tales for fifteen-第24章
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a glance at the youth from her laughing hazel ones;
but found utterance for her tongue also。
〃How so?〃 she asked〃He is not of a strong
constitution; not immensely rich; nor over and
abovethat is; not particularly handsome。 Why is
he so happy?〃
〃Ah! I have discovered that a man may be happy
without one of those qualifications。〃
〃And miserable who has them all?〃
〃Nay; nay; Miss Osgood; my experience does not
extend so farI am not quite the puppy you think
me。〃
Maria; in her turn; was silent; but she arose from
her seat; and moved with an absent air to a distant
part of the room; and for a short time seemed to be
particularly occupied in examining the beauties of a
port…folio of prints; with every one of which she was
perfectly familiar。 The conversation was resumed by
her friend。
〃You have mortified Miss Osgood; Mr。 Delafield;〃
said Charlotte; 〃she is too good natured to judge
any one so harshly。〃
〃Is her good nature; in this particular; infectious?〃
the young man rather whispered than uttered
aloud〃Does her friend feel the same indulgence
for the infirmities of a frail nature to which she
really seems herself hardly to belong?〃
〃You compliment me; Mr。 Delafield; at the expense
of truth; if it really be a compliment to tell me that
I am not a girla female; for if I am not a woman;
I must be something worse。〃
〃You are an angel!〃 said Delafield; with
uncontrollable fervour。
Charlotte was startled by his manner and his words;
and unconsciously turned to her friend; as if to seek
her protecting presence; but to her astonishment;
she beheld Maria in the act of closing the door as
she was leaving the room。
〃Maria!〃 she cried; 〃whither in such a hurry? I
expected you to pass the morning with me。〃
〃I shall see your mother and return;〃 replied Miss
Osgood; closing the door so rapidly as to prevent
further remark。 This short speech; however; gave
Charlotte time to observe the change that
something had produced in the countenance of her
old companion; where; in place of the thoughtless
gaiety that usually shone in her features; was to be
seen an expression of painful mortification; and
even the high glow that youth and health had
imparted to her cheeks; was supplanted by a death…
like paleness。 Delafield had been endeavouring to
peruse the countenance of Miss Henly in a vain
effort to discover the effect produced by his warm
exclamation; and these observations; which were
made by the quick eye of friendship; entirely
escaped his notice。
〃Maria is not well; Mr。 Delafield;〃 Charlotte said
hastily。 〃I know your goodness will excuse me while
I follow her。〃
The young man bowed with a mortified air; and was
somewhat ungraciously beginning to make a polite
reply; when the door opened a short space; and the
voice of Miss Osgood was once more heard; saying
in a forced; but lively manner
〃I never was better in my life; I shall run into Mrs。
Morton's for ten minutes; let me find you here; Mr。
Delafield; when I return。〃 Her footstep was heard
tripping along the passage; and in a moment after;
the street door of the house opened and shut。
Charlotte perceiving that her friend was
determined; for some inexplicable reason; to be
alone; quietly resumed her seat。 Her musing air
was soon changed to one of surprise; by the
following remark of her companion:
〃You appear; Miss Henley;〃 he said; 〃to be
sensitively alive to the ailings of all you know but
me。〃
〃I did not know that you were ill; Mr。 Delafield!
Really; sir; I never met with any gentleman's looks
which so belied him; if you are otherwise than both
well and happy。〃
As much experience as Delafield possessed in the
trifling manoeuvres of managers; or perhaps in the
manifestations of feelings that are exhibited by
every…day people; he was an absolute novice in the
emotions of a pure; simple; ingenuous female
heart。 He was alive to the compliment to his
acknowledged good looks; conveyed in this speech;
but he was not able to appreciate the single…
heartedness that prompted it。 Perhaps his
handsome face was as much illuminated by the
consciousness of this emotion as by the deeper
feeling he actually experienced; while he replied;
〃I am well; or ill; as you decree。 Miss Henley; it is
impossible that you should live in the world; and be
seen; be known as you are; and must have been
seen and known; and not long since learned the
power you possess over the happiness of
hundreds。〃
Though Charlotte was simple; unsuspecting; pure;
and extremely modest; she was far from dullshe
was not now to learn the difference between the
language of ordinary trifling and general
compliment; and that to which she now listened;
and which; however vague; was still so particular as
to induce her to remain silent。 The looks and
manner of the youthful female; at that moment;
would have been a study to those who love to dwell
on the better and purer beings of creation。 She was
silent; as we have already remarked; because she
could make no answer to a speech that either
meant every thing or nothing。 The slight tinge that
usually was seated on her cheek spreading over its
whole surface like the faintest glow of sunset
blending; by mellow degrees; with the surrounding
clouds; was heightened to richness; and even
diffused itself like a reflection; across her polished
forehead; because she believed she was about to
listen to a declaration that her years and her
education united to tell her was never to approach
female ears without slightly trespassing on the
delicacy of her sex。 Her mild blue eyes; beaming
with the glow on her face; rose and fell from the
carpet to the countenance of Delafield; but chiefly
dwelt in open charity; and possibly in anxiety; on
his own。 In fact; there was thrown around her whole
air; such a touch of exquisite and shrinking
delicacy; so blended with feeling benevolence; and
even tender interest; that it was no wonder that a
man; handsome to perfection; young; intelligent;
and rich; mistook her feelings。
〃Pardon me; Miss Henley;〃 he cried; and the
apology was unconsciously paid to the commanding
purity and dignity of her air; 〃if I overstep the rules
of decorum; and hasten to declare that which I
know years of trial would hardly justify my saying;
but your beauty; your grace; youryourwhere
shall I find words to express it?your loveliness;
yes; that means every thingyour loveliness has
not been seen with impunity。〃
This might have done very well for a sudden and
unprepared declaration; but being a little indefinite;
it failed to extract a reply; his listener giving a
respectful; and; at times; a rather embarrassing
attention to what he was to add。 After a short
pause; the youth; who found words as he
proceeded; and with whom; as with all others; the
first speech was the most difficult; continued
〃I have known you but a short time; Miss Henley;
but to see you once is to see you always。 You
smile; Miss Henley; but give me leave to hope that
time and assiduity will enable me to bring you to
such a state of feeling; that in some degree; you
may know how to appreciate my sensations。〃
〃If I smile; Mr。 Delafield;〃 said Charlotte in a low
but distinct voice; 〃it is not at you; but at myself。 I;
who have been for seventeen years constantly with
Charlotte Henley; find each day something new in
her; not to admire; but to reprehend。〃 She paused a
moment; and then added; smiling most sweetly as
she spoke; 〃I will not affect to misunderstand you;
Mr。 Delafield; your language is not very intelligible;
but it is such that I am sure you would not use to
me if you were not serious; and did not feel; or
rather think you feel what you utter。〃
〃Think I feel?〃 he echoed。 〃Don't I know it? Can I
be mistaken in my own sentiments? I may be
misled in yoursmay have flattered myself with
being able to accomplish that at some distant day;
which your obduracy may deny me; but in my own
feelings I cannot be mistaken。〃
〃Not where they are so very new; nay; do not start
so eagerlywhere they MUST be so very new。
Surely your fancy only leads you to say so much;
and to…morrow; or next day; your fancy; unless
encouraged by you to dwe