volume02-第14章
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continued for several Weeks uninterrupted； and 'tis now； Lorenzo； that I must implore your indulgence。 Reflect upon our situation； our youth； our long attachment： Weigh all the circumstances which attended our assignations； and you will confess the temptation to have been irresistible； you will even pardon me when I acknowledge； that in an unguarded moment； the honour of Agnes was sacrificed to my passion。'
（Lorenzo's eyes sparkled with fury： A deep crimson spread itself over his face。 He started from his seat； and attempted to draw his sword。 The Marquis was aware of his movement； and caught his hand： He pressed it affectionately。
'My Friend！ My Brother！ Hear me to the conclusion！ Till then restrain your passion； and be at least convinced； that if what I have related is criminal； the blame must fall upon me； and not upon your Sister。'
Lorenzo suffered himself to be prevailed upon by Don Raymond's entreaties。 He resumed his place； and listened to the rest of the narrative with a gloomy and impatient countenance。 The Marquis thus continued。）
'Scarcely was the first burst of passion past when Agnes； recovering herself； started from my arms with horror。 She called me infamous Seducer； loaded me with the bitterest reproaches； and beat her bosom in all the wildness of delirium。 Ashamed of my imprudence； I with difficulty found words to excuse myself。 I endeavoured to console her； I threw myself at her feet； and entreated her forgiveness。 She forced her hand from me； which I had taken； and would have prest to my lips。
'Touch me not！' She cried with a violence which terrified me； 'Monster of perfidy and ingratitude； how have I been deceived in you！ I looked upon you as my Friend； my Protector： I trusted myself in your hands with confidence； and relying upon your honour； thought that mine ran no risque。 And 'tis by you； whom I adored； that I am covered with infamy！ 'Tis by you that I have been seduced into breaking my vows to God； that I am reduced to a level with the basest of my sex！ Shame upon you； Villain； you shall never see me more！'
She started from the Bank on which She was seated。 I endeavoured to detain her； But She disengaged herself from me with violence； and took refuge in the Convent。
I retired； filled with confusion and inquietude。 The next morning I failed not as usual to appear in the Garden； but Agnes was no where to be seen。 At night I waited for her at the place where we generally met； I found no better success。 Several days and nights passed away in the same manner。 At length I saw my offended Mistress cross the walk on whose borders I was working： She was accompanied by the same young Pensioner； on whose arm She seemed from weakness obliged to support herself。 She looked upon me for a moment； but instantly turned her head away。 I waited her return； But She passed on to the Convent without paying any attention to me； or the penitent looks with which I implored her forgiveness。
As soon as the Nuns were retired； the old Gardener joined me with a sorrowful air。
'Segnor；' said He； 'it grieves me to say； that I can be no longer of use to you。 The Lady whom you used to meet has just assured me that if I admitted you again into the Garden； She would discover the whole business to the Lady Prioress。 She bade me tell you also； that your presence was an insult； and that if you still possess the least respect for her； you will never attempt to see her more。 Excuse me then for informing you that I can favour your disguise no longer。 Should the Prioress be acquainted with my conduct； She might not be contented with dismissing me her service： Out of revenge She might accuse me of having profaned the Convent； and cause me to be thrown into the Prisons of the Inquisition。'
Fruitless were my attempts to conquer his resolution。 He denied me all future entrance into the Garden； and Agnes persevered in neither letting me see or hear from her。 In about a fortnight after； a violent illness which had seized my Father obliged me to set out for Andalusia。 I hastened thither； and as I imagined； found the Marquis at the point of death。 Though on its first appearance his complaint was declared mortal； He lingered out several Months； during which my attendance upon him during his malady； and the occupation of settling his affairs after his decease； permitted not my quitting Andalusia。 Within these four days I returned to Madrid； and on arriving at my Hotel； I there found this letter waiting for me。
（Here the Marquis unlocked the drawer of a Cabinet： He took out a folded paper； which He presented to his Auditor。 Lorenzo opened it； and recognised his Sister's hand。 The Contents were as follows。
Into what an abyss of misery have you plunged me！ Raymond； you force me to become as criminal as yourself。 I had resolved never to see you more； if possible； to forget you； If not； only to remember you with hate。 A Being for whom I already feel a Mother's tenderness； solicits me to pardon my Seducer； and apply to his love for the means of preservation。 Raymond； your child lives in my bosom。 I tremble at the vengeance of the Prioress； I tremble much for myself； yet more for the innocent Creature whose existence depends upon mine。 Both of us are lost； should my situation be discovered。 Advise me then what steps to take； but seek not to see me。 The Gardener； who undertakes to deliver this； is dismissed； and we have nothing to hope from that quarter： The Man engaged in his place is of incorruptible fidelity。 The best means of conveying to me your answer； is by concealing it under the great Statue of St。 Francis； which stands in the Capuchin Cathedral。 Thither I go every Thursday to confession； and shall easily have an opportunity of securing your letter。 I hear that you are now absent from Madrid； Need I entreat you to write the very moment of your return？ I will not think it。 Ah！ Raymond！ Mine is a cruel situation！ Deceived by my nearest Relations； compelled to embrace a profession the duties of which I am ill…calculated to perform； conscious of the sanctity of those duties； and seduced into violating them by One whom I least suspected of perfidy； I am now obliged by circumstances to chuse between death and perjury。 Woman's timidity； and maternal affection； permit me not to balance in the choice。 I feel all the guilt into which I plunge myself； when I yield to the plan which you before proposed to me。 My poor Father's death which has taken place since we met； has removed one obstacle。 He sleeps in his grave； and I no longer dread his anger。 But from the anger of God； Oh！ Raymond！ who shall shield me？ Who can protect me against my conscience； against myself？ I dare not dwell upon these thoughts； They will drive me mad。 I have taken my resolution： Procure a dispensation from my vows； I am ready to fly with you。 Write to me； my Husband！ Tell me； that absence has not abated your love； tell me that you will rescue from death your unborn Child； and its unhappy Mother。 I live in all the agonies of terror： Every eye which is fixed upon me seems to read my secret and my shame。 And you are the cause of those agonies！ Oh！ When my heart first loved you； how little did it suspect you of making it feel such pangs！ Agnes。
Having perused the letter； Lorenzo restored it in silence。 The Marquis replaced it in the Cabinet； and then proceeded。）
'Excessive was my joy at reading this intelligence so earnestly…desired； so little expected。 My plan was soon arranged。 When Don Gaston discovered to me his Daughter's retreat； I entertained no doubt of her readiness to quit the Convent： I had； therefore； entrusted the Cardinal…Duke of Lerma with the whole affair； who immediately busied himself in obtaining the necessary Bull。 Fortunately I had afterwards neglected to stop his proceedings。 Not long since I received a letter from him； stating that He expected daily to receive the order from the Court of Rome。 Upon this I would willingly have relyed： But the Cardinal wrote me word； that I must find some means of conveying Agnes out of the Convent； unknown to the Prioress。 He doubted not but this Latter would be much incensed b
