charlotte temple-第21章
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Mrs。 Beauchamp。 〃If she were here；〃 she would cry； 〃she would certainly comfort me； and sooth the distraction of my soul。 〃 She was sitting one afternoon； wrapped in these melancholy reflexions； when she was interrupted by the entrance of Belcour。 Great as the alteration was which incessant sorrow had made on her person； she was still interesting； still charming； and the unhallowed flame； which had urged Belcour to plant dissension between her and Montraville； still raged in his bosom： he was determined； if possible； to make her his mistress； nay； he had even conceived the diabolical scheme of taking her to New…York； and making her appear in every public place where it was likely she should meet Montraville； that he might be a witness to his unmanly triumph。 When he entered the room where Charlotte was sitting； he assumed the look of tender； consolatory friendship。 〃And how does my lovely Charlotte？〃 said he； taking her hand： 〃I fear you are not so well as I could wish。〃 〃I am not well； Mr。 Belcour；〃 said she； 〃very far from it； but the pains and infirmities of the body I could easily bear； nay； submit to them with patience； were they not aggravated by the most insupportable anguish of my mind。〃 〃You are not happy； Charlotte；〃 said he； with a look of well…dissembled sorrow。 〃Alas！〃 replied she mournfully； shaking her head； 〃how can I be happy； deserted and forsaken as I am； without a friend of my own sex to whom I can unburthen my full heart； nay； my fidelity suspected by the very man for whom I have sacrificed every thing valuable in life； for whom I have made myself a poor despised creature； an outcast from society； an object only of contempt and pity。〃 〃You think too meanly of yourself； Miss Temple： there is no one who would dare to treat you with contempt： au who have the pleasure of knowing you must admire and esteem。 You are lonely here； my dear girl； give me leave to conduct you to New…York； where the agreeable society of some ladies； to whom I will introduce you； will dispel these sad thoughts； and I shall again see returning chearfulness animate those lovely features。〃 〃Oh never！ never！〃 cried Charlotte； emphatically： 〃the virtuous part of my sex will scorn me； and I will never associate with infamy。 No； Belcour； here let me hide my shame and sorrow； here let me spend my few remaining days in obscurity； unknown and unpitied； here let me die unlamented； and my name sink to oblivion。〃 Here her tears stopped her utterance。 Belcour was awed to silence： he dared not interrupt her； and after a moment's pause she proceeded〃I once had conceived the thought of going to New…York to seek out the still dear； though cruel； ungenerous Montraville； to throw myself at his feet； and entreat his compassion； heaven knows； not for myself； if I am no longer beloved； I will not be indebted to his pity to redress my injuries； but I would have knelt and entreated him not to forsake my poor unborn〃 She could say no more； a crimson glow rushed over her cheeks； and covering her face with her hands； she sobbed aloud。 Something like humanity was awakened in Belcour's breast by this pathetic speech： he arose and walked towards the window； but the selfish passion which had taken possession of his heart； soon stifled these finer emotions； and he thought if Charlotte was once convinced she had no longer any dependance on Montraville； she would more readily throw herself on his protection。 Determined； therefore； to inform her of all that had happened； he again resumed his seat； and finding she began to be more composed； enquired if she had ever heard from Montraville since the unfortunate recontre in her bed chamber。 〃Ah no；〃 said she。 〃I fear I shall never hear from him again。〃 〃I am greatly of your opinion；〃 said Belcour； 〃for he has been for some time past greatly attached〃 At the word 〃attached〃 a death…like paleness overspread the countenance of Charlotte； but she applied to some hartshorn which stood beside her； and Belcour proceeded。 〃He has been for some time past greatly attached to one Miss Franklin； a pleasing lively girl； with a large fortune。〃 〃She may be richer； may be handsomer；〃 cried Charlotte； 〃but cannot love him so well。 Oh may she beware of his art； and not trust him too far as I have done。〃 〃He addresses her publicly；〃 said he； 〃and it was rumoured they were to be married before he sailed for Eustatia； whither his company is ordered。〃 〃Belcour；〃 said Charlotte； seizing his hand； and gazing at him earnestly； while her pale lips trembled with convulsive agony； 〃tell me； and tell me truly； I beseech you； do you think he can be such a villain as to marry another woman； and leave me to die with want and misery in a strange land： tell me what you think； I can bear it very well； I will not shrink from this heaviest stroke of fate； I have deserved my afflictions； and I will endeavour to bear them as I ought。〃 〃I fear；〃 said Belcour； 〃he can be that villain。〃 〃Perhaps；〃 cried she； eagerly interrupting him； 〃perhaps he is married already： come； let me know the worst；〃 continued she with an affected look of composure： 〃you need not be afraid； I shall not send the fortunate lady a bowl of poison。〃 〃Well then； my dear girl；〃 said he； deceived by her appearance； 〃they were married on Thursday； and yesterday morning they sailed for Eustatia。〃 〃Marriedgonesay you？〃 cried she in a distracted accent； 〃what without a last farewell； without one thought on my unhappy situation！ Oh Montraville； may God forgive your perfidy。〃 She shrieked； and Belcour sprang forward just in time to prevent her falling to the floor。 Alarming faintings now succeeded each other； and she was conveyed to her bed； from whence she earnestly prayed she might never more arise。 Belcour staid with her that night； and in the morning found her in a high fever。 The fits she had been seized with had greatly terrified him； and confined as she now was to a bed of sickness； she was no longer an object of desire： it is true for several days he went constantly to see her； but her pale； emaciated appearance disgusted him： his visits became less frequent； he forgot the solemn charge given him by Montraville； he even forgot the money entrusted to his care； and； the burning blush of indignation and shame tinges my cheek while I write it； this disgrace to humanity and manhood at length forgot even the injured Charlotte； and； attracted by the blooming health of a farmer's daughter； whom he had seen in his frequent excursions to the country； he left the unhappy girl to sink unnoticed to the grave； a prey to sickness； grief； and penury； while he； having triumphed over the virtue of the artless cottager； rioted in all the intemperance of luxury and lawless pleasure。 CHAPTER XXVIII。 A TRIFLING RETROSPECT。 〃BLESS my heart；〃 cries my young； volatile reader； 〃I shall never have patience to get through these volumes； there are so many ahs！ and ohs！ so much fainting； tears； and distress； I am sick to death of the subject。〃 My dear； chearful； innocent girl； for innocent I will suppose you to be； or you would acutely feel the woes of Charlotte； did conscience say； thus might it have been with me； had not Providence interposed to snatch me from destruction： therefore； my lively； innocent girl； I must request your patience： I am writing a tale of truth： I mean to write it to the heart： but if perchance the heart is rendered impenetrable by unbounded prosperity； or a continuance in vice； I expect not my tale to please； nay； I even expect it will be thrown by with disgust。 But softly； gentle fair one； I pray you throw it not aside till you have perused the whole； mayhap you may find something therein to repay you for the trouble。 Methinks I see a sarcastic smile sit on your countenance。〃And what；〃 cry you； 〃does the conceited author suppose we can glean from these pages； if Charlotte is held up as an object of terror； to prevent us from falling into guilty errors？ does not La Rue triumph in her shame； and by adding art to guilt； obtain the affection of a worthy man； and rise to a station where she is beheld with respect； and chearfully received into all companies。 What then is the moral you would inculcate？ Would you wish us to think that a deviation fr
