the meditations-第33章
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XXXIX。 Sayest thou unto that rational part; Thou art dead; corruption hath taken hold on thee? Doth it then also void excrements? Doth it like either oxen; or sheep; graze or feed; that it also should be mortal; as well as the body?
XL。 Either the Gods can do nothing for us at all; or they can still and allay all the distractions and distempers of thy mind。 If they can do nothing; why doest thou pray? If they can; why wouldst not thou rather pray; that they will grant unto thee; that thou mayst neither fear; nor lust after any of those worldly things which cause these distractions and distempers of it? Why not rather; that thou mayst not at either their absence or presence; be grieved and discontented: than either that thou mayst obtain them; or that thou mayst avoid them? For certainly it must needs be; that if the Gods can help us in anything; they may in this kind also。 But thou wilt say perchance; 'In those things the Gods have given me my liberty: and it is in mine own power to do what I will。' But if thou mayst use this liberty; rather to set thy mind at true liberty; than wilfully with baseness and servility of mind to affect those things; which either to compass or to avoid is not in thy power; wert not thou better? And as for the Gods; who hath told thee; that they may not help us up even in those things that they have put in our own power? whether it be so or no; thou shalt soon perceive; if thou wilt but try thyself and pray。 One prayeth that he may compass his desire; to lie with such or such a one; pray thou that thou mayst not lust to lie with her。 Another how he may be rid of such a one; pray thou that thou mayst so patiently bear with him; as that thou have no such need to be rid of him。 Another; that he may not lose his child。 Pray thou that thou mayst not fear to lose him。 To this end and purpose; let all thy prayer be; and see what will be the event。
XLI。 'In my sickness' (saith Epicurus of himself:) 'my discourses were not concerning the nature of my disease; neither was that; to them that came to visit me; the subject of my talk; but in the consideration and contemplation of that; which was of especial weight and moment; was all my time bestowed and spent; and among others in this very thing; how my mind; by a natural and unavoidable sympathy partaking in some sort with the present indisposition of my body; might nevertheless keep herself free from trouble; and in present possession of her own proper happiness。 Neither did I leave the ordering of my body to the physicians altogether to do with me what they would; as though I expected any great matter from them; or as though I thought it a matter of such great consequence; by their means to recover my health: for my present estate; methought; liked me very well; and gave me good content。' Whether therefore in sickness (if thou chance to sicken) or in what other kind of extremity soever; endeavour thou also to be in thy mind so affected; as he doth report of himself: not to depart from thy philosophy for anything that can befall thee; nor to give ear to the discourses of silly people; and mere naturalists。 XLII。 It is common to all trades and professions to mind and intend that only; which now they are about; and the instrument whereby they work。
XLIII。 When at any time thou art offended with any one's impudency; put presently this question to thyself: 'What? Is it then possible; that there should not be any impudent men in the world! Certainly it is not possible。' Desire not then that which is impossible。 For this one; (thou must think) whosoever he be; is one of those impudent ones; that the world cannot be without。 So of the subtile and crafty; so of the perfidious; so of every one that offendeth; must thou ever be ready to reason with thyself。 For whilst in general thou dost thus reason with thyself; that the kind of them must needs be in the world; thou wilt be the better able to use meekness towards every particular。 This also thou shalt find of very good use; upon every such occasion; presently to consider with thyself; what proper virtue nature hath furnished man with; against such a vice; or to encounter with a disposition vicious in this kind。 As for example; against the unthankful; it hath given goodness and meekness; as an antidote; and so against another vicious in another kind some other peculiar faculty。 And generally; is it not in thy power to instruct him better; that is in an error? For whosoever sinneth; doth in that decline from his purposed end; and is certainly deceived; And again; what art thou the worse for his sin? For thou shalt not find that any one of these; against whom thou art incensed; hath in very deed done anything whereby thy mind (the only true subject of thy hurt and evil) can be made worse than it was。 And what a matter of either grief or wonder is this; if he that is unlearned; do the deeds of one that is unlearned? Should not thou rather blame thyself; who; when upon very good grounds of reason; thou mightst have thought it very probable; that such a thing would by such a one be committed; didst not only not foresee it; but moreover dost wonder at it; that such a thing should be。 But then especially; when thou dost find fault with either an unthankful; or a false man; must thou reflect upon thyself。 For without all question; thou thyself art much in fault; if either of one that were of such a disposition; thou didst expect that he should be true unto thee: or when unto any thou didst a good turn; thou didst not there bound thy thoughts; as one that had obtained his end; nor didst not think that from the action itself thou hadst received a full reward of the good that thou hadst done。 For what wouldst thou have more? Unto him that is a man; thou hast done a good turn: doth not that suffice thee? What thy nature required; that hast thou done。 Must thou be rewarded for it? As if either the eye for that it seeth; or the feet that they go; should require satisfaction。 For as these being by nature appointed for such an use; can challenge no more; than that they may work according to their natural constitution: so man being born to do good unto others whensoever he doth a real good unto any by helping them out of error; or though but in middle things; as in matter of wealth; life; preferment; and the like; doth help to further their desires he doth that for which he was made; and therefore can require no more。
THE TENTH BOOK
I。 O my soul; the time I trust will be; when thou shalt be good; simple; single; more open and visible; than that body by which it is enclosed。 Thou wilt one day be sensible of their happincss; whose end is love; and their affections dead to all worldly things。 Thou shalt one day be full; and in want of no external thing: not seeking pleasure from anything; either living or insensible; that this world can afford; neither wanting time for the continuation of thy pleasure; nor place and opportunity; nor the favour either of the weather or of men。 When thou shalt have content in thy present estate; and all things present shall add to thy content: when thou shalt persuade thyself; that thou hast all things; all for thy good; and all by the providence of the Gods: and of things future also shalt be as confident; that all will do well; as tending to the maintenance and preservation in some sort; of his perfect welfare and happiness; who is perfection of life; of goodness; and beauty; who begets all things; and containeth all things in himself; and in himself doth recollect all things from all places that are dissolved; that of them he may beget others again like unto them。 Such one day shall be thy disposition; that thou shalt be able; both in regard of the Gods; and in regard of men; so to fit and order thy conversation; as neither to complain of them at any time; for anything that they do; nor to do anything thyself; for which thou mayest justly be condemned。
II。 As one who is altogether governed by nature; let it be thy care to observe what it is that thy nature in general doth require。 That done; if thou find not that thy nature; as thou art a living sensible creature; will be the worse for it; thou mayest proceed。 Next then thou must examine; what thy nature