tales for fifteen-第6章
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correspondencetell no secrets out〃
〃Tell no secrets to my Anna!〃 exclaimed the niece in
a species of horror。 〃That would be a death…blow to
our friendship indeed。〃
〃Then let it die;〃 said Miss Emmerson; coolly; 〃the
affection that cannot survive the loss of such an
excitement; had better be suffered to expire as
soon as possible; or it may raise false
expectations。〃
〃Why; dear aunt; in destroying confidence of this
nature; you destroy the great object of friendship。
Who ever beard of a friendship without secrets?〃
〃I never had a secret in my life;〃 said Miss
Emmerson simply; 〃and yet I have had many a
friend。〃
〃Well;〃 said Julia; 〃yours must have been queer
friends; pray; dear aunt; name one or two of them。〃
〃Your mother was my friend;〃 said Miss Emmerson;
with strong emotion; 〃and I hope her daughter also
is one。〃
〃Me; my beloved aunt!〃 cried Julia; throwing herself
into the arms of Miss Emmerson and bursting into
tears; 〃I am more than a friend; I am your child
your daughter。〃
〃Whatever be the name you give it; Julia; you are
very near and dear to me;〃 said the aunt; tenderly
kissing her charge: 〃but tell me; my love; did you
ever feel such emotion in your intercourse with Miss
Miller?〃
It was some time before Julia could reply; when;
having suppressed the burst of her feelings; she
answered with a smile
〃Oh! that question is not fair。 You have brought me
up; nursed me in sickness; are kind and good to
me; and the idea that you should suppose I did not
love you; was dreadfulBut you know I do。〃
〃I firmly believe so; my child; it is you that I would
have know what it is that you love: I am satisfied
for myself。 I repeat; did Anna Miller ever excite
such emotions?〃
〃Certainly not: my love to you is natural; but my
friendship for Anna rests on sympathy; and a
perfect knowledge of her character。〃
〃I am glad; however; that you know her so well;
since you are so intimate。 What testimony have
you of all this excellence?〃
〃Innate evidence。 I see itI feel itYes; that is the
best testimonyI feel her good qualities。 Yes; my
friendship for Anna forms the spring of my
existence; while any accident or evil to you would
afflict me the same as if done to myselfthis is
pure nature; you know。〃
〃I know it is pleasing to learn it; come from what it
will;〃 said the aunt; smiling; and rising to withdraw。
CHAPTER III。
SEVERAL days passed after this conversation; in the
ordinary quiet of a well regulated family。
Notwithstanding the house of Miss Emmerson stood
in the midst of the numberless villas that adorn
Manhattan Island; the habits of its mistress were
retiring and domestic。 Julia was not of an age to
mingle much in society; and Anna had furnished her
with a theme for her meditations; that rather
rendered her averse from the confusion of company。
Her mind was constantly employed in canvassing
the qualities of the unseen Antonio。 Her friend had
furnished her with a catalogue of his perfections in
gross; which her active thoughts were busily
arranging into form and substance。 But little
practised in the world or its disappoinments {sic};
the visionary girl had already figured to herself a
person to suit these qualities; and the animal was
no less pleasing; than the moral being of her fancy。
What principally delighted Julia in these
contemplations on the acquaintance of Anna; was
the strong inclination he had expressed to know
herself。 This flattered her tendency to believe in
the strength of mutual sympathy; and the efficacy
of innate evidence of merit。 In the midst of this
pleasing employment of her fancy; she received a
second letter from her friend; in answer to the one
we have already given to our readers; it was
couched in the following words:
〃My own dear Julia; my Friend;
〃I received your letter with the pleasure I shall
always hear from you; and am truly obliged to you
for your kind offer to make interest with year aunt
to have me spend the next winter in town。 To be
with you; is the greatest pleasure I have on earth;
besides; as I know I can write to you as freely as I
think; one can readily tell what a tiresome place
this must be to pass a winter in。 There are;
absolutely; but three young men in the whole
county who can be thought in any manner as proper
matches for us; and one has no chance here of
forming such an association as to give a girl an
opportunity of meeting with her congenial spirit; so
that I hope and trust your desire to see me will
continue as strong as mine will ever be to see my
Julia。 You say that I have forgotten to give you the
description of our journey and of the lakes that I
promised to send you。 No; my Julia; I have not
forgotten the promise; nor you; but the thought of
enjoying such happiness without your dear
company; has been too painful to dwell upon。 Of
this you may judge for yourself。 Our first journey
was made in the steam…boat to Albany; she is a
moving world。 The vessel ploughs through the
billowy waters in onward progress; and the soul is
left in silent harmony to enjoy the change。 The
passage of the Highlands is most delightful。 Figure
to yourself; my Julia; the rushing waters; lessening
from their expanded width to the degeneracy of the
stagnant poolrocks rise on rocks in overhanging
mountains; until the weary eye; refusing its natural
office; yields to the fancy what its feeble powers
can never conquer。 Clouds impend over their
summits; and the thoughts pierce the vast abyss。
Ah! Julia; these are moments of awful romance;
how the soul longs for the consolations of
friendship。 Albany is one of the most picturesque
places in the world; situated most delightfully on
the banks of the Hudson; which here meanders in
sylvan beauty through meadows of ever…green and
desert islands。 Words are wanting to paint the
melancholy beauties of the ride to Schenectady;
through gloomy forests; where the silvery pine
waves in solemn grandeur to the sighings of Eolus;
while Boreas threatens in vain their firm…rooted
trunks。 But the lakes! Ah! Juliathe lakes! The
most beautiful is the Seneca; named after a Grecian
king。 The limpid water; ne'er ruffled by the rude
breathings of the wind; shines with golden tints to
the homage of the rising sun; while the light bark
gallantly lashes the surge; rocking before the
propelling gale; and forcibly brings to the appalled
mind the fleeting hours of time。 But I must pause
my pen refuses to do justice to the subject; and
the remainder will furnish us hours of conversation
during the tedious moments of the delightful visit
to Park…Place。 You speak of Antoniodear girl; with
me the secret is hallowed。 He is yet here; his whole
thoughts are of Juliafrom my description only; he
has drawn your picture; which is the most striking
in the world; and nothing can tear the dear emblem
from his keeping。 He called here yesterday in his
phaeton; and insisted on my riding a few short
miles in his company: I assented; for I knew it was
to talk of my friend。 He already feels your worth;
and handed me the following verses; which he
begged me to offer as the sincere homage of his
heart。 He intends accompanying my father and me
to town next winterprovided I go。
〃Oh! charming image of an artless fair;
〃Whose eyes; with lightning; fire the very soul;
〃Whose face portrays the mind; and ebon hair
〃Gives grace and harmony unto the whole。
〃In vain I gaze entranc'd; in vain deplore
〃The leagues that roll between the maid and me;
〃Lonely I wander on the desert shore;
〃And Julia's lovely form can never see。
〃But fly; ye fleeting hours; I beg ye fly;
〃And bring the time when Anna seeks her friend;
〃HasteOh haste; or Edward sure must die。
〃Arriveand quickly Edward's sorrows end。〃
I know you will think with me; that these lines are
beautiful; and merely a faint image of his manly
heart。 In the course of our ride; during which he did
nothing but converse on your beauty and merit; he
gave me a detailed narrative of his life。 It was
long; but I can do no less than favour you with an
abridgment of it。 Edward Stanley was early left an
orphan: no father's guardian eye directed his
footsteps; no mother's fosteri