tales for fifteen-第16章
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Accordingly; early the following morning she arose;
and wandered around the house; in hopes that
chance would throw her lover in her way; and give
her an opportunity of relieving his mind from the
load of mortification under which she knew he must
be labouring。 It was seldom that our heroine had
been in the public bar…room of a tavernbut; in
gliding by the door; she caught a glimpse of
Antonio in the bar; and; impelled by her feelings;
she was near him before she had time to collect her
scattered senses。 To be with Antonio; and alone;
Julia felt was dangerous; for his passion might
bring on a declaration; and betray them both to the
public and vulgar notice。Anxious; therefore; to
effect her object at once; she gently laid her hand
on his armAntonio started and turned; while the
glass in his hands fell; with its contents; untasted;
on the floor。
〃Rest easy; Antonio;〃 said Julia; in the gentlest
possible tones; 〃to me your conduct is satisfactory;
and your secret will never be exposed。〃 So saying;
she turned quickly; and glided from the room。
〃As I hope to be saved;〃 said Antonio; 〃I meant
nothing wrongbut should have paid the landlord
the moment he came in〃but Julia heard him not。
Her errand was happily executed; and she was
already by the side of her aunt。 On entering the
carriage; Julia noticed the eye of Antonio fixed on
her with peculiar meaning; and she felt that her
conduct had been appreciated。From this time until
the day of their arrival at the house of Mr。 Miller;
nothing material occurred。 Antonio rose every hour
in the estimation of Julia; and the young lady
noticed a marked difference in her lover's conduct
towards her。 A few miles before they reached the
dwelling; Miss Emmerson observed
〃To…morrow will be the twentieth of September;
when I am to know who will be my companion for
the winter; Miss Miller or Katherine。〃
〃Ah! aunt; you may know that now; if I am to
decide;〃 said Julia; 〃it will be Anna; my Anna;
surely。〃
Her manner was enthusiastic; and her voice a little
louder than usual。 Antonio turned his head; and
their eyes met。 Julia read in that glance the
approbation of her generous friendship。 Miss
Emmerson was a good deal hurt at this decision of
her niece; who; she thought; knowing her
sentiments; would be induced to have been
satisfied with the visit to Anna; and taken
Katherine for the winter。 It was with reluctance that
the aunt abandoned this wish; and; after a pause;
she continued
〃Remember; Julia; that you have not my permission
to ask your friend until the twentiethwe can stay
but one night at Mr。 Miller's; but if Anna is to spend
the winter in Park Place; we will return this way
from the Falls; and take her with us to the city。〃
〃Thank you; dear aunt;〃 cried Julia; kissing her with
an affection that almost reconciled Miss Emmerson
to the choicewhile Charles Weston whistled 〃Hail;
Columbia! happy land!〃
Julia saw that Antonio pitied her impatiencefor
the moment he arrived in sight of Mr。 Miller's
house; he put his horses to their speed; and
dashed into the court…yard in the space of a few
minutes。 For a little while all was confusion and
joy。 Anna seemed delighted to see her friend; and
Julia was in rapturesthey flew into each other's
armsand if their parting embrace was embalmed
in tears; their meeting was enlivened with smiles。
With arms interlocked; they went about the house;
the very pictures of joy。Even Antonio; at the
moment; was forgotten; and all devoted to
friendship。 Nay; as if sensible of the impropriety of
his appearance at that critical instant; he withdrew
himself from observationand his delicacy was not
lost on Julia。 Happy are they who can act in
consonance with their own delicate sentiments; and
rest satisfied with the knowledge that their motives
are understood by those whom it is their greatest
desire to please!…Such; too fortunate Antonio; was
thy lotfor no emotion of thy sensitive mind; no act
of thy scrupulously honourable life; passed
unheeded by thy Julia!so thought the maiden。
It has been already mentioned that the family of
Mr。 Miller was large; and amid the tumult and
confusion of receiving their guests; no opportunity
was afforded to the friends for conversation in
private。 The evening passed swiftly; and the hour
for bed arrived without any other communication
between Julia and Anna than whisperings and
pressures of the hands; together with a thousand
glances of peculiar meaning with the eyes。 But Julia
did not regret this so much as if Antonio had been
unknownshe had been in his company for four
days; and knew; or thought she knew; already; as
much of his history as Anna herself。But one
thought distressed her; and that was; that his
residence might be far from the house of her aunt。
This reflection gave the tender…hearted girl real
pain; and her principal wish to converse with Anna
in private was to ascertain her future lot on this
distressing point。 No opportunity; however; offered
that night; and Julia saw that in the morning her
time would be limited; for Miss Emmerson desired
Mr。 Miller to order her carriage to be in readiness to
start so soon as they had breakfasted。
〃When; dear aunt; am I to give Anna the
invitation;〃 said Julia; when they were left alone; 〃if
you start so early in the morning?〃
〃The proper time will be; my child; immediately
before we get into the carriage;〃 said Miss
Emmerson; with a sigh of regret at the
determination of her niece; 〃it will then be more
pointed; and call for an immediate answer。〃
This satisfied Julia; who knew that it would be
accepted by her friend; and she soon fell asleep; to
dream a little of Anna; and a great deal of Antonio。
The following morning Julia arose with the sun; and
her first employment was to seek her friend。 Anna
had also risen; and was waiting impatiently for the
other's appearance; in the vacant parlour。
〃Ah! dear Julia;〃 said she; catching her arm and
dragging her to a window; 〃I thought you would
never come。Well; are we to spend the winter
togetherhave you spoken to your dear; dear aunt;
about it?〃
〃You shall know in good time; my Anna;〃 said Julia;
mindful of the wishes of her aunt; and speaking
with a smile that gave Anna an assurance of her
success。
〃Oh! what a delightful winter we will have!〃 cried
Anna; in rapture。
〃I am tongue…tied at present;〃 said Julia; laughing;
〃but not on every subject;〃 she continued; blushing
to the eyes; 〃do tell me of St。 Albansof Regulus
who is he?〃
〃Who is he?〃 echoed Anna〃why; nobody!one
must have something to write about; you know; to
a friend。〃
Julia felt sick and fainther colour left her cheeks
as she forced a smile; and uttered; in a low voice
〃But AntonioStanley?〃
〃A man of straw;〃 cried Anna; with unfeeling levity;
〃no such creature in the world; I do assure you!〃
Julia made a mighty effort to conquer her emotion;
and wildly seizing Anna by the arm; she pointed to
her aunt's coachman; who was at work on his
carriage at no great distance; and uttered〃For
God's sake; who is HE?〃
〃He!〃 cried Anna; in surprise; 〃why; your driverand
an ugly wretch he is!don't you know your own
driver yet?〃
Julia burst from her treacherous friendrushed into
the room of her aunt…and throwing herself into the
arms of Miss Emmerson; wept for an hour as if her
heart would break。 Miss Emmerson saw that
something had hurt her feelings excessively; and
that it was something she would not reveal。
Believing that it was a quarrel with her friend; and
hoping at all events that it would interrupt their
intercourse; Miss Emmerson; instead of trying to
discover her niece's secret; employed herself in
persuading her to appear before the family with
composure; and to take leave of them with decency
and respect。 In this she succeeded; and the happy
moment arrived。 Anna in vain pressed near her
friend to receive the invitationand her mother
more than once hinted at the thousand pities it was
to separate two that loved one another so fondly。
No invitation was givenand although Anna spent
half a day in searching for a letter; that she
insisted must be left in some romantic place; none
was ever foun