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honours; and one cheer more。 Mr。 Dickens then rose; and spoke as
follows:'
NO thanks that I can offer you can express my sense of my reception
by this great assemblage; or can in the least suggest to you how
deep the glowing words of my friend the chairman; and your
acceptance of them; have sunk into my heart。 But both combined
have so greatly shaken the composure which I am used to command
before an audience; that I hope you may observe in me some traces
of an eloquence more expressive than the richest words。 To say
that I am fervently grateful to you is to say nothing; to say that
I can never forget this beautiful sight; is to say nothing; to say
that it brings upon me a rush of emotion not only in the present;
but in the thought of its remembrance in the future by those who
are dearest to me; is to say nothing; but to feel all this for the
moment; even almost to pain; is very much indeed。 Mercutio says of
the wound in his breast; dealt him by the hand of a foe; that …
〃'Tis not so deep as a well; nor so wide as a church door; but 'tis
enough; 'twill serve。〃 I may say of the wound in my breast; newly
dealt to me by the hands of my friends; that it is deeper than the
soundless sea; and wider than the whole Catholic Church。 I may
safely add that it has for the moment almost stricken me dumb。 I
should be more than human; and I assure you I am very human indeed;
if I could look around upon this brilliant representative company
and not feel greatly thrilled and stirred by the presence of so
many brother artists; not only in literature; but also in the
sister arts; especially painting; among whose professors living and
unhappily dead; are many of my oldest and best friends。 I hope
that I may; without presumption; regard this thronging of my
brothers around me as a testimony on their part that they believe
that the cause of art generally has been safe in my keeping; and
that it has never been falsely dealt with by me。 Your resounding
cheers just now would have been but so many cruel reproaches to me
if I could not here declare that; from the earliest days of my
career down to this proud night; I have always tried to be true to
my calling。 Never unduly to assert it; on the one hand; and never;
on any pretence or consideration; to permit it to be patronized in
my person; has been the steady endeavour of my life; and I have
occasionally been vain enough to hope that I may leave its social
position in England better than I found it。 Similarly; and equally
I hope without presumption; I trust that I may take this general
representation of the public here; through so many orders;
pursuits; and degrees; as a token that the public believe that;
with a host of imperfections and shortcomings on my head; I have as
a writer; in my soul and conscience; tried to be as true to them as
they have ever been true to me。 And here; in reference to the
inner circle of the arts and the outer circle of the public; I feel
it a duty to…night to offer two remarks。 I have in my duty at odd
times heard a great deal about literary sets and cliques; and
coteries and barriers; about keeping this man up; and keeping that
man down; about sworn disciples and sworn unbelievers; and mutual
admiration societies; and I know not what other dragons in the
upward path。 I began to tread it when I was very young; without
influence; without money; without companion; introducer; or
adviser; and I am bound to put in evidence in this place that I
never lighted on these dragons yet。 So have I heard in my day; at
divers other odd times; much generally to the effect that the
English people have little or no love of art for its own sake; and
that they do not greatly care to acknowledge or do honour to the
artist。 My own experience has uniformly been exactly the reverse。
I can say that of my countrymen; though I cannot say that of my
country。
And now passing to the immediate occasion of your doing me this
great honour; the story of my going again to America is very easily
and briefly told。 Since I was there before a vast and entirely new
generation has arisen in the United States。 Since I was there
before most of the best known of my books have been written and
published; the new generation and the books have come together and
have kept together; until at length numbers of those who have so
widely and constantly read me; naturally desiring a little variety
in the relationship between us; have expressed a strong wish that I
should read myself。 This wish; at first conveyed to me through
public channels and business channels; has gradually become
enforced by an immense accumulation of letters from individuals and
associations of individuals; all expressing in the same hearty;
homely; cordial unaffected way; a kind of personal interest in me …
I had almost said a kind of personal affection for me; which I am
sure you would agree with me it would be dull insensibility on my
part not to prize。 Little by little this pressure has become so
great that; although; as Charles Lamb says; my household gods
strike a terribly deep root; I have torn them from their places;
and this day week; at this hour; shall be upon the sea。 You will
readily conceive that I am inspired besides by a natural desire to
see for myself the astonishing change and progress of a quarter of
a century over there; to grasp the hands of many faithful friends
whom I left there; to see the faces of the multitude of new friends
upon whom I have never looked; and last; not least; to use my best
endeavour to lay down a third cable of intercommunication and
alliance between the old world and the new。 Twelve years ago; when
Heaven knows I little thought I should ever be bound upon the
voyage which now lies before me; I wrote in that form of my
writings which obtains by far the most extensive circulation; these
words of the American nation:… 〃I know full well; whatever little
motes my beamy eyes may have descried in theirs; that they are a
kind; large…hearted; generous; and great people。〃 In that faith I
am going to see them again; in that faith I shall; please God;
return from them in the spring; in that same faith to live and to
die。 I told you in the beginning that I could not thank you
enough; and Heaven knows I have most thoroughly kept my word。 If I
may quote one other short sentence from myself; let it imply all
that I have left unsaid; and yet most deeply feel。 Let it; putting
a girdle round the earth; comprehend both sides of the Atlantic at
once in this moment; and say; as Tiny Tim observes; 〃God bless us
every one。〃
SPEECH: BOSTON; APRIL 8; 1868。
'Mr。 Dickens gave his last Reading at Boston; on the above date。
On his entrance a surprise awaited him。 His reading…stand had been
decorated with flowers and palm…leaves by some of the ladies of the
city。 He acknowledged this graceful tribute in the following
words:… 〃Before allowing Dr。 Marigold to tell his story in his own
peculiar way; I kiss the kind; fair hands unknown; which have so
beautifully decorated my table this evening。〃 After the Reading;
Mr。 Dickens attempted in vain to retire。 Persistent hands demanded
〃one word more。〃 Returning to his desk; pale; with a tear in his
eye; that found its way to his voice; he spoke as follows:…'
LADIES AND GENTLEMEN; … My gracious and generous welcome in
America; which can never be obliterated from my remembrance; began
here。 My departure begins here; too; for I assure you that I have
never until this moment really felt that I am going away。 In this
brief life of ours; it is sad to do almost anything for the last
time; and I cannot conceal from you; although my face will so soon
be turned towards my native land; and to all that makes it dear;
that it is a sad consideration with me that in a very few moments
from this time; this brilliant hall and all that it contains; will
fade from my view … for ever more。 B