lavengro-第47章
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on a former occasion; at the foot of the hills which formed it I
came to a place where a wagon was standing; but without horses; the
shafts resting on the ground; there was a crowd about it; which
extended half…way up the side of the neighbouring hill。 The wagon
was occupied by some half a dozen men; some sitting; others
standing … they were dressed in sober…coloured habiliments of black
or brown; cut in a plain and rather uncouth fashion; and partially
white with dust; their hair was short; and seemed to have been
smoothed down by the application of the hand; all were bareheaded …
sitting or standing; all were bareheaded。 One of them; a tall man;
was speaking as I arrived; ere; however; I could distinguish what
he was saying; he left off; and then there was a cry for a hymn 'to
the glory of God' … that was the word。 It was a strange…sounding
hymn; as well it might be; for everybody joined in it: there were
voices of all kinds; of men; of women; and of children … of those
who could sing and of those who could not … a thousand voices all
joined; and all joined heartily; no voice of all the multitude was
silent save mine。 The crowd consisted entirely of the lower
classes; labourers and mechanics; and their wives and children …
dusty people; unwashed people; people of no account whatever; and
yet they did not look a mob。 And when that hymn was over … and
here let me observe that; strange as it sounded; I have recalled
that hymn to mind; and it has seemed to tingle in my ears on
occasions when all that pomp and art could do to enhance religious
solemnity was being done … in the Sistine Chapel; what time the
papal band was in full play; and the choicest choristers of Italy
poured forth their mellowest tones in presence of Batuschca and his
cardinals … on the ice of the Neva; what time the long train of
stately priests; with their noble beards and their flowing robes of
crimson and gold; with their ebony and ivory staves; stalked along;
chanting their Sclavonian litanies in advance of the mighty Emperor
of the North and his Priberjensky guard of giants; towards the
orifice through which the river; running below in its swiftness; is
to receive the baptismal lymph: … when the hymn was over; another
man in the wagon proceeded to address the people; he was a much
younger man than the last speaker; somewhat square built and about
the middle height; his face was rather broad; but expressive of
much intelligence; and with a peculiar calm and serious look; the
accent in which he spoke indicated that he was not of these parts;
but from some distant district。 The subject of his address was
faith; and how it could remove mountains。 It was a plain address;
without any attempt at ornament; and delivered in a tone which was
neither loud nor vehement。 The speaker was evidently not a
practised one … once or twice he hesitated as if for words to
express his meaning; but still he held on; talking of faith; and
how it could remove mountains: 'It is the only thing we want;
brethren; in this world; if we have that; we are indeed rich; as it
will enable us to do our duty under all circumstances; and to bear
our lot; however hard it may be … and the lot of all mankind is
hard … the lot of the poor is hard; brethren … and who knows more
of the poor than I? … a poor man myself; and the son of a poor man:
but are the rich better off? not so; brethren; for God is just。
The rich have their trials too: I am not rich myself; but I have
seen the rich with careworn countenances; I have also seen them in
madhouses; from which you may learn; brethren; that the lot of all
mankind is hard; that is; till we lay hold of faith; which makes us
comfortable under all circumstances; whether we ride in gilded
chariots or walk barefooted in quest of bread; whether we be
ignorant; whether we be wise … for riches and poverty; ignorance
and wisdom; brethren; each brings with it its peculiar temptations。
Well; under all these troubles; the thing which I would recommend
you to seek is one and the same … faith; faith in our Lord Jesus
Christ; who made us and allotted to each his station。 Each has
something to do; brethren。 Do it; therefore; but always in faith;
without faith we shall find ourselves sometimes at fault; but with
faith never … for faith can remove the difficulty。 It will teach
us to love life; brethren; when life is becoming bitter; and to
prize the blessings around us; for as every man has his cares;
brethren; so has each man his blessings。 It will likewise teach us
not to love life over much; seeing that we must one day part with
it。 It will teach us to face death with resignation; and will
preserve us from sinking amidst the swelling of the river Jordan。'
And when he had concluded his address; he said; 'Let us sing a
hymn; one composed by Master Charles Wesley … he was my countryman;
brethren。
'Jesus; I cast my soul on Thee;
Mighty and merciful to save;
Thou shalt to death go down with me;
And lay me gently in the grave。
This body then shall rest in hope;
This body which the worms destroy;
For Thou shalt surely raise me up
To glorious life and endless joy。'
Farewell; preacher with the plain coat and the calm serious look!
I saw thee once again; and that was lately … only the other day。
It was near a fishing hamlet; by the sea…side; that I saw the
preacher again。 He stood on the top of a steep monticle; used by
pilots as a look…out for vessels approaching that coast; a
dangerous one; abounding in rocks and quick…sands。 There he stood
on the monticle; preaching to weather…worn fishermen and mariners
gathered below upon the sand。 'Who is he?' said I to an old
fisherman who stood beside me with a book of hymns in his hand; but
the old man put his hand to his lips; and that was the only answer
I received。 Not a sound was heard but the voice of the preacher
and the roaring of the waves; but the voice was heard loud above
the roaring of the sea; for the preacher now spoke with power; and
his voice was not that of one who hesitates。 There he stood … no
longer a young man; for his black locks were become gray; even like
my own; but there was the intelligent face; and the calm serious
look which had struck me of yore。 There stood the preacher; one of
those men … and; thank God; their number is not few … who; animated
by the spirit of Christ; amidst much poverty; and; alas! much
contempt; persist in carrying the light of the Gospel amidst the
dark parishes of what; but for their instrumentality; would
scarcely be Christian England。 I would have waited till he had
concluded; in order that I might speak to him; and endeavour to
bring back the ancient scene to his recollection; but suddenly a
man came hurrying towards the monticle; mounted on a speedy horse;
and holding by the bridle one yet more speedy; and he whispered to
me; 'Why loiterest thou here? … knowest thou not all that is to be
done before midnight?' and he flung me the bridle; and I mounted on
the horse of great speed; and I followed the other; who had already
galloped off。 And as I departed; I waved my hand to him on the
monticle; and I shouted; 'Farewell; brother! the seed came up at
last; after a long period!' and then I gave the speedy horse his
way; and leaning over the shoulder of the galloping horse; I said;
'Would that my life had been like his … even like that man's!'
I now wandered along the heath; till I came to a place where;
beside a thick furze; sat a man; his eyes fixed intently on the red
ball of the setting sun。
'That's not you; Jasper?'
'Indeed; brother!'
'I've not seen you for years。'
'How should you; brother?'
'What brings you here?'
'The fight; brother。'
'Where are the tents?'
'On the old spot; brother。'
'Any news since we parted?'