the meditations-第29章
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so will be mortal men。 But to consider the thing in itself； if so many with so many voices； shall make such and such a sound； or shall have such and such an opinion concerning thee； what is it to thee？
XLIII。 Take me and throw me where thou wilt： I am indifferent。 For there also I shall have that spirit which is within me propitious； that is well pleased and fully contented both in that constant disposition； and with those particular actions； which to its own proper constitution are suitable and agreeable。
XLIV。 Is this then a thing of that worth； that for it my soul should suffer； and become worse than it was？ as either basely dejected； or disordinately affected； or confounded within itself； or terrified？ What can there be； that thou shouldest so much esteem？
XLV。 Nothing can happen unto thee； which is not incidental unto thee； as thou art a man。 As nothing can happen either to an ox； a vine； or to a stone； which is not incidental unto them； unto every one in his own kind。 If therefore nothing can happen unto anything； which is not both usual and natural； why art thou displeased？ Sure the common nature of all would not bring anything upon any； that were intolerable。 If therefore it be a thing external that causes thy grief； know； that it is not that properly that doth cause it； but thine own conceit and opinion concerning the thing： which thou mayest rid thyself of； when thou wilt。 But if it be somewhat that is amiss in thine own disposition； that doth grieve thee； mayest thou not rectify thy moral tenets and opinions。 But if it grieve thee； that thou doest not perform that which seemeth unto thee right and just； why doest not thou choose rather to perform it than to grieve？ But somewhat that is stronger than thyself doth hinder thee。 Let it not grieve thee then； if it be not thy fault that the thing is not performed。 'Yea but it is a thing of that nature； as that thy life is not worth the while； except it may be performed。' If it be so； upon condition that thou be kindly and lovingly disposed towards all men； thou mayest be gone。 For even then； as much as at any time； art thou in a very good estate of performance； when thou doest die in charity with those； that are an obstacle unto thy performance。 XLVI。 Remember that thy mind is of that nature as that it becometh altogether unconquerable； when once recollected in herself； she seeks no other content than this； that she cannot be forced： yea though it so fall out； that it be even against reason itself； that it cloth bandy。 How much less when by the help of reason she is able to judge of things with discretion？ And therefore let thy chief fort and place of defence be； a mind free from passions。 A stronger place； （whereunto to make his refuge； and so to bccome impregnable） and better fortified than this； bath no man。 He that seeth not this is unlearned。 He that seeth it； and betaketh not himself to this place of refuge； is unhappy。 XLVII。 Keep thyself to the first bare and naked apprehensions of things； as they present themselves unto thee； and add not unto them。 It is reported unto thee； that such a one speaketh ill of thee。 Well； that he speaketh ill of thee； so much is reported。 But that thou art hurt thereby； is not reported： that is the addition of opinion； which thou must exclude。 I see that my child is sick。 That he is sick； I see； but that he is in danger of his life also； I see it not。 Thus thou must use to keep thyself to the first motions and apprehensions of things； as they present themselves outwardly； and add not unto them from within thyself through mere conceit and opinion。 Or rather add unto them： hut as one that understandeth the true nature of all things that happen in the world。
XLVIII。 Is the cucumber bitter？ set it away。
Brambles are in the way？ avoid them。 Let this suffice。 Add not presently speaking unto thyself； What serve these things for in the world？ For； this； one that is acquainted with the mysteries of nature； will laugh at thee for it； as a carpenter would or a shoemaker； if meeting in either of their shops with some shavings； or small remnants of their work； thou shouldest blame them for it。 And yet those men； it is not for want of a place where to throw them that they keep them in their shops for a while： but the nature of the universe hath no such out…place； but herein doth consist the wonder of her art and skill； that she having once circumscribed herself within some certain bounds and limits； whatsoever is within her that seems either corrupted； or old； or unprofitable； she can change it into herself； and of these very things can make new things； so that she needeth not to seek elsewhere out of herself either for a new supply of matter and substance； or for a place where to throw out whatsoever is irrecoverably putrid and corrupt。 Thus she； as for place； so for matter and art； is herself sufficient unto herself。 XLIX。 Not to be slack and negligent； or loose； and wanton in thy actions； nor contentious； and troublesome in thy conversation； nor to rove and wander in thy fancies and imaginations。 Not basely to contract thy soul； nor boisterously to sally out with it； or furiously to launch out as it were； nor ever to want employment。
L。 'They kill me； they cut… my flesh； they persecute my person with curses。' What then？ May not thy mind for all this continue pure； prudent； temperate； just？ As a fountain of sweet and clear water； though she be cursed by some stander by； yet do her springs nevertheless still run as sweet and clear as before； yea though either dirt or dung be thrown in； yet is it no sooner thrown； than dispersed； and she cleared。 She cannot be dyed or infected by it。 What then must I do； that I may have within myself an overflowing fountain； and not a well？ Beget thyself by continual pains and endeavours to true liberty with charity； and true simplicity and modesty。
LI。 He that knoweth not what the world is； knoweth not where he himself is。 And he that knoweth not what the world was made for； cannot possibly know either what are the qualities； or what is the nature of the world。 Now he that in either of these is to seek； for what he himself was made is ignorant also。 What then dost thou think of that man； who proposeth unto himself； as a matter of great moment； the noise and applause of men； who both where they are； and what they are themselves； are altogether ignorant？ Dost thou desire to be commended of that man； who thrice in one hour perchance； doth himself curse himself？ Dost thou desire to please him； who pleaseth not himself？ or dost thou think that he pleaseth himself； who doth use to repent himself almost of everything that he doth？
LII。 Not only now henceforth to have a common。
breath； or to hold correspondency of breath； with that air； that compasseth us about； but to have a common mind； or to hold correspondency of mind also with that rational substance； which compasseth all things。 For； that also is of itself； and of its own nature （if a man can but draw it in as he should） everywhere diffused； and passeth through all things； no less than the air doth； if a man can but suck it in。
LIII。 Wickedness in general doth not hurt the world。 Particular wickedness doth not hurt any other： only unto him it is hurtful； whosoever he be that offends； unto whom in great favour and mercy it is granted； that whensoever he himself shall but first desire it； he may be presently delivered of it。 Unto my free…will my neighbour's free…will； whoever he be； （as his life； or his bode）； is altogether indifferent。 For though we are all made one for another； yet have our minds and understandings each of them their own proper and limited jurisdiction。 For else another man's wickedness might be my evil which God would not have； that it might not be in another man's power to make me unhappy： which nothing now can do but mine own wickedness。
LIV。 The sun seemeth to be shed abroad。 And indeed it is diffused but not effused。 For that diffusion of it is a ＇…r~Jo…tc＇ or an extension。 For therefore are the beams of it called ＇~i…~m'~＇ from the word ＇~KTEIVEO…Oa；；＇ to be stretched out and extended。 Now what a sunbeam is； thou mayest know if thou observe the light of the sun； when through
