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he　was；　I　had　no　habitation。　　He　told　me　I　should　go　home　

with　him；　and　live　with　him；　if　I　pleased；　as　long　as　I　lived；　

that　as　to　his　father；　he　knew　nobody；　and　would　never　so　

much　as　guess　at　me。　　I　considered　of　that　a　little；　and　told　

him；　that　though　it　was　really　no　concern　to　me　to　live　at　a　

distance　from　him；　yet　I　could　not　say　it　would　be　the　most　

comfortable　thing　in　the　world　to　me　to　live　in　the　house　with　

him；　and　to　have　that　unhappy　object　always　before　me；　which　

had　been　such　a　blow　to　my　peace　before；　that　though　I　should　

be　glad　to　have　his　company　（my　son）；　or　to　be　as　near　him　as　

possible　while　I　stayed；　yet　I　could　not　think　of　being　in　the　

house　where　I　should　be　also　under　constant　restraint　for　fear　

of　betraying　myself　in　my　discourse；　nor　should　I　be　able　to　

refrain　some　expressions　in　my　conversing　with　him　as　my　

son；　that　might　discover　the　whole　affair；　which　would　by　no　

means　be　convenient。



He　acknowledged　that　I　was　right　in　all　this。　　'But　then；　dear　

mother；'　says　he；　'you　shall　be　as　near　me　as　you　can。'　　So　he　

took　me　with　him　on　horseback　to　a　plantation　next　to　his　own；　

and　where　I　was　as　well　entertained　as　I　could　have　been　in　his　

own。　　Having　left　me　there　he　went　away　home；　telling　me　we　

would　talk　of　the　main　business　the　next　day；　and　having　first　

called　me　his　aunt；　and　given　a　charge　to　the　people；　who　it　

seems　were　his　tenants；　to　treat　me　with　all　possible　respect。　　

About　two　hours　after　he　was　gone；　he　sent　me　a　maid…servant　

and　a　Negro　boy　to　wait　on　me；　and　provisions　ready　dressed　

for　my　supper；　and　thus　I　was　as　if　I　had　been　in　a　new　world；　

and　began　secretly　now　to　wish　that　I　had　not　brought　my　

Lancashire　husband　from　England　at　all。　



However；　that　wish　was　not　hearty　neither；　for　I　lived　my　

Lancashire　husband　entirely；　as　indeed　I　had　ever　done　from　

the　beginning；　and　he　merited　from　me　as　much　as　it　was　

possible　for　a　man　to　do；　but　that　by　the　way。



The　next　morning　my　son　came　to　visit　me　again　almost　as　

soon　as　I　was　up。　　After　a　little　discourse；　he　first　of　all　pulled　

out　a　deerskin　bag；　and　gave　it　me；　with　five…and…fifty　Spanish　

pistoles　in　it；　and　told　me　that　was　to　supply　my　expenses　from　

England；　for　though　it　was　not　his　business　to　inquire；　yet　he　

ought　to　think　I　did　not　bring　a　great　deal　of　money　out　with　

me；　it　not　being　usual　to　bring　much　money　into　that　country。　　

Then　he　pulled　out　his　grandmother's　will；　and　read　it　over　to　

me；　whereby　it　appeared　that　she　had　left　a　small　plantation；　

as　he　called　it；　on　York　River；　that　is；　where　my　mother　lived；　

to　me；　with　the　stock　of　servants　and　cattle　upon　it；　and　given　

it　in　trust　to　this　son　of　mine　for　my　use；　whenever　he　should　

hear　of　my　being　alive；　and　to　my　heirs；　if　I　had　any　children；　

and　in　default　of　heirs；　to　whomsoever　I　should　by　will　dispose　

of　it；　but　gave　the　income　of　it；　till　I　should　be　heard　of；　or　

found；　to　my　said　son；　and　if　I　should　not　be　living；　then　it　was　

to　him；　and　his　heirs。



This　plantation；　though　remote　from　him；　he　said　he　did　not　

let　out；　but　managed　it　by　a　head…clerk　（steward）；　as　he　did　

another　that　was　his　father's；　that　lay　hard　by　it；　and　went　over　

himself　three　or　four　times　a　year　to　look　after　it。　　I　asked　him　

what　he　thought　the　plantation　might　be　worth。　　He　said；　if　I　

would　let　it　out；　he　would　give　me　about　60　a　year　for　it；　but　

if　I　would　live　on　it；　then　it　would　be　worth　much　more；　and；　

he　believed；　would　bring　me　in　about　#150　a　year。　　But　seeing　

I　was　likely　either　to　settle　on　the　other　side　of　the　bay；　or　

might　perhaps　have　a　mind　to　go　back　to　England　again；　if　I　

would　let　him　be　my　steward　he　would　manage　it　for　me；　as　

he　had　done　for　himself；　and　that　he　believed　he　should　be　

able　to　send　me　as　much　tobacco　to　England　from　it　as　would　

yield　me　about　#100　a　year；　sometimes　more。



This　was　all　strange　news　to　me；　and　things　I　had　not　been　

used　to；　and　really　my　heart　began　to　look　up　more　seriously　

than　I　think　it　ever　did　before；　and　to　look　with　great　thankfulness　

to　the　hand　of　Providence；　which　had　done　such　wonders　for　

me；　who　had　been　myself　the　greatest　wonder　of　wickedness　

perhaps　that　had　been　suffered　to　live　in　the　world。　　And　I　must　

again　observe；　that　not　on　this　occasion　only；　but　even　on　all　

other　occasions　of　thankfulness；　my　past　wicked　and　abominable　

life　never　looked　so　monstrous　to　me；　and　I　never　so　completely　

abhorred　it；　and　reproached　myself　with　it；　as　when　I　had　a　

sense　upon　me　of　Providence　doing　good　to　me；　while　I　had　

been　making　those　vile　returns　on　my　part。



But　I　leave　the　reader　to　improve　these　thoughts；　as　no　doubt　

they　will　see　cause；　and　I　go　on　to　the　fact。　　My　son's　tender　

carriage　and　kind　offers　fetched　tears　from　me；　almost　all　the　

while　he　talked　with　me。　　Indeed；　I　could　scarce　discourse　

with　him　but　in　the　intervals　of　my　passion；　however；　at　length　

I　began；　and　expressing　myself　with　wonder　at　my　being　so　

happy　to　have　the　trust　of　what　I　had　left；　put　into　the　hands　

of　my　own　child；　I　told　him　；that　as　to　the　inheritance　of　it；　I　

had　no　child　but　him　in　the　world；　and　was　now　past　having　

any　if　I　should　marry；　and　therefore　would　desire　him　to　get　

a　writing　drawn；　which　I　was　ready　to　execute；　by　which　I　

would；　after　me；　give　it　wholly　to　him　and　to　his　heirs。　　And　

in　the　meantime；　smiling；　I　asked　him　what　made　him　continue　

a　bachelor　so　long。　　His　answer　was　kind　and　ready；　that　

Virginia　did　not　yield　any　great　plenty　of　wives；　and　that　since　

I　talked　of　going　back　to　England；　I　should　send　him　a　wife　

from　London。



This　was　the　substance　of　our　first　day's　conversation；　the　

pleasantest　day　that　ever　passed　over　my　head　in　my　life；　and

which　gave　me　the　truest　satisfaction。　　He　came　every　day　

after　this；　and　spent　great　part　of　his　time　with　me；　and　carried　

me　about　to　several　of　his　friends'　houses；　where　I　was　

entertained　with　great　respect。　　Also　I　dines　several　times　at　

his　own　house；　when　he　took　care　always　to　see　his　half…dead　

father　so　out　of　the　way　that　I　never　saw　him；　or　he　me。　　I　

made　him　one　present；　and　it　was　all　I　had　of　value；　and　that　

was　one　of　the　gold　watches；　of　which　I　mentioned　above；　

that　I　had　two　in　my　chest；　and　this　I　happened　to　have　with　

me；　and　I　gave　it　him　at　his　third　visit。　　I　told　him　I　had　nothing　

of　any　value　to　bestow　but　that；　and　I　desired　he　would　now　

and　then　kiss　it　for　my　sake。　　I　did　not　indeed　tell　him　that　I　

had　stole　it　from　a　gentlewoman's　side；　at　a　meeting…house　in　

London。　　That's　by　the　way。



He　stood　a　little　while　hesitating；　as　if　doubtful　whether　to　

take　it　or　no；　but　I　pressed　it　on　him；　and　made　him　accept　it；　

and　it　was　not　much　less　worth　than　his　leather　pouch　full　of　

Spanish　gold；　no；　though　it　were　to　be　reckoned　as　if　at　London；　

whereas　it　was　worth　twice　as　much　there；　where　I　gave　it　him。　　

At　length　he　took　it；　kissed　it；　told　me　the　watch　should　be　a　

debt　upon　him　that　he　would　be　paying　as　long　as　I　lived。



A　few　days　after　he　brought　the　writings　of　gift；　and　the　

scrivener　with　them；　and　I　signed　them　very　freely；　and　

delivered　them　to　him　with　a　hundred　kisses；　for　sure　nothing　

ever　passed　between　a　mother　and　a　tender；　dutiful　child　with　

more　affection。　　The　next　day　he　brings　me　an　obligation　

under　his　hand　and　seal；　whereby　he　engaged　himself　to　

manage　and　improve　the　plantation　for　my　account；　and　with　

his　utmost　skill；　and　to　remit　the　produce　to　my　order　wherever　

I　should　be；　and　withal；　to　be　obliged　himself　to　make　up　the　

produce　#100　a　year　to　me。　　When　he　had　done　so；　he　told　me　

that　as　I　came　to　demand　it　before　the　crop　was　off；　I　had　a　

right　to　produce　of　the　current　year；　and　so　he　paid　me　#100　

in　Spanish　pieces　of　eight；　and　desired　me　to　give　him　a　receipt　

for　it　as　in　full　for　that　year；　ending　a