the golden fleece-第15章
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〃I don't ask to know your secret： I think you had better say no more。〃
Freeman shook his head。 〃I must speak；〃 said he。 〃I don't care what becomes of me； so long as I stand right in your opinion；your father's and yours。 I am here to find out whether this desert can be flooded；irrigated；whether it's possible； by any means； to bring water upon it。 If my report is favorable； the company will purchase hundreds； or thousands； of square miles； and； incidentally； my own fortune will be made。〃
〃Why； that's the very thing〃 She stopped。
〃The very thing your father had thought of！ Yes； so I imagined； though he has not told me so in so many words。 So I'm in the position of surreptitiously taking away the prospective fortune of a man whom I respect and honor； and who treats me as a friend。〃
Miriam walked on some steps in silence。 〃It is no fault of yours；〃 she said at last。 〃You owe us nothing。 You must carry out your orders。〃
〃Yes； but what is to prevent your father from thinking that I stole his idea and then used it against him？〃
〃You can tell him the truth： he could not complain； and why should you care if he did？ I know that men separate business fromfrom other things。〃
They had now come to the little enclosed space where the fountain basin was； and by tacit consent they seated themselves upon it。 Miriam gave an exclamation of surprise。 〃The water is gone！〃 she said。 〃How strange！〃
〃Perhaps it has gone to meet us at our rendezvous in the desert。No： if I tell your father； I should be unfaithful to my employers。 But there's another alternative： I can resign my appointment； and let my place be taken by another。〃
〃And give up your chance of a fortune？ You mustn't do that。〃
〃What is it to you what becomes of me？〃
〃I wish nothing but good to come to you；〃 said she； in a low voice。
〃I have never wanted to have a fortune until now。 And I must tell you the reason of that； too。 A man without a fortune does very well by himself。 He can knock about； and live from hand to mouth。 But when he wants to live for somebody else；even if he has only a very faint hope of getting the opportunity of doing it；then he must have some settled means of livelihood to justify him。 So I say I am in a difficult position。 For if I give this up； I must go away； and if I go away； I must give up even the little hope I have。〃
〃Don't go away；〃 said Miriam； after a pause。
〃Do you know what you are saying？〃 He hesitated a moment； looking at her as she looked down at the empty basin。 〃My hope was that you might love me； for I love you； to be my wife。〃
The color slowly rose in Miriam's face： at length she hid it in her hands。 〃Oh； what is it？〃 she said； almost in a whisper。 〃I have known you only three days。 But it seems as if I must have known you before。 There is something in me that is not like myself。 But it is the deepest thing in me； and it loves you： yes； I love you！〃
Her hands left her face； and there was a light in her eyes which made Freeman； in the midst of his rejoicing； feel humble and unworthy。 He felt himself in contact with something pure and sacred。 At the same moment； the recollection recurred to him of the figure he had seen the night before； with the features of Miriam。 Was it she indeed？ Was this she？ To doubt the identity of the individual is to lose one's footing on the solid earth。 For the first time it occurred to him that this doubt might affect Miriam herself。 Was she obscurely conscious of two states of being in herself； and did she therefore fear to trust her own impulses？ But； again； love is the master…passion； its fire fuses all things； and gives them unity。 Would not this love that they confessed for each other burn away all that was abnormal and enigmatic； and leave only the unerring human heart； that knows its own and takes it？ These reflections passed through Freeman's mind in an instant of time。 But he was no metaphysician； and he obeyed the sane and wholesome instinct which has ever been man's surest and safest guide through the mysteries and bewilderments of existence。 He took the beautiful woman in his arms and kissed her。
〃This is real and right； if anything is；〃 said he。 〃If there are ghosts about； you and I； at any rate； are flesh and blood； and where we belong。 As to the irrigation scrape； there must be some way out of it： if not； no matter！ You and I love each other； and the world begins from this moment！〃
〃My father must know to…morrow；〃 said Miriam。
〃No doubt we shall all know more to… morrow than we do to…day；〃 returned her lover； not knowing how abundantly his prophecy would be fulfilled： he was over… flowing with the fearless and enormous joy of a young man who has attained at one bound the summit of his desire。 〃There！ they are calling for me。 Good…by； my darling。 Be yourself； and think of nothing but me。〃
A short ride brought the little cavalcade to the borders of the desert。 Here； by common consent； a halt was made； to draw breath； as it were； before taking the final plunge into the fiery furnace。
〃Before we go farther；〃 said General Trednoke； approaching Freeman； as he was tightening his girths； 〃I must tell you what is the object of this expedition。〃
〃It is not necessary； general；〃 replied the young man； straightening himself and looking the other in the face； 〃for from this point our paths lie apart。〃
〃Why so？〃 demanded the general； in surprise。
〃What's that？〃 exclaimed Meschines； coming up； and adjusting his spectacles。
〃I'm not at liberty； at present； to explain；〃 Freeman answered。 〃All I can say is that I don't feel justified in assisting you in your affair； and I am not able to confide my own to you。 I wish you to put the least uncharitable construction you can on my conduct。 To…morrow； if we all live； I may say more； now； the most I can tell you is that I am not entirely a free agent。 MeantimeHasta luego。〃
Against this unexpected resolve the general cordially protested and the professor scoffed and contended； but Freeman stayed firm。 He had with him provisions enough to last him three days； and a supply of water； and in a small case he carried a compact assortment of instruments for scientific observation。 〃Take your departure in whatever direction you like；〃 said he； 〃and I will take mine at an angle of not less than fifteen degrees from it。 If I am not back in three days； you may conclude something has happened。〃
It was certainly very hot。 Freeman had been accustomed to torrid suns in the Isthmus； but this was a sun indefinitely multiplied by reflections from the dusty surface underfoot。 Nor was it the fine； ethereal fire of the Sahara： the atmosphere was dead and heavy； for the rider was already far below the level of the Pacific； whose cool blue waves rolled and rippled many leagues to the westward； as； aeons ago； they had rolled and rippled here。 There was not a breath of air。 Freeman could hear his heart beat； and the veins in his temples and wrists throbbed。 The sweat rose on the surface of his body； but without cooling it。 The pony which he bestrode； a bony and sinewy beast of the toughest description； trod onwards doggedly； but with little animation。 Freeman had no desire to push him。 Were the little animal to overdo itself； nothing in the future could be more certain than that his master would never see the Trednoke ranch again。 It seemed unusually hot； even for that region。
There was little in the way of outward incident to relieve the monotony of the journey。 Now and then a short； thick rattlesnake； with horns on its ugly head； wriggled out of his path。 Now and then his horse's hoof almost trod upon a hideous； flat lizard； also horned。 Here and there the uncouth projections of a cactus pushed upwards out of the dust； some of these the mustang nibbled at； for the sake of their juice。 Freeman wondered where the juice came from。 The floor of the desert seemed for the most part level； though there was a gradual dip towards the east and northeast； and occasionally mounds and ridges of wind…swept dust； sometimes upwards of fifty feet in height； broke the uniformity。 The soil was largely composed of powdered feldspar； but there were also tracts of gravel shingle； of
