the man between-第32章
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〃But if I were you; I would give no one a reason for saying a word against me。 Why should you?〃
〃Fred will supply them with reasons。 I can't keep the man away from me。 I don't believe I want tohe is very nice and useful。〃
〃You are talking nonsense; things you don't mean; Dora。 You are not such a foolish woman as to like to be seen with Fred Mostyn; that little monocular snob; after the aristocratic; handsome Basil Stanhope。 The comparison is a mockery。 Basil is the finest gentleman I ever saw。 Socially; he is perfection; and〃
〃He is only a clergyman。〃
〃Even as a clergyman he is of religiously royal descent。 There are generations of clergymen behind him; and he is a prince in the pulpit。 Every man that knows him gives him the highest respect; every woman thinks you the most fortunate of wives。 No one cares for Fred Mostyn。 Even in his native place he is held in contempt。 He had nine hundred votes to young Rawdon's twelve thousand。〃
〃I don't mind that。 I am going to the matinee to…morrow with Fred。 He wanted to take me out in his auto this afternoon; but when I said I would go if you would he drew back。 What is the reason? Did he make you offer of his hand? Did you refuse it?〃
〃He never made me an offer。 I count that to myself as a great compliment。 If he had done such a thing; he would certainly have been refused。〃
〃I can tell that he really hates you。 What dirty trick did you serve him about Rawdon Court?〃
〃So he called the release of Squire Rawdon a ‘dirty trick'? It would have been a very dirty trick to have let Fred Mostyn get his way with Squire Rawdon。〃
〃Of course; Ethel; when a man lends his money as an obligation he expects to get it back again。〃
〃Mostyn got every farthing due him; and he wanted one of the finest manors in Eng… land in return for the obligation。 He did not get it; thank God and my father!〃
〃He will not forget your father's interference。〃
〃I hope he will remember it。〃
〃Do you know who furnished the money to pay Fred? He says he is sure your father did not have it。〃
〃Tell him to ask my father。 He might even ask your father。 Whether my father had the money or not was immaterial。 Father could borrow any sum he wanted; I think。〃
〃Whom did he borrow from?〃
〃I am sure that Fred told you to ask that question。 Is he writing to you; Dora?〃
〃Suppose he is?〃
〃I cannot suppose such a thing。 It is too impossible。〃
This was the beginning of a series of events all more or less qualified to bring about unspeakable misery in Basil's home。 But there is nothing in life like the marriage tie。 The tugs it will bear and not break; the wrongs it will look over; the chronic misunderstandings it will forgive; make it one of the mysteries of humanity。 It was not in a day or a week that Basil Stanhope's dream of love and home was shattered。 Dora had frequent and then less frequent times of return to her better self; and every such time renewed her husband's hope that she was merely passing through a period of transition and assimilation; and that in the end she would be all his desire hoped for。
But Ethel saw what he did not see; that Mostyn was gradually inspiring her with his own opinions; perhaps even with his own passion。 In this emergency; however; she was gratified to find that Dora's mother appeared to have grasped the situation。 For if Dora went to the theater with Mostyn; Mrs。 Denning or Bryce was also there; and the reckless auto driving; shopping; and lunching had at least a show of respectable association。 Yet when the opera season opened; the constant companionship of Mostyn and Dora became entirely too remarkable; not only in the public estimation; but in Basil's miserable conception of his own wrong。 The young husband used every art and persuasionand failed。 And his failure was too apparent to be slighted。 He became feverish and nervous; and his friends read his misery in eyes heavy with unshed tears; and in the wasting pallor caused by his sleepless; sorrowful nights。
Dora also showed signs of the change so rapidly working on her。 She was sullen and passionate by turns; she complained bitterly to Ethel that her youth and beauty had been wasted; that she was only nineteen; and her life was over。 She wanted to go to Paris; to get away from New York anywhere and anyhow。 She began to dislike even the presence of Basil。 His stately beauty offended her; his low; calm voice was the very keynote of irritation。
One morning near Christmas he came to her with a smiling; radiant face。 〃Dora;〃 he said; 〃Dora; my love; I have something so interesting to tell you。 Mrs。 Colby and Mrs。 Schaffler and some other ladies have a beautiful idea。 They wish to give all the children of the church under eight years old the grandest Christmas tree imaginable really rich presents and they thought you might like to have it here。〃
〃What do you say; Basil!〃
〃You were always so fond of children。 You〃
〃I never could endure them。〃
〃We all thought you might enjoy it。 Indeed; I was so sure that I promised for you。 It will be such a pleasure to me also; dear。〃
〃I will have no such childish nonsense in my house。〃
〃I promised it; Dora。〃
〃You had no right to do so。 This is my house。 My father bought it and gave me it; and it is my own。 I〃
〃It seems; then; that I intrude in your house。 Is it so? Speak; Dora。〃
〃If you will ask questions you must take the answer。 You do intrude when you come with such ridiculous proposalsin fact; you intrude very often lately。〃
〃Does Mr。 Mostyn intrude?〃
〃Mr。 Mostyn takes me out; gives me a little sensible pleasure。 You think I can be interested in a Christmas tree。 The idea!〃
〃Alas; alas; Dora; you are tired of me! You do not love me! You do not love me!〃
〃I love nobody。 I am sorry I got married。 It was all a mistake。 I will go home and then you can get a divorce。〃
At this last word the whole man changed。 He was suffused; transfigured with an anger that was at once righteous and impetuous。
〃How dare you use that word to me?〃 he demanded。 〃To the priest of God no such word exists。 I do not know it。 You are my wife; willing or unwilling。 You are my wife forever; whether you dwell with me or not。 You cannot sever bonds the Almighty has tied。 You are mine; Dora Stanhope! Mine for time and eternity! Mine forever and ever!〃
She looked at him in amazement; and saw a man after an image she had never imagined。 She was terrified。 She flung herself on the sofa in a whirlwind of passion。 She cried aloud against his claim。 She gave herself up to a vehement rage that was strongly infused with a childish dismay and panic。
〃I will not be your wife forever!〃 she shrieked。 〃I will never be your wife again never; not for one hour! Let me go! Take your hands off me!〃 For Basil had knelt down by the distraught woman; and clasping her in his arms said; even on her lips; 〃You ARE my dear wife! You are my very own dear wife! Tell me what to do。 Anything that is right; reasonable I will do。 We can never part。〃
〃I will go to my father。 I will never come back to you。〃 And with these words she rose; threw off his embrace; and with a sobbing cry ran; like a terrified child; out of the room。
He sat down exhausted by his emotion; and sick with the thought she had evoked in that one evil word。 The publicity; the disgrace; the wrong to Holy Churchah; that was the cruelest wound! His own wrong was hard enough; but that he; who would gladly die for the Church; should put her to open shame! How could he bear it? Though it killed him; he must prevent that wrong; yes; if the right eye offended it must be plucked out。 He must throw off his cassock; and turn away from the sacred aisles; he musthe could not say the word; he would wait a little。 Dora would not leave him; it was impossible。 He waited in a trance of aching suspense。 Nothing for an hour or more broke itno footfall; no sound of command or complaint。 He was finally in hopes that Dora slept。 Then he was called to lunch; and he made a pretense of eating it alone。 Dora sent no excuse for her absence; and he could not trust himself to make inquiry about her。 In the middle of the afternoon he heard a carriage drive to the door; and Dora; with her jewel… case in her hand; entered it and was dri