barlaam and ioasaph-第33章
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the part of a relentless foe。 And shouldst thou not rather have listened to me; and followed my injunctions; than have obeyed the idle and foolish pratings of that crafty old knave; who taught thee to choose a sour life instead of a sweet; and abandon the charms of dalliance; to tread the hard and rough road; which the Son of Mary ordereth men to go? Dost thou not fear the displeasure of the most puissant gods; lest they strike thee with lightning; or quell thee with thunderbolt; or overwhelm thee in the yawning earth; because thou hast rejected and scorned those deities that have so richly blessed us; and adorned our brow with the kingly diadem; and made populous nations to be our servants; that; beyond my hope; in answer to my prayer and supplication; allowed thee to be born; and see the sweet life of day; and hast joined thyself unto the Crucified; duped by the hopes of his servants who tell thee fables of worlds to come; and drivel about the resurrection of dead bodies; and bring in a thousand more absurdities to catch fools? But now; dearest son; if thou hast any regard for me thy father; bid a long farewell to these longwinded follies; and come sacrifice to the gracious gods; and let us propitiate them with hecatombs and drink…offerings; that they may grant thee pardon for thy fall; for they be able and strong to bless and to punish。 And wouldst thou have an example of that which I say? Behold us; who by them have been advanced to this honour; repaying them for their kindness by honouring their worshippers and chastising the runagates。〃
Now when the king had ended all this idle parleying; gainsaying and slandering of our religion; and belauding and praising of his idolatry; the saintly young prince saw that the matter needed no further to be hid in a corner; but to be lighted and made plain to the eyes of all; and; full of boldness and courage; he said:
〃That which I have done; sir; I will not deny。 I have fled from darkness and run to the light: I have left error and joined the household of truth: I have deserted the service of devils; and joined the service of Christ; the Son and Word of God the Father; at whose decree the world was brought out of nothing; who; after forming man out of clay; breathed into him the breath of life; and set him to live in a paradise of delight; and; when he had broken his commandment and was become subject unto death; and had fallen into the power of the dread ruler of this world; did not fail him; but wrought diligently to bring him back to his former honour。 Wherefore he; the framer of all Creation and maker of our race; became man for our sake; and; coming from a holy Virgin's womb; on earth conversed with men: for us ungrateful servants did the master endure death; even the death of the Cross; that the tyranny of sin might be destroyed; that the former condemnation might be abolished; that the gates of heaven might be open to us again。 Thither he hath exalted our nature; and set it on the throne of glory; and granted to them that love him an everlasting kingdom and joys beyond all that tongue can tell; or ear can hear。 He is the mighty and only potentate; King of kings and Lord of lords; whose might is invincible; and whose lordship is beyond compare; who only is holy and dwelleth in holiness; who with the Father and with the Holy Ghost is glorified; into this faith I have been baptized。 And I acknowledge and glorify and worship One God in Three persons; of one substance; and not to be confounded; increate and immortal; eternal; infinite; boundless; without body; without passions; immutable; unchangeable; undefinable; the fountain of goodness; righteousness and everlasting light; maker of all things visible and invisible; containing and sustaining all things; provident for all; ruler and King of all。 Without him was there nothing made; nor without his providence can aught subsist。 He is the life of all; the support of all; the light of all; being wholly sweetness and insatiable desire; the summit of aspiration。 To leave God; then; who is so good; so wise; so mighty; and to serve impure devils; makers of all sinful lusts; and to assign worship to deaf and dumb images; that are not; and never shall be; were not that the extreme of folly and madness? When was there ever heard utterance or language from their lips? When have they given even the smallest answer to their bedesmen? When have they walked; or received any impression of sense? Those of them that stand have never thought of sitting down; and those that sit have never been seen to rise。 From an holy man have I learned the ugliness; ill savour and insensibility of these idols; and; moreover; the rottenness and weakness of the devils that operate in them and by them deceive you; and I loathe their wickednesses and; hating them with a perfect hatred; have joined myself to the living and true God; and him will I serve until my latest breath; that my spirit also may return into his hands。 When these unspeakable blessings came in my path I rejoiced to be freed from the bondage of evil devils; and to be reclaimed from dire captivity and to be illumined with the light of the countenance of the Lord。 But my soul was distressed and divided asunder; that thou; my lord and father; didst not share in my blessings。 Yet I feared the stubbornness of thy mind; and kept my grief to myself; not wishing to anger thee; but; without ceasing; I prayed God to draw thee to himself; and call thee back from the long exile that thou hast imposed upon thyself; a runagate alas! from righteousness; and a servant of all sin and wickedness。 But sith thou thyself; O my father; hast brought mine affairs to light; hear the sum of my resolve: I will not be false to my covenant with Christ; no; I swear it by him that bought me out of slavery with his own precious blood; even if I must needs die a thousand deaths for his sake; die I will。 Knowing then how matters now stand with me; prithee; no longer trouble thyself in endeavouring to persuade me to change my good confession。 For as it were a thankless and never ending task for thee to try to grasp the heavens with thy hand; or to dry up the waters of the sea; so hard were it for thee to change me。 Either then now listen to my counsel; and join the household of Christ; and so thou shalt gain blessings past man's understanding; and we shall be fellows with one another by faith; even as by nature; or else; be well assured; I shall depart thy sonship; and serve my God with a clear conscience。〃
Now when the king heard all these words; he was furiously enraged: and; seized with ungovernable anger; he cried out wrathfully against him; and gnashed his teeth fiercely; like any madman。 〃And who;〃 said he; 〃is blameable for all my misfortunes but myself; who have dealt with thee so kindly; and cared for thee as no father before? Hence the perversity and contrariness of thy mind; gathering strength by the licence that I gave thee; hath made thy madness to fall upon mine own pate。 Rightly prophesied the astrologers in thy nativity that thou shouldest prove a knave and villain; an impostor and rebellious son。 But now; if thou wilt make void my counsel; and cease to be my son; I will become thine enemy; and entreat thee worse than ever man yet entreated his foes。〃
Again said Ioasaph; 〃Why; O king; hast thou been kindled to wrath? Art thou grieved that I have gained such bliss? Why; what father was ever seen to be sorrowful in the prosperity of his son? Would not such an one be called an enemy rather than a father? Therefore will I no more call thee my father; but will withdraw from thee; as a man fleeth from a snake; if I know that thou grudgest me my salvation; and with violent hand forcest me to destruction。 If thou wilt force me; and play the tyrant; as thou hast threatened; be assured that thou shalt gain nought thereby save to exchange the name of father for that of tyrant and murderer。 It were easier for thee to attain to the ways Of the eagle; and; like him; cleave the air; than to alter my loyalty to Christ; and that good confession that I have confessed in him。 But be wise; O my father; and shake off the rheum and mist from the eyes of thy mind; lift them aloft and look upward to vie