bel ami-第10章
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home。 Then followed a series of visits to all sorts of places of
amusement。 Duroy soon began to tire of those expeditions; for he had
exhausted all his resources and all means of obtaining money。 In
addition to that he owed Forestier a hundred francs; Jacques Rival
three hundred; and he was hampered with innumerable petty debts
ranging from twenty francs to one hundred sous。
On the fourteenth of December; he was left without a sou in his
pocket。 As he had often done before; he did not lunch; and spent the
afternoon working at the office。 At four o'clock he received a
telegram from Mme。 de Marelle; saying: 〃Shall we dine together and
afterward have a frolic?〃
He replied at once: 〃Impossible to dine;〃 then he added: 〃But I will
expect you at our apartments at nine o'clock。〃 Having sent a boy
with the note in order to save the money for a telegram; he tried to
think of some way by which he could obtain his evening meal。 He
waited until all of his associates had gone and when he was alone;
he rang for the porter; put his hand in his pocket and said:
〃Foucart; I have left my purse at home and I have to dine at the
Luxembourg。 Lend me fifty sous to pay for my cab。〃
The man handed him three francs and asked:
〃Is that enough?〃
〃Yes; thank you。〃 Taking the coins; Duroy rushed down the staircase
and dined at a cookshop。
At nine o'clock; Mme。 de Marelle; whom he awaited in the tiny salon;
arrived。 She wished to take a walk and he objected。 His opposition
irritated her。
〃I shall go alone; then。 Adieu!〃
Seeing that the situation was becoming grave; he seized her hands
and kissed them; saying:
〃Pardon me; darling; I am nervous and out of sorts this evening。 I
have been annoyed by business matters。〃
Somewhat appeased but still; vexed; she replied:
〃That does not concern me; I will not be the butt for your ill
humor。〃
He clasped her in his arms and murmured his apologies。 Still she
persisted in her desire to go out。
〃I beseech you; remain here by the fire with me。 Say yes。〃
〃No;〃 she replied; 〃I will not yield to your caprices。〃
He insisted: 〃I have a reason; a serious reason〃
〃If you will not go with me; I shall go alone。 Adieu!〃
She disengaged herself from his embrace and fled to the door。 He
followed her:
〃Listen Clo; my little Clo; listen to me〃
She shook her head; evaded his caresses and tried to escape from his
encircling arms。
〃I have a reason〃
Looking him in the face; she said: 〃You lie! What is it?〃
He colored; and in order to avoid a rupture; confessed in accents of
despair: 〃I have no money!〃
She would not believe him until he had turned all his pockets inside
out; to prove his words。 Then she fell upon his breast: 〃Oh; my poor
darling! Had I known! How did it happen?〃
He invented a touching story to this effect: That his father was in
straitened circumstances; that he had given him not only his
savings; but had run himself into debt。
〃I shall have to starve for the next six months。〃
〃Shall I lend you some?〃 she whispered。
He replied with dignity: 〃You are very kind; dearest; but do not
mention that again; it wounds me。〃
She murmured: 〃You will never know how much I love you。〃 On taking
leave of him; she asked: 〃Shall we meet again the day after to…
morrow?〃
〃Certainly。〃
〃At the same time?〃
〃Yes; my darling。〃
They parted。
When Duroy opened his bedroom door and fumbled in his vest pocket
for a match; he was amazed to find in it a piece of moneya twenty…
franc piece! At first he wondered by what miracle it had got there;
suddenly it occurred to him that Mme。 de Marelle had given him alms!
Angry and humiliated; he determined to return it when next they met。
The next morning it was late when he awoke; he tried to overcome his
hunger。 He went out and as he passed the restaurants he could
scarcely resist their temptations。 At noon he said: 〃Bah; I shall
lunch upon Clotilde's twenty francs; that will not hinder me from
returning the money to…morrow。〃
He ate his lunch; for which he paid two francs fifty; and on
entering the office of 〃La Vie Francaise〃 he repaid the porter the
three francs he had borrowed from him。 He worked until seven
o'clock; then he dined; and he continued to draw upon the twenty
francs until only four francs twenty remained。 He decided to say to
Mme。 de Marelle upon her arrival:
〃I found the twenty…franc piece you slipped into my pocket。 I will
not return the money to…day; but I will repay you when we next
meet。〃
When Madame came; he dared not broach the delicate subject。 They
spent the evening together and appointed their next meeting for
Wednesday of the following week; for Mme。 de Marelle had a number of
engagements。 Duroy continued to accept money from Clotilde and
quieted his conscience by assuring himself: 〃I will give it back in
a lump。 It is nothing but borrowed money anyway。〃 So he kept account
of all that he received in order to pay it back some day。
One evening; Mme。 de Marelle said to him: 〃Would you believe that I
have never been to the Folies…Bergeres; will you take me there?〃
He hesitated; fearing a meeting with Rachel。 Then he thought: 〃Bah;
I am not married after all。 If she should see me; she would take in
the situation and not accost me。 Moreover; we would have a box。〃
When they entered the hall; it was crowded; with difficulty they
made their way to their seats。 Mme。 de Marelle did not look at the
stage; she was interested in watching the women who were
promenading; and she felt an irresistible desire to touch them; to
see of what those beings were made。 Suddenly she said:
〃There is a large brunette who stares at us all the time。 I think
every minute she will speak to us。 Have you seen her?〃
He replied: 〃No; you are mistaken。〃
He told an untruth; for he had noticed the woman; who was no other
than Rachel; with anger in her eyes and violent words upon her lips。
Duroy had passed her when he and Mme。 de Marelle entered and she had
said to him: 〃Good evening;〃 in a low voice and with a wink which
said 〃I understand。〃 But he had not replied; for fear of being seen
by his sweetheart he passed her coldly; disdainfully。 The woman; her
jealousy aroused; followed the couple and said in a louder key:
〃Good evening; Georges。〃 He paid no heed to her。 Then she was
determined to be recognized and she remained near their box;
awaiting a favorable moment。 When she saw that she was observed by
Mme。 de Marelle; she touched Duroy's shoulder with the tip of her
finger; and said:
〃Good evening。 How are you?〃
But Georges did not turn his head。
She continued: 〃Have you grown deaf since Thursday?〃
Still he did not reply。 She laughed angrily and cried:
〃Are you dumb; too? Perhaps Madame has your tongue?〃
With a furious glance; Duroy then exclaimed:
〃How dare you accost me? Go along or I will have you arrested。〃
With flaming eyes; she cried: 〃Ah; is that so! Because you are with
another is no reason that you cannot recognize me。 If you had made
the least sign of recognition when you passed me; I would not have
molested you。 You did not even say good evening to me when you met
me。〃
During that tirade Mme。 de Marelle in affright opened the door of
the box and fled through the crowd seeking an exit。 Duroy rushed
after her。 Rachel; seeing him disappear; cried: 〃Stop her! she has
stolen my lover!〃
Two men seized the fugitive by the shoulder; but Duroy; who had
caught up with her; bade them desist; and together he and Clotilde
reached the street。
They entered a cab。 The cabman asked: 〃Where shall I drive to?〃
Duroy replied: 〃Where you will!〃
Clotilde sobbed hysterically。 Duroy did not know what to say or do。
At length he stammered:
〃Listen Clomy dearest Clo; let me explain。 It is not my fault。 I
knew that womanlong ago〃
She raised her head and with the fury of a betrayed woman; she cried
disconnectedly: 〃Ah; you miserable fellowwhat a rascal you are! Is
it possible? What disgrace; oh; my God! You gave her my moneydid
you not? I gave him the moneyfor that womanoh; the wretch!〃
For several moments she seemed to be vainly seeking an epithet more
forcible。 Suddenly leaning forward she