lay morals-第7章
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er a tale of betrayals and regrets; for the man now lives as a whole; his consciousness now moves on uninterrupted like a river; through all the extremes and ups and downs of passion; he remains approvingly conscious of himself。
Now to me; this seems a type of that rightness which the soul demands。 It demands that we shall not live alternately with our opposing tendencies in continual see…saw of passion and disgust; but seek some path on which the tendencies shall no longer oppose; but serve each other to a common end。 It demands that we shall not pursue broken ends; but great and comprehensive purposes; in which soul and body may unite like notes in a harmonious chord。 That were indeed a way of peace and pleasure; that were indeed a heaven upon earth。 It does not demand; however; or; to speak in measure; it does not demand of me; that I should starve my appetites for no purpose under heaven but as a purpose in itself; or; in a weak despair; pluck out the eye that I have not yet learned to guide and enjoy with wisdom。 The soul demands unity of purpose; not the dismemberment of man; it seeks to roll up all his strength and sweetness; all his passion and wisdom; into one; and make of him a perfect man exulting in perfection。 To conclude ascetically is to give up; and not to solve; the problem。 The ascetic and the creeping hog; although they are at different poles; have equally failed in life。 The one has sacrificed his crew; the other brings back his seamen in a cock…boat; and has lost the ship。 I believe there are not many sea…captains who would plume themselves on either result as a success。
But if it is righteousness thus to fuse together our divisive impulses and march with one mind through life; there is plainly one thing more unrighteous than all others; and one declension which is irretrievable and draws on the rest。 And this is to lose consciousness of oneself。 In the best of times; it is but by flashes; when our whole nature is clear; strong and conscious; and events conspire to leave us free; that we enjoy communion with our soul。 At the worst; we are so fallen and passive that we may say shortly we have none。 An arctic torpor seizes upon men。 Although built of nerves; and set adrift in a stimulating world; they develop a tendency to go bodily to sleep; consciousness becomes engrossed among the reflex and mechanical parts of life; and soon loses both the will and power to look higher considerations in the face。 This is ruin; this is the last failure in life; this is temporal damnation; damnation on the spot and without the form of judgment。 'What shall it profit a man if he gain the whole world and LOSE HIMSELF?'
It is to keep a man awake; to keep him alive to his own soul and its fixed design of righteousness; that the better part of moral and religious education is directed; not only that of words and doctors; but the sharp ferule of calamity under which we are all God's scholars till we die。 If; as teachers; we are to say anything to the purpose; we must say what will remind the pupil of his soul; we must speak that soul's dialect; we must talk of life and conduct as his soul would have him think of them。 If; from some conformity between us and the pupil; or perhaps among all men; we do in truth speak in such a dialect and express such views; beyond question we shall touch in him a spring; beyond question he will recognise the dialect as one that he himself has spoken in his better hours; beyond question he will cry; 'I had forgotten; but now I remember; I too have eyes; and I had forgot to use them! I too have a soul of my own; arrogantly upright; and to that I will listen and conform。' In short; say to him anything that he has once thought; or been upon the point of thinking; or show him any view of life that he has once clearly seen; or been upon the point of clearly seeing; and you have done your part and may leave him to complete the education for himself。
Now; the view taught at the present time seems to me to want greatness; and the dialect in which alone it can be intelligibly uttered is not the dialect of my soul。 It is a sort of postponement of life; nothing quite is; but something different is to be; we are to keep our eyes upon the indirect from the cradle to the grave。 We are to regulate our conduct not by desire; but by a politic eye upon the future; and to value acts as they will bring us money or good opinion; as they will bring us; in one word; PROFIT。 We must be what is called respectable; and offend no one by our carriage; it will not do to make oneself conspicuous … who knows? even in virtue? says the Christian parent! And we must be what is called prudent and make money; not only because it is pleasant to have money; but because that also is a part of respectability; and we cannot hope to be received in society without decent possessions。 Received in society! as if that were the kingdom of heaven! There is dear Mr。 So…and…so; … look at him! … so much respected … so much looked up to … quite the Christian merchant! And we must cut our conduct as strictly as possible after the pattern of Mr。 So…and…so; and lay our whole lives to make money and be strictly decent。 Besides these holy injunctions; which form by far the greater part of a youth's training in our Christian homes; there are at least two other doctrines。 We are to live just now as well as we can; but scrape at last into heaven; where we shall be good。 We are to worry through the week in a lay; disreputable way; but; to make matters square; live a different life on Sunday。
The train of thought we have been following gives us a key to all these positions; without stepping aside to justify them on their own ground。 It is because we have been disgusted fifty times with physical squalls; and fifty times torn between conflicting impulses; that we teach people this indirect and tactical procedure in life; and to judge by remote consequences instead of the immediate face of things。 The very desire to act as our own souls would have us; coupled with a pathetic disbelief in ourselves; moves us to follow the example of others; perhaps; who knows? they may be on the right track; and the more our patterns are in number; the better seems the chance; until; if we be acting in concert with a whole civilised nation; there are surely a majority of chances that we must be acting right。 And again; how true it is that we can never behave as we wish in this tormented sphere; and can only aspire to different and more favourable circumstances; in order to stand out and be ourselves wholly and rightly! And yet once more; if in the hurry and pressure of affairs and passions you tend to nod and become drowsy; here are twenty…four hours of Sunday set apart for you to hold counsel with your soul and look around you on the possibilities of life。
This is not; of course; all that is to be; or even should be; said for these doctrines。 Only; in the course of this chapter; the reader and I have agreed upon a few catchwords; and been looking at morals on a certain system; it was a pity to lose an opportunity of testing the catchwords; and seeing whether; by this system as well as by others; current doctrines could show any probable justification。 If the doctrines had come too badly out of the trial; it would have condemned the system。 Our sight of the world is very narrow; the mind but a pedestrian instrument; there's nothing new under the sun; as Solomon says; except the man himself; and though that changes the aspect of everything else; yet he must see the same things as other people; only from a different side。
And now; having admitted so much; let us turn to criticism。
If you teach a man to keep his eyes upon what others think of him; unthinkingly to lead the life and hold the principles of the majority of his contemporaries; you must discredit in his eyes the one authoritative voice of his own soul。 He may be a docile citizen; he will never be a man。 It is ours; on the other hand; to disregard this babble and chattering of other men better and worse than we are; and to walk straight be