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f silent hysterical reaction passed sufficiently to let him gather strength to rise。 He tottered to his desk chair； and sat with his head buried in his arms upon the desk。 After a while the telephone at his side rang insistently。 He took the receiver in a hand he could not steady。
〃Yes？〃 he called。
〃It's Tetlow。 How'd you come out？〃
〃Oh〃 He paused to stiffen his throat to attack the words naturally〃all right。 We go ahead。〃
〃With G。？〃
〃Certainly。 But keep quiet。 Don't let him know you've heard； if you see him or he sends for you。 Remember； it's in my hands entirely。〃
〃Trust me。〃 Tetlow's voice； suppressed and jubilant； suggested a fat； hoarse rooster trying to finish a crow before a coming stone from a farm boy reaches him。 〃It seems natural and easy to you； old man。 But I'm about crazy with joy。 I'll come right over。〃
〃No。 I'm going home。〃
〃Can't I see you there？〃
〃No。 I've other matters to attend to。 Come about lunch time to…morrowto the office； here。〃
〃All right；〃 said Tetlow disappointedly； and Norman rang off。
XX
IN the faces of men who have dominion of whatever kind over their fellow menbe it the brutal rule of the prize fighter over his gang or the apparently gentle sway of the apparently meek bishop over his loving flockin the faces of all men of power there is a dangerous look。 They may never lose their tempers。 They may never lift their voices。 They may be ever suave and civil。 The dangerous look is thereand the danger behind it。 And the sense of that look and of its cause has a certain restraining effect upon all but the hopelessly impudent or solidly dense。 Norman was one of the men without fits of temper。 In his moments of irritation； no one ever felt that a storm of violent language might be impending。 But the danger signal flaunted from his face。 Danger of what？ No one could have said。 Most people would have laughed at the idea that so even tempered a man； pleased with himself and with the world； could ever be dangerous。 Yet everyone had instinctively respected that danger flaguntil Dorothy。
Perhaps it had struck for herhad really not been there when she looked at him。 Perhaps she had been too inexperienced； perhaps too self…centered； to see it。 Perhaps she had never before seen his face in an hour of weariness and relaxationwhen the true character； the dominating and essential trait or traits； shows nakedly upon the surface； making the weak man or woman look pitiful； the strong man or woman formidable。
However that may be； when he walked into the sitting room； greeted her placidly and kissed her on the brow； she； glancing uncertainly up at him； saw that danger signal for the first time。 She studied his face； her own face wearing her expression of the puzzled child。 No； not quite that expression as it always had been theretofore； but a modified form of it。 To any self…centered； self…absorbed womanthere comes in her married life； unless she be married to a booby； a time； an hour； a moment evenfor it can be narrowed down to a pointwhen she takes her first SEEING look at the man upon whom she is dependent for protection； whether spiritual or material； or both。 In her egotism and vanity she has been regarding him as her property。 Suddenly； and usually disagreeably； it has been revealed to her that she is his property。 That hour had come for Dorothy Norman。 And she was looking at her husband； was wondering who and what he was。
〃You've had your lunch？〃 he said。
〃No；〃 replied she。
〃You have been out for the air？〃
〃No。〃
〃Why not？〃
〃You didn't tell me what to do。〃
He smiled good humoredly。 〃Oh； you had no money。〃
〃Yesa little。 But I〃 She halted。
〃Yes？〃
〃You hadn't told me what to do；〃 she repeated； as if on mature thought that sentence expressed the whole matter。
He felt in his pockets； found a small roll of bills。 He laid twenty…five dollars on the table。 〃I'll keep thirty；〃 he said； 〃as I shan't have any more till I see Tetlow to…morrow。 Now； fly out and amuse yourself。 I'm going to sleep。 Don't wake me till you're ready for dinner。〃
And he went into his bedroom and closed the door。 When he awoke； he saw that it was dark outside； and some note in the din of street noises from far below made him feel that it was late。 He wrapped a bath… robe round him； opened the door into the sitting room。 It was dark。
〃Dorothy！〃 he called。
〃Yes；〃 promptly responded the small quiet voice； so near that he started back。
〃Oh！〃 he exclaimed； and switched on the light。 〃There you areby the window。 What were you doing； in the dark？〃
She was dressed precisely as when he had last seen her。 She was sitting with her hands listless in her lap and her face a moving and beautiful expression of melancholy dreams。 On the table were the billswhere he had laid them。 〃You've been out？〃 he said。
〃No；〃 she replied。
〃Why not？〃
〃I've beenwaiting。〃
〃For what？〃 laughed he。
〃ForI don't know；〃 she replied。 〃Just waiting。〃
〃But there's nothing to wait for。〃
She looked at him interrogatively。 〃NoI suppose not；〃 she said。
He went back into his room and glanced at his watch。 〃Eleven o'clock！〃 he cried。 〃Why didn't you wake me？ You must be nearly starved。〃
〃Yes； I am hungry；〃 said she。
Her patient； passive resignation irritated him。 〃I'm ravenous；〃 he said。 〃I'll dressand you dress； too。 We'll go downstairs to supper。〃
When he reappeared in the sitting room； in a dinner jacket； she was again seated near the window； hands listless in her lap and eyes gazing dreamily into vacancy。 But she was now dressed in the black chiffon and the big black hat。 He laughed。 〃You are prompt and obedient；〃 said he。 〃Nothing like hunger to subdue。〃
A faint flush tinged her lovely skin； the look of the child that has been struck appeared in her eyes。
He cast about in his mind for the explanation。 Did she think he meant it was need that had brought her meekly back to him？ That was true enough； but he had not intended to hint it。 In high good humor because he was so delightfully hungry and was about to get food； he cried： 〃Do cheer up！ There's nothing to be sad aboutnothing。〃
She lifted her large eyes and gazed at him timidly。 〃What are you going to do with me？〃
〃Take you downstairs and feed you。〃
〃But I meanafterward？〃
〃Bringor sendyou up here to go to bed。〃
〃Are you going away？〃
〃Where？〃
〃Away from me。〃
He looked at her with amused eyes。 She was exquisitely lovely； never had he seen her lovelier。 It delighted him to note her charmsthe charms that had enslaved himnot a single charm missingand to feel that he was no longer their slave； was his own master again。
A strange look swept across her uncannily mobile facea look of wonder； of awe； of fear； of dread。 〃You don't even like me any more；〃 she said in her colorless way。
〃What have I done to make you think I dislike you？〃 said he pleasantly。
She gazed down in silence。
〃You need have no fear；〃 said he。 〃You are my wife。 You will be well taken care of； and you will not be annoyed。 What more can I say？〃
〃Thank you；〃 she murmured。
He winced。 She had made him feel like an unpleasant cross between an alms…giver and a bully。 〃Now；〃 said he； with forced but resolute cheerfulness； 〃we will eat； drink and be merry。〃
On the way down in the elevator he watched her out of the corner of his eye。 When they reached the hall leading to the supper room he touched her arm and halted her。 〃My dear；〃 said he in the pleasant voice which yet somehow never failed to secure attention and obedience； 〃there will be some of my acquaintances in there at supper。 I don't want them to see you with that whipped dog look。 There's no occasion for it。〃
Her lip trembled。 〃I'll do my best；〃 said she。
〃Let's see you smile；〃 laughed he。 〃You have often shown me that you know the woman's trick of wearing what feelings you choose on the outside。 So don't pretend that you've got to look as if you were about to be hung for a crime you didn't commit。 There！that's better。〃
And indeed to a casual glance she looked the happy bride tryingnot very successfullyto seem used to her husband and her new status。
〃Hold it！〃 he urged gayly。 〃I've
