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from the drowsy torpor in which it had lain so long; and the
reasoning powers which I possessed were no longer inactive。
Hitherto I had entertained no conception whatever of the nature and
properties of God; and with the most perfect indifference had heard
the divine name proceeding from the mouths of people … frequently;
alas! on occasions when it ought not to be employed; but I now
never heard it without a tremor; for I now knew that God was an
awful and inscrutable Being; the Maker of all things; that we were
His children; and that we; by our sins; had justly offended Him;
that we were in very great peril from His anger; not so much in
this life as in another and far stranger state of being yet to
come; that we had a Saviour withal to whom it was necessary to look
for help: upon this point; however; I was yet very much in the
dark; as; indeed; were most of those with whom I was connected。
The power and terrors of God were uppermost in my thoughts; they
fascinated though they astounded me。 Twice every Sunday I was
regularly taken to the church; where; from a corner of the large
spacious pew; lined with black leather; I would fix my eyes on the
dignified High…Church rector; and the dignified High…Church clerk;
and watch the movement of their lips; from which; as they read
their respective portions of the venerable liturgy; would roll many
a portentous word descriptive of the wondrous works of the Most
High。
RECTOR。 Thou didst divide the sea; through thy power: thou
brakest the heads of the dragons in the waters。
PHILOH。 Thou smotest the heads of Leviathan in pieces: and gavest
him to be meat for the people in the wilderness。
RECTOR。 Thou broughtest out fountains; and waters out of the hard
rocks: thou driedst up mighty waters。
PHILOH。 The day is thine; and the night is thine: thou hast
prepared the light and the sun。
Peace to your memories; dignified rector; and yet more dignified
clerk! … by this time ye are probably gone to your long homes; and
your voices are no longer heard sounding down the aisles of the
venerable church … nay; doubtless; this has already long since been
the fate of him of the sonorous 'Amen!' … the one of the two who;
with all due respect to the rector; principally engrossed my boyish
admiration … he; at least; is scarcely now among the living!
Living! why; I have heard say that he blew a fife … for he was a
musical as well as a Christian professor … a bold fife; to cheer
the Guards and the brave Marines; as they marched with measured
step; obeying an insane command; up Bunker's height; whilst the
rifles of the sturdy Yankees were sending the leaden hail sharp and
thick amidst the red…coated ranks; for Philoh had not always been a
man of peace; nor an exhorter to turn the other cheek to the
smiter; but had even arrived at the dignity of a halberd in his
country's service before his six…foot form required rest; and the
gray…haired veteran retired; after a long peregrination; to his
native town; to enjoy ease and respectability on a pension of
'eighteenpence a day'; and well did his fellow…townsmen act; when;
to increase that ease and respectability; and with a thoughtful
regard for the dignity of the good church service; they made him
clerk and precentor … the man of the tall form and of the audible
voice; which sounded loud and clear as his own Bunker fife。 Well;
peace to thee; thou fine old chap; despiser of dissenters; and
hater of papists; as became a dignified and High…Church clerk; if
thou art in thy grave; the better for thee; thou wert fitted to
adorn a bygone time; when loyalty was in vogue; and smiling content
lay like a sunbeam upon the land; but thou wouldst be sadly out of
place in these days of cold philosophic latitudinarian doctrine;
universal tolerism; and half…concealed rebellion … rare times; no
doubt; for papists and dissenters; but which would assuredly have
broken the heart of the loyal soldier of George the Third; and the
dignified High…Church clerk of pretty D…。
We passed many months at this place: nothing; however; occurred
requiring any particular notice; relating to myself; beyond what I
have already stated; and I am not writing the history of others。
At length my father was recalled to his regiment; which at that
time was stationed at a place called Norman Cross; in Lincolnshire;
or rather Huntingdonshire; at some distance from the old town of
Peterborough。 For this place he departed; leaving my mother and
myself to follow in a few days。 Our journey was a singular one。
On the second day we reached a marshy and fenny country; which;
owing to immense quantities of rain which had lately fallen; was
completely submerged。 At a large town we got on board a kind of
passage…boat; crowded with people; it had neither sails nor oars;
and those were not the days of steam…vessels; it was a treck…
schuyt; and was drawn by horses。 Young as I was; there was much
connected with this journey which highly surprised me; and which
brought to my remembrance particular scenes described in the book
which I now generally carried in my bosom。 The country was; as I
have already said; submerged … entirely drowned … no land was
visible; the trees were growing bolt upright in the flood; whilst
farmhouses and cottages were standing insulated; the horses which
drew us were up to the knees in water; and; on coming to blind
pools and 'greedy depths;' were not unfrequently swimming; in which
case; the boys or urchins who mounted them sometimes stood;
sometimes knelt; upon the saddle and pillions。 No accident;
however; occurred either to the quadrupeds or bipeds; who appeared
respectively to be quite AU FAIT in their business; and extricated
themselves with the greatest ease from places in which Pharaoh and
all his host would have gone to the bottom。 Nightfall brought us
to Peterborough; and from thence we were not slow in reaching the
place of our destination。
CHAPTER IV
Norman Cross … Wide expanse … VIVE L'EMPEREUR … Unpruned woods …
Man with the bag … Froth and conceit … I beg your pardon … Growing
timid … About three o'clock … Taking one's ease … Cheek on the
ground … King of the vipers … French king … Frenchmen and water。
AND a strange place it was; this Norman Cross; and; at the time of
which I am speaking; a sad cross to many a Norman; being what was
then styled a French prison; that is; a receptacle for captives
made in the French war。 It consisted; if I remember right; of some
five or six casernes; very long; and immensely high; each standing
isolated from the rest; upon a spot of ground which might average
ten acres; and which was fenced round with lofty palisades; the
whole being compassed about by a towering wall; beneath which; at
intervals; on both sides; sentinels were stationed; whilst outside;
upon the field; stood commodious wooden barracks; capable of
containing two regiments of infantry; intended to serve as guards
upon the captives。 Such was the station or prison at Norman Cross;
where some six thousand French and other foreigners; followers of
the grand Corsican; were now immured。
What a strange appearance had those mighty casernes; with their
blank blind walls; without windows or grating; and their slanting
roofs; out of which; through orifices where the tiles had been
removed; would be protruded dozens of grim heads; feasting their
prison…sick eyes on the wide expanse of country unfolded from that
airy height。 Ah! there was much misery in those casernes; and from
those roofs; doubtless; many a wistful look was turned in the
direction of lovely France。 Much had the poor inmates to endure;
and much to complain of; to the disgrace of England be it said … of
England; in general so kind and bountiful。 Rations of carrion
meat; and bread from whic