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into a faint; peculiar smile。  But there was not the slightest trace

of that pain; wounded pride; indignation; or anger; that he had

expected to see upon it。



〃That means; I suppose; Mr。 Brant; that YOU no longer care for her?〃



The smile had passed; yet she spoke now with a half…real; half…

affected archness that was also unlike her。



〃It means;〃 said Clarence with a white face; but a steady voice;

〃that I care for her now as much as I ever cared for her; no matter

to what folly it once might have led me。  But it means; also; that

there was no time when I was not able to tell it to YOU as frankly

as I do now〃



〃One moment; please;〃 she interrupted; and turned quickly towards

the door。  She opened it and looked out。  〃I thought they were

calling me;andIIMUST go now; Mr。 Brant。  And without

finishing my business either; or saying half I had intended to say。

But wait〃she put her hand to her head in a pretty perplexity;

〃it's a moonlight night; and I'll propose after dinner a stroll in

the gardens; and you can manage to walk a little with me。〃  She

stopped again; returned; said; 〃It was very kind of you to think of

me at Sacramento;〃 held out her hand; allowed it to remain for an

instant; cool but acquiescent; in his warmer grasp; and with the

same odd youthfulness of movement and gesture slipped out of the

door。



An hour later she was at the head of her dinner table; serene;

beautiful; and calm; in her elegant mourning; provokingly

inaccessible in the sweet deliberation of her widowed years; Padre

Esteban was at her side with a local magnate; who had known Peyton

and his wife; while Donna Rosita and a pair of liquid…tongued;

childlike senoritas were near Clarence and Sanderson。  To the priest

Mrs。 Peyton spoke admiringly of the changes in the rancho and the

restoration of the Mission Chapel; and together they had commended

Clarence from the level of their superior passionless reserve and

years。  Clarence felt hopelessly young and hopelessly lonely; the

naive prattle of the young girls beside him appeared infantine。  In

his abstraction; he heard Mrs。 Peyton allude to the beauty of the

night; and propose that after coffee and chocolate the ladies should

put on their wraps and go with her to the old garden。  Clarence

raised his eyes; she was not looking at him; but there was a slight

consciousness in her face that was not there before; and the

faintest color in her cheek; still lingering; no doubt; from the

excitement of conversation。



It was a cool; tranquil; dewless night when they at last straggled

out; mere black and white patches in the colorless moonlight。  The

brilliancy of the flower…hued landscape was subdued under its

passive; pale austerity; even the gray and gold of the second

terrace seemed dulled and confused。  At any other time Clarence

might have lingered over this strange effect; but his eyes followed

only a tall figure; in a long striped burnous; that moved gracefully

beside the soutaned priest。  As he approached; it turned towards

him。



〃Ah! here you are。  I just told Father Esteban that you talked of

leaving to…morrow; and that he would have to excuse me a few moments

while you showed me what you had done to the old garden。〃



She moved beside him; and; with a hesitation that was not unlike a

more youthful timidity; slipped her hand through his arm。  It was

for the first time; and; without thinking; he pressed it impulsively

to his side。  I have already intimated that Clarence's reserve was

at times qualified by singular directness。



A few steps carried them out of hearing; a few more; and they seemed

alone in the world。  The long adobe wall glanced away emptily beside

them; and was lost; the black shadows of the knotted pear…trees were

beneath their feet。  They began to walk with the slight affectation

of treading the shadows as if they were patterns on a carpet。

Clarence was voiceless; and yet he seemed to be moving beside a

spirit that must be first addressed。



But it was flesh and blood nevertheless。



〃I interrupted you in something you were saying when I left the

office;〃 she said quietly。



〃I was speaking of Susy;〃 returned Clarence eagerly; 〃and〃



〃Then you needn't go on;〃 interrupted Mrs。 Peyton quickly。  〃I

understand you; and believe you。  I would rather talk of something

else。  We have not yet arranged how I can make restitution to you

for the capital you sank in saving this place。  You will be

reasonable; Mr。 Brant; and not leave me with the shame and pain of

knowing that you ruined yourself for the sake of your old friends。

For it is no more a sentimental idea of mine to feel in this way

than it is a fair and sensible one for you to imply that a mere

quibble of construction absolves me from responsibility。  Mr。

Sanderson himself admits that the repossession you gave us is a fair

and legal basis for any arrangement of sharing or division of the

property with you; that might enable you to remain here and continue

the work you have so well begun。  Have you no suggestion; or must it

come from ME; Mr。 Brant?〃



〃Neither。  Let us not talk of that now。〃



She did not seem to notice the boyish doggedness of his speech;

except so far as it might have increased her inconsequent and

nervously pitched levity。



〃Then suppose we speak of the Misses Hernandez; with whom you

scarcely exchanged a word at dinner; and whom I invited for you and

your fluent Spanish。  They are charming girls; even if they are a

little stupid。  But what can I do?  If I am to live here; I must

have a few young people around me; if only to make the place

cheerful for others。  Do you know I have taken a great fancy to Miss

Rogers; and have asked her to visit me。  I think she is a good

friend of yours; although perhaps she is a little shy。  What's the

matter?  You have nothing against her; have you?〃



Clarence had stopped short。  They had reached the end of the pear…

tree shadows。  A few steps more would bring them to the fallen south

wall of the garden and the open moonlight beyond; but to the right

an olive alley of deeper shadow diverged。



〃No;〃 he said; with slow deliberation; 〃I have to thank Mary Rogers

for having discovered something in me that I have been blindly;

foolishly; and hopelessly struggling with。〃



〃And; pray; what was that?〃 said Mrs。 Peyton sharply。



〃That I love you!〃



Mrs。 Peyton was fairly startled。  The embarrassment of any truth is

apt to be in its eternal abruptness; which no deviousness of tact or

circumlocution of diplomacy has ever yet surmounted。  Whatever had

been in her heart; or mind; she was unprepared for this directness。

The bolt had dropped from the sky; they were alone; there was

nothing between the stars and the earth but herself and this man and

this truth; it could not be overlooked; surmounted; or escaped from。

A step or two more would take her out of the garden into the

moonlight; but always into this awful frankness of blunt and

outspoken nature。  She hesitated; and turned the corner into the

olive shadows。  It was; perhaps; more dangerous; but less shameless;

and less like truckling。  And the appallingly direct Clarence

instantly followed。



〃I know you will despise me; hate me; and; perhaps; worst of all;

disbelieve me; but I swear to you; now; that I have always loved

you;yes; ALWAYS!  When first I came here; it was not to see my old

playmate; but YOU; for I had kept the memory of you as I first saw

you when a boy; and you have always been my ideal。  I have thought

of; dreamed of; worshiped; and lived for no other woman。  Even when

I found Susy again; grown up here at your side; even when I thought

that I might; with your consent; marry her; it was that I might be

with YOU always; that I might be a part of YOUR home; your family;

and have a place with her in YOUR heart; for it was you I loved; and

YOU only。  Don't laugh at me; Mrs。 Peyton; it is the truth; the


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