the life and adventures of baron trenck-2-第3章
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t。 When they opened my dungeon next day they found me in a truly pitiable situation; wondered at my appetite; brought me another loaf; I refused to accept it; believing I nevermore should have occasion for bread; they; however; left me one; gave me water; shrugged up their shoulders; wished me farewell; as; according to all appearance; they never expected to find me alive; and shut all the doors; without asking whether I wished or needed further assistance。
Three days had passed before I could again eat a morsel of bread; and my mind; brave in health; now in a sick body became pusillanimous; so that I determined on death。 The irons; everywhere round my body; and their weight; were insupportable; nor could I imagine it was possible I should habituate myself to them; or endure them long enough to expect deliverance。 Peace was a very distant prospect。 The King had commanded that such a prison should be built as should exclude all necessity of a sentinel; in order that I might not converse with and seduce them from what is called their duty: and; in the first days of despair; deliverance appeared impossible; and the fetters; the war; the pain I felt; the place; the length of time; each circumstance seemed equally impossible to support。 A thousand reasons convinced me it was necessary to end my sufferings。 I shall not enter into theological disputes: let those who blame me imagine themselves in my situation; or rather let them first actually endure my miseries; and then let them reason。 I had often braved death in prosperity; and at this moment it seemed a blessing。
Full of these meditations; every minute's patience appeared absurdity; and resolution meanness of soul; yet I wished my mind should be satisfied that reason; and not rashness; had induced the act。 I therefore determined; that I might examine the question coolly; to wait a week longer; and die on the fourth of July。 In the meantime I revolved in my mind what possible means there were of escape; not fearing; naked and chained; to rush and expire on the bayonets of my enemies。
The next day I observed; as the four doors were opened; that they were only of wood; therefore questioned whether I might not even cut off the locks with the knife that I had so fortunately concealed: and should this and every other means fail; then would be the time to die。 I likewise determined to make an attempt to free myself of my chains。 I happily forced my right hand through the handcuff; though the blood trickled from my nails。 My attempts on the left were long ineffectual; but by rubbing with a brick; which I got from my seat; on the rivet that had been negligently closed; I effected this also。
The chain was fastened to the run round my body by a hook; one end of which was not inserted in the rim; therefore; by setting my foot against the wall; I had strength enough so far to bend this hook back; and open it; as to force out the link of the chain。 The remaining difficulty was the chain that attached my foot to the wall: the links of this I took; doubled; twisted; and wrenched; till at length; nature having bestowed on me great strength; I made a desperate effort; sprang forcibly up; and two links at once flew off。
Fortunate; indeed; did I think myself: I hastened to the door; groped in the dark to find the clinkings of the nails by which the lock was fastened; and discovered no very large piece of wood need be cut。 Immediately I went to work with my knife; and cut through the oak door to find its thickness; which proved to be only one inch; therefore it was possible to open all the four doors in four… and…twenty hours。
Again hope revived in my heart。 To prevent detection I hastened to put on my chains; but; O God! what difficulties had I to surmount! After much groping about; I at length found the link that had flown off; this I hid: it being my good fortune hitherto to escape examination; as the possibility of ridding myself of such chains was in nowise suspected。 The separated iron links I tied together with my hair ribbon; but when I again endeavoured to force my hand into the ring; it was so swelled that every effort was fruitless。 The whole might was employed upon the rivet; but all labour was in vain。
Noon was the hour of visitation; and necessity and danger again obliged me to attempt forcing my hand in; which at length; after excruciating torture; I effected。 My visitors came; and everything had the appearance of order。 I found it; however; impossible to force out my right hand while it continued swelled。
I therefore remained quiet till the day fixed; and on the determined fourth of July; immediately as my visitors had closed the doors upon me; I disencumbered myself of my irons; took my knife; and began my Herculean labour on the door。 The first of the double doors that opened inwards was conquered in less than an hour; the other was a very different task。 The lock was soon cut round; but it opened outwards; there was therefore no other means left but to cut the whole door away above the bar。
Incessant and incredible labour made this possible; though it was the more difficult as everything was to be done by feeling; I being totally in the dark; the sweat dropped; or rather flowed; from my body; my fingers were clotted in my own blood; and my lacerated hands were one continued wound。
Daylight appeared: I clambered over the door that was half cut away; and got up to the window in the space or cell that was between the double doors; as before described。 Here I saw my dungeon was in the ditch of the first rampart: before me I beheld the road from the rampart; the guard but fifty paces distant; and the high palisades that were in the ditch; and must be scaled before I could reach the rampart。 Hope grew stronger; my efforts were redoubled。 The first of the next double doors was attacked; which likewise opened inward; and was soon conquered。 The sun set before I had ended this; and the fourth was to be cut away as the second had been。 My strength failed; both my hands were raw; I rested awhile; began again; and had made a cut of a foot long; when my knife snapped; and the broken blade dropped to the ground!
God of Omnipotence! what was I at this moment? Was there; God of Mercies! was there ever creature of Thine more justified than I in despair? The moon shone very clear; I cast a wild and distracted look up to heaven; fell on my knees; and in the agony of my soul sought comfort: but no comfort could be found; nor religion nor philosophy had any to give。 I cursed not Providence; I feared not annihilation; I dared not Almighty vengeance; God the Creator was the disposer of my fate; and if He heaped afflictions upon me He had not given me strength to support; His justice would not therefore punish me。 To Him; the Judge of the quick and dead; I committed my soul; seized the broken knife; gashed through the veins of my left arm and foot; sat myself tranquilly down; and saw the blood flow。 Nature; overpowered fainted; and I know not how long I remained; slumbering; in this state。 Suddenly I heard my own name; awoke; and again heard the words; 〃Baron Trenck!〃 My answer was; 〃Who calls?〃 And who indeed was itwho but my honest grenadier Gelfhardtmy former faithful friend in the citadel! The good; the kind fellow had got upon the rampart; that he might comfort me。
〃How do you do?〃 said Gelfhardt。 〃Weltering in my blood;〃 answered I; 〃to…morrow you will find me dead。〃〃Why should you die?〃 replied he。 〃It is much easier for you to escape here than from the citadel! Here is no sentinel; and I shall soon find means to provide you with tools; if you can only break out; leave the rest to me。 As often as I am on guard; I will seek opportunity to speak to you。 In the whole Star…Fort; there are but two sentinels: the one at the entrance; and the other at the guard…house。 Do not despair; God will succour you; trust to me。〃 The good man's kindness and discourse revived my hopes: I saw the possibility of an escape。 A secret joy diffused itself through my soul。 I immediately tore my shirt; bound up my wounds; and waited the approach of day; and the sun soon after shone through the window; to me; with unaccustomed brightness。
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