consider and meditate with myself； concerning that life which is according to nature； what the nature and manner of it is： so that as for the gods and such suggestions； helps and inspirations； as might be expected from them； nothing did hinder； but that I might have begun long before to live according to nature； or that even now that I was not yet partaker and in present possession of that life； that I myself （in that I did not observe those inward motions； and suggestions； yea and almost plain and apparent instructions and admonitions of the gods；） was the only cause of it。 That my body in such a life； hath been able to hold out so long。 That I never had to do with Benedicta and Theodotus； yea and afterwards when I fell into some fits of love； I was soon cured。 That having been often displeased with Rusticus； I never did him anything for which afterwards I had occasion to repent。 That it being so that my mother was to die young； yet she lived with me all her latter years。 That as often as I had a purpose to help and succour any that either were poor； or fallen into some present necessity； I never was answered by my officers that there was not ready money enough to do it； and that I myself never had occasion to require the like succour from any other。 That I have such a wife； so obedient； so loving； so ingenuous。 That I had choice of fit and able men； to whom I might commit the bringing up of my children。 That by dreams I have received help； as for other things； so in particular； how I might stay my casting of blood； and cure my dizziness； as that also that happened to thee in Cajeta； as unto Chryses when he prayed by the seashore。 And when I did first apply myself to philosophy； that I did not fall into the hands of some sophists； or spent my time either in reading the manifold volumes of ordinary philosophers； nor in practising myself in the solution of arguments and fallacies； nor dwelt upon the studies of the meteors； and other natural curiosities。 All these things without the assistance of the gods； and fortune； could not have been。
XV。 In the country of the Quadi at Granua； these。 Betimes in the morning say to thyself； This day I shalt have to do with an idle curious man； with an unthankful man； a railer； a crafty； false； or an envious man； an unsociable uncharitable man。 All these ill qualities have happened unto them； through ignorance of that which is truly good and
